Hunter (Lavi: Crow) (acrowlikerabbit) wrote,
@ 2011-08-06 02:45:00

Waiting for the end to come, wishing I had strength to stand
[Chase couldn't remember the last time he had hurt this much properly, perhaps the last blow to the head by whatever that creature was had given him a concussion. It was the last thing he needed on top of two broken ribs and collarbone, the cuts all over his sprained (if not fractured) forearms leaving a clear trail of where he had been. Hopefully it wouldn't lead that thing toward his current location, his left leg was in no condition to run being practically torn apart like it was and leaving more blood.

Oh, yes. He probably was concussed, blood from a head injury he hadn't felt started to cloud his vision in his left eye. Chase lifted an arm to wipe it away and his balance overshot itself, he started leaning toward the wall and hit it hard enough with his shoulder to draw a grunt of pain from him. Luckily there was a bench there when his leg gave out though it hurt to sit, and he couldn't sit long. Chase had to get to the infirmary, had to get bandaged up to get Seren from daycare. But thoughts of Seren brought that young Kanda to mind.

Sorrow and failure blinded him from his physical pain for a moment, he had to go back in or send (several) someone(s) in his place to find the boy. He couldn't stay in that darkened, death-trap of a hallway and certainly not by himself!]

Damn it... [His head lightly hits the wall, throat sore from yelling.]

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acrowlikerabbit
2011-08-07 01:06 am UTC (link)

[Then make sure you don't resist long. :|

Tangling his fingers with Allen's despite one of them being bandaged, seems like it was mangled too, the tip of it. Shaking his head again.] No' Kanda. His Fourteenth's a bastard, goes after those Kanda might be close ta, might do tha same ta me. [Chase can! It's just...none of his weapons worked against that thing. ;;] 'll be fine, Allen.

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	/punts that html fail contravene 2011-08-07 01:30 am UTC (link)
	[Jerk. 8( Glancing down at Chase's fingers as something in his gut (chest) wrenches. God. He was so... busted up.] I don't care... [Why would he let Chase just go help someone when he'd probably get hurt, anyway? It didn't seem right.] But you aren't fine! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

/cuddles

acrowlikerabbit
2011-08-07 01:44 am UTC (link)

[♥

Busted up or not he is still determined to fight, and at least he's not pushing Allen away and demanding he go take care of Seren. Even though the clarity is coming back to him that they're no longer together he hasn't begun to shut off.] I do.

[Chase takes in a deep breath - or tries to anyway, it gets cut off with a cough and he tries again, a shorter breath - and lets it out.] When I go ta help'im, Allen.

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	contravene 2011-08-07 01:56 am UTC (link)
	[His breath hitches a little at that, his eyes beginning to water, and Allen bends down again, pressing his nose carefully to Chase's cheek.] What if you end up like this again..? [What would he do if something happened to Chase? What ifh e wasn't there next time?] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

acrowlikerabbit
2011-08-07 02:19 am UTC (link)

[Chase untangles his hand from Allen's and threads it into his hair at the back of his head, keeping him close enough long enough that he can nose back at the vampire.] I won't... I know how ta fight against Fourteenth... We're jus' retrievin'is arm.

[In one small way he's admitting to Allen that he was the one that made Whitey lose his, but he only had a hand in it, Fourteenth was the one that tore it off.] 'm support only.

[Brushing a small kiss against Allen's cheek.] Donna worry.

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contravene
2011-08-07 02:27 am UTC (link)

[It's not like Allen didn't know that all along, though. He'd always known... from the moment it happened, he'd known. It was everyone else that refused to admit it.

But he draws in a shaky breath when Chase kisses his cheek, tilting his head a little so that their lips brush together.]

'Course I'll worry... [Just don't mind the tears too much? Chase is one of the few things he has left anymore. The idea of this happening again is too terrible.]</small>

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acrowlikerabbit
2011-08-07 02:41 am UTC (link)

[But it does eventually need to be spoken aloud. Needs to be aired out.

Chasing after that small little kiss but keeps his head on the pillow. Now isn't the time for things like that and he falls behind a wall a little, shouldn't be kissing Allen at all.]

'll let ya know before we go, tha' help? [Then Allen can follow at a respectable distance, get them help if they needed it. The tears are cold on his cheeks but he simply noses at Allen reassuringly, he might get hurt or die again but he'll come back to you.]

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contravene
2011-08-07 02:50 am UTC (link)

[It really does.

Letting Chase follow the kiss,, he even kisses him back a bit. Choking back a soft sound, as he nods, nosing back at the Crow a little himself.] Yeah... a little. [You'd better fucking come back to him. He wouldn't know what to do if Chase didn't...

Which is why he's catching him in a proper kiss this time around - though relatively innocent.]</small>

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acrowlikerabbit
2011-08-07 03:08 am UTC (link)

[Moves his hand, stroking Allen's hair a little comfortingly since he can't do much else, but the motion starts to tire him after a little and he lets it rest on the vampire's leg again. There are no plans to ever drop Chase, he will come back.

Makes a surprised noise into the kiss but kisses him back, keeping it light. If Allen deepens it he'll find a few cuts inside his mouth that have stopped bleeding.]

