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halloweentown!!! ([info]halloweenish) wrote in [info]politico,
@ 2010-03-23 00:52:00


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Entry tags:adam, elijah, shay

open to Shay
Parker and Murphy were sound asleep, Elijah could tell. The sound of their breathing always let him know if they were awake or asleep. Parker had fallen asleep before Murphy had, and he'd been out for two hours now. Murphy for an hour. Everything in the house was silent. Though they were downstairs and a bit away from the house, Elijah could hear Adam's footsteps sometimes. If Adam was home, he usually had one of the three upstairs with him, too. The moment he heard footsteps he sat up on his bed and scooted to the edge, waiting to hear if Adam would come downstairs or not. It made him feel sick to his stomach that he often wanted to be the one Adam chose to take upstairs. It was the only time he was out of the cage, and his only sense of freedom, even if it wasn't real freedom at all.



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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 04:03 am UTC (link)
Even though the touch surprised him, he didn't pull away from it. Opening his eyes, he reached out to touch Elijah's arm which was close to the fence. Just his fingertips could reach, but it was kind of nice and he felt the urge to comfort Elijah as well. "Well, it happened to you too," he pointed out.

After a moment of silence, he frowned and shifted uncomfortably. "I really don't want to have sex with him again. I mean--I'm a huge slut, but I like to choose." It was sort of a joke, but it fell pretty flat because he felt so hopeless and sick.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 04:18 am UTC (link)
"I've only been with him and one other person," Elijah said quietly. The other person had been his stepfather, but he really didn't feel up to admitting that. He'd never admitted it to anyone, not ever, not even Parker. Parker knew about how physically abusive his stepfather had been, and how controlling, but Elijah had never let him in on the sexual abuse. He was too embarrassed, and thinking about it made him feel sick. He swallowed hard and leaned his head against the fence. "And the other person I didn't really want to be with, either," he added, though he wasn't sure why. There was something about Shay's voice that made the words come out, even if it wasn't everything.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 04:25 am UTC (link)
He was going to ask who, but as soon as Elijah admitted that that experience hadn't been by choice either, he thought better about prying into it. He was curious though. "When you get out, the first thing you should do is go to a bar and pick someone you want." It was a little vulgar, but Shay thought maybe it would be empowering. "I'm pretty sure you could have anyone with the way you look. Guy, girl, anything in between." He pulled his hand back, thinking it might be rude to touch him while he said something like that.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 04:44 am UTC (link)
Elijah laughed a little shyly, and he shook his head. He simply couldn't imagine ever doing something like that. "I can't... I don't think I could ever be that brave," he said as he settled more comfortably on the floor. "I don't even know what I look like," he said with a little shrug. He didn't mind that so much, though. He'd never known, and while it was strange to try and think about, he never felt sorry for himself over his handicap.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 04:57 am UTC (link)
"Doesn't matter that you don't know what you look like; you still look it." He was kind of turning on the charm and he felt himself smile like he was trying to pick up on Elijah at some party somewhere. But he pulled back as soon as he realized he was doing it. "Wow, Shay, that's great, hit on someone in the basement of hell," he spoke to himself out loud and got to his feet so he could sit up on the bed. "Sorry."

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 05:09 am UTC (link)
Elijah felt his face flush, and his heart did a little skip that he'd never really felt before. He instantly felt guilty over it, like he shouldn't even be thinking of anything remotely happy when they were both stuck where they were.

"It's all right, it made me smile for a minute," he said as he moved to get up onto his bed, and he laid down on his side so that he was facing Shay's side of the fence. "You never told me your name."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 05:27 am UTC (link)
Their beds were right next to each other and Shay was kind of happy about that. It made him feel not so alone. Squinting, he tried to see the two others that Elijah had talked about, but he couldn't get a very good look from his position. "I'm Shay," he finally answered Elijah's question about his name. "And yeah, I'm a photographer. I guess I'm glad he brought my camera, if he did." There was something safe about seeing things from behind a lens and it would be comforting to have it with him.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 05:36 am UTC (link)
Elijah curled his legs up a little and tucked an arm beneath a pillow as he listened to Shay's voice. He had a feeling that he was going to grow very attached to this one, maybe even more so than Parker and that was saying a lot.

"It's nice to meet you, even though the circumstances aren't exactly the best," Elijah offered. "I can't believe it's been three years all ready."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 05:46 am UTC (link)
"You say he'll move you if one of us escapes, but it seems like he put a lot of work into this place. I'll bet he couldn't move you very fast." Shay was still planning for his escape and just as much for a grand rescue. At this point, he really believed he could do it and he found himself wanting to save this kid across from him. He wanted to be the hero. "It won't be another three years," he said with conviction.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 05:53 am UTC (link)
Elijah knew better, but he just couldn't bring himself to squash Shay's hope. Parker would have no problem doing it, he knew, and he wished that he could keep that from Shay but he had no control of what Parker said. Parker never meant to hurt anyone, he simply just didn't see the point of hoping when there was no hope.

