Madara Uchiha (bitter_sweet) wrote,
@ 2011-02-24 22:06:00

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[is in a ridiculously good mood today. so good, it's unsettling. has been chipper all through the school day, even, humming to himself when it gets out, swinging his school bag while he walks like a girl who just got asked out by her crush or something. not even his horrible rival could ruin this mood. which is good. coz there he is.] Hashirama Senju~ have you felt that breeze today? I love this weather. So close to spring. Aaah~

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	boysareback 2011-03-07 11:02 pm UTC (link)
	What!? No. This... this can't end. What are you talking about? You have to find a way to beat me. You are an Uchiha! What is this giving up?! (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-07 11:17 pm UTC (link)
	What you put me through, I would never find something worse