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	contravene 2011-08-07 03:15 am UTC (link)
	[He probably will deepen it, licking at the cuts in Chase's mouth to heal them (if that'd work? who knew), and breaking away somewhat soon after.] --You can't do something stupid. You have to come back, okay? ["back to him" probably doesn't go as unsaid as it likely should.]</small> (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	acrowlikerabbit 2011-08-07 03:26 am UTC (link)
	[They'll close up, otherwise he would have worried them and made his mouth bleed again after Allen had finally left him to see to Seren. Chase doesn't follow after the kiss this time, just takes in a few short breaths.] I will. 've got people ta look after. Cannae leave ya'll 'lone. [Nosing at him, hearing that but it leaves a curious noise in the Crow.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	contravene 2011-08-07 03:30 am UTC (link)
	That's right. So you need to come back okay. And you need to heal quickly.<. [Nosing back at him just barely, before he tilts his head so that his forehead lands on the pillow beside Chase's head. He wants to just curl up there beside him for awhile, but that'd probably just end up aggravating Chase's wounds.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	acrowlikerabbit 2011-08-07 03:40 am UTC (link)
	Canno use my talismans on myself this weak. Jus' gonna have ta wait. [He's healthy enough that it's sped up perhaps a little bit more than normal humans but still so painfully slow. Leaning his head against Allen's when it rests on the pillow.] Allen, please. Jus' a lil bit. Lay with me? [Chase wants him to too.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	I can't win with html.... contravene 2011-08-07 04:01 am UTC (link)
	[Hesitates at that, lifting his head carefully despite Chase leaning against it to look him in the eye. Uncertainty written all over his features.] I don't wanna hurt you... (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	I've managed to catch myself. I always <small> at the beginning. acrowlikerabbit 2011-08-07 04:14 am UTC (link)
	[Smiles softly at him, sleepily.] Ya won't, jus' until I sleep? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Sob. Should probably do that, too. contravene 2011-08-07 04:22 am UTC (link)
	[He looks Chase over one more time, checking for the spots that seem the most damaged, before he bends down to press a kiss to the Crow's forehead. Murmuring a soft "okay" against his skin, before Allen moves and shifts to lay down beside him, being so damn careful not to hurt anything.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

/snuggles

acrowlikerabbit
2011-08-07 04:34 am UTC (link)

[Chase closes his eyes at the light kiss, shifting in the smallest ways possible closer to the other side of the bed. He can't turn on his side to face Allen like he wants but he leans his head against the other's as much as he can, squeezing Allen's hand lightly within his own. There are a few muted rises of pain but the morphine seems to quickly kick in in those places and calms everything down again.]

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/clings

contravene
2011-08-07 04:40 am UTC (link)

[Allen, meanwhile, is on his side so that he can take up as little room as possible - and Chase will end up resting his head against Allen's forehead for now, just as Allen hums softly. He brushes his thumb over Chase's fingers, the hum slowly morphing into the lullaby he'd written for Seren, trying to ease some of the pain while the morphine does it's magic.]</small>

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	bb, you did it again. xD; acrowlikerabbit 2011-08-07 04:59 am UTC (link)
	[The song, the touches, having Allen so close and filling his senses... It's probably the best way to get the Crow off to sleep in a situation like this. Though he fights sleep every step of the way, not wanting to lose Allen's company once he finally does fall asleep. But eventually it happens.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

hush, I know. I miss my edit button, I'm too lazy to repost...

contravene
2011-08-07 05:04 am UTC (link)

[He won't leave right away after Chase falls asleep - just when he has to, when he knows it would be unwise to leave Seren at the daycare for much longer. He pulls away carefully, leaving a light kiss against Chase's forehead one more time, and continues to hum the lullaby as he quietly slips from the room.

He'll be back, though. Just going to make sure Seren's somewhere safe for now.]</small>

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	;; I miss it too. acrowlikerabbit 2011-08-07 05:16 am UTC (link)
	[Having Allen near helps him settle into a deeper sleep faster even with the medicine helping, though he still makes a soft noise at Allen's good-bye kiss. He'll still be there when Allen comes back, just bring Seren around when he's awake once so he can make sure she's okay and vice versa. ♥] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	why can't it be free ;; sob contravene 2011-08-07 05:18 am UTC (link)
	[It might be a little close too close to sunrise when he finally wanders back for that, but the little area Chase is in doesn't have any windows, so he's not worried. Curling up against the Crow again, his hood up, as he begins humming again.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	/shakes fist at economy acrowlikerabbit 2011-08-07 05:34 am UTC (link)
	[That nice nurse put a privacy screen around Chase's bed as well, figuring he might be back at some point anyway. Chase was appreciative of it when he was woken to get some food in him, keeps the eyes of everyone else off of him. He's asleep again when Allen comes back though not as deeply so. Makes a light noise, nosing at his forehead sleepily.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	/does so as well! contravene 2011-08-07 05:41 am UTC (link)
	[The nicest nurse! <3 And he's glad that Chase doesn't really sound hungry when he returns, fingers brushing over the Crow's hand idly. He makes a little noise himself, and brushes a kiss over his jaw.] How're you feeling..? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Maybe we should bomb it. acrowlikerabbit 2011-08-07 02:20 pm UTC (link)
	[He couldn't eat a lot because it hurt his sore throat but he's got enough in him for now. Chase stirs more at Seren's scent on him and tangles two of his fingers with Allen's as he slowly opens his eyes.] Mmmm....sore. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)