"He said you're very tall," Elijah said after a moment. "You must be taller than me, then."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 06:01 am UTC (link)
Shay nodded before he realized that was a pointless form of communication with Elijah. "Yes, I'm pretty sure I'm taller than you. What else did he say about me? Did he say I managed to sock him in the face? He's going to have a shiner." Which pleased him to no end.

"Have you always been blind?" Shay didn't mince words too often, but he wasn't nearly so hostile about it as Parker could be. He didn't have the kind of past that Parker had.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 06:10 am UTC (link)
"No," Elijah answered, and he smiled faintly. "He didn't tell me that." But judging by how hard Shay fought against the door of the fence, Elijah wasn't at all surprised to hear it. "And yes, I was born this way. The doctor's could never really figure out why. It's not so bad, though. I always get to know people for who they are and nothing else, and that's nice. And I've never had to see his face," he added, meaning Adam.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 06:16 am UTC (link)
"But some people are pretty to look at. Faces are--" he didn't know if it was cruel to talk like that and so he trailed off, keeping his eyes and mind for photography out of this. "It's not--" a bad face, Shay was going to say, but he snapped his mouth shut when the door opened back up and Adam came down the stairs hauling Shay's things.

He'd been mustering up the strength to battled with Shay again. He was sure it was going to be a struggle just getting his things into his cell. Adam looked over at Elijah. "I see you two have met."

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 06:23 am UTC (link)
"I know," Elijah said. Murphy had told him that Adam wasn't at all unpleasant to look at, and Elijah wasn't sure how he felt hearing that. "I'd like to see your face," he added, but when he heard the door to the basement open up he moved to sit up.

He wasn't sure what was going to happen, if Shay was going to try and fight or not, and it was one of those rare moments he desperately wished he could see. Wishing would get him no where, though, and he just sort of nodded a little bit in response to Adam's words.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 06:27 am UTC (link)
Even if it hurt Adam's feelings every time one of the boys fought him, he still got an adrenaline rush from the challenge. "Want to come upstairs with me tonight, Elijah, or would you rather stay down here with Shay?" It was not a loaded question, despite what it may have sounded like.

Shay wasn't moving as Adam worked the combination to the lock on his door. He was biding his time, waiting for Adam to open the door fully and come inside. If he could escape now, maybe he could get the others out as well. He didn't think far enough in advance to realize he wouldn't know the combinations to their locks.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 06:32 am UTC (link)
Elijah hated when Adam asked him questions like that. Adam liked to think that the boys wanted to be with him, and whenever a choice was put in front of Elijah he felt like he had to choose Adam. It was how he'd gotten by the past three years without too much physical abuse on the man's part. Adam wouldn't lash out unless you pushed him, and Elijah rarely pushed him. This, of course, granted him some reprieve. Saying no tonight might be just fine because Elijah rarely ever did so.

"If you'd like me to come with you, I will," he opted to answer. It was easier that way.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 06:44 am UTC (link)
Shay was too busy preparing for Adam's entrance to really take in the interaction between the two of them, but he did notice Elijah's word choice was pretty neutral.

"That isn't what I asked." Adam was going to force a choice tonight. With the final twist, he unlatched the lock and opened the gate, pushing Shay's stuff into the cell. With a ferocious growl, Shay leaped to his feet. While he was less graceful than normal, he managed to throw his body against Adam's with a good amount of force, knocking him back.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 06:49 am UTC (link)
"I'll go with you," Elijah said quietly, recognizing the tone in which Adam spoke. He didn't want to take any chances.

Before Adam could respond, though, he heard a commotion and he frowned as he got to his feet and went towards the front of the cage to curl his hands around the chainlink. He furrowed his brow in concern and tried his best to listen to figure out who was having what done to them.

"What's going on?!" he asked, his voice rising in pitch.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 07:23 am UTC (link)
Shay felt guilty for causing Elijah stress; he could hear it in his voice, the serious concern. But he tried to focus on beating the shit out of his assailant. He landed a few more good punches before Adam got the better of him and slammed him down into the floor. The sounds were all muffled, strange how quiet such a struggle could be.

"It's all right, Elijah," Adam said breathlessly as he forced his leg between Shay's legs and forcing his hand down on the boy's throat. Choked sounds came from Shay as he kept fighting, crushing his own windpipe as he tried to force himself up from the floor.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 07:43 am UTC (link)
Elijah wasn't use to hearing those noises. Murphy never fought so hard, not even in the beginning, and while Parker had fought like hell, Elijah hadn't been around then. And whenever Adam took the two of them up, Parker didn't provoke the man, probably for Lijah's sake. To hear Shay gasping and choking like that terrified him, and he shook the cage a little.

"Stop, stop, please just stop," he begged, not entirely sure who he was begging. Was he asking Adam to stop hurting Shay, or asking Shay to stop struggling? It was hard to say.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 07:49 am UTC (link)
At this point, Shay could hardly hear anything but the blood rushing in his head. Before he could give up the fight, Adam leaned down and kissed the corner of his mouth softly. Shay thought for sure he would die there on that floor and things went black around him. The sounds stopped and Adam stood up, heaving for breath. Closing the cage door with a clank, he left Shay on the ground to recover in his own time.

"Come on," he whispered to Elijah, encouraging him to come out of his cell once he'd opened the door. He needed something soft and sweet after that battle.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 08:02 am UTC (link)
Elijah had never been more terrified for someone else in his entire life. He thought he knew all of the things Adam was capable of, but now he wasn't so sure. He swallowed hard and blinked back a rush of tears before he stepped forward to slip out of the cage, and he felt around for Adam's arm.

"Is he gonna be okay?" he asked softly. "Are you okay?" he added, not wanting to risk Adam thinking he only cared about the well being of the new boy.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 08:20 am UTC (link)
Adam thought Elijah's concern was very endearing both toward himself and Shay. He tugged him close and kissed the top of his head with such tenderness that it seemed almost impossible that moments before he was choking someone to the point of losing consciousness. "He'll be fine. He just needs a stronger hand than you do. He'll understand eventually," Adam murmured against Elijah's hair.

He slipped their hands together and led him up the stairs with the utmost care. Adam needed to sleep and he led Elijah into the bedroom, a familiar path.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 08:32 am UTC (link)
Elijah turned his head back towards the cages as Adam led him up the stairs, and he wished he could know for certain that Shay was all right. He let Adam lead him though he knew the way by heart, and once they were in Adam's room he moved up to crawl onto the bed. He settled, though he was trembling slightly. It was obvious hearing that whole ordeal had shaken him up, and he tried to still himself.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 08:48 am UTC (link)
The bed was exceptionally messy from his previous romp with Shay. The sheets were wadded up, twisted from the way Adam had used him, and now he was climbing into bed with Elijah. It didn't seem wrong to him at all.

Sensing that Elijah was distressed, he pulled him into an embrace. "You're worried about him. He fights harder than you've seen. It's all right; I promise that he'll come around eventually."

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 07:34 pm UTC (link)
Elijah didn't want to let Adam comfort him, but he needed some sort of comfort and Adam was good at it. The man could be very charming when he wanted to be, and he was often so with Lijah. He let Adam hold onto him, and he sniffled a little bit.

"I just wish you two didn't have to fight," he mumbled. He wished Shay hadn't been hurt.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 09:04 pm UTC (link)
Adam kissed Elijah's head again and then his cheek as he stroked his hair. "Do you think he'll try to run?" He asked after a moment, wondering if Elijah had gotten any impressions from him in the time that he'd been awake. He would never admit to pitting the boys against each other, but he did realize that having more than one was often a good way of keeping them in line. It gave him bargaining chips, and everyone felt better when they had a family.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 09:36 pm UTC (link)
"I don't know," Elijah lied. If Shay was going to try and run, Elijah wanted him to have every advantage. "He didn't say much, he was kind of out of it. Confused. He was mostly worried that you planned on killing him. I told him you wouldn't." That was true, so he wasn't lying entirely.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-03-26 10:10 pm UTC (link)
Adam believed him because he had no reason not to believe Elijah. The boy was an angel as far as he was concerned. Feeling the weight of exertion hit his muscles, he exhaled a long breath, realizing just how exhausted he was.

"Help him adjust," he requested kindly as his eyes began to droop and he laid his head back against his pillow. After a moment, he kicked off his shoes and let them drop over the foot of the bed onto the floor.

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[info]halloweenish
2010-03-26 10:55 pm UTC (link)
Elijah had to arrange the covers, and he was well aware of what had probably happened in the bed with Shay. He rolled onto his side, so that he was facing Adam, and tucked an arm beneath a pillow. It smelled like Adam, and a little like someone else, and Lijah knew it must have been Shay. He turned his head and pressed his face in against the pillow for a moment before he relaxed again with a sigh. He could tell by Adam's breaths that the man was going to fall asleep soon, and he leaned over to kiss his cheek out of habit.

"Goodnight," he mumbled softly.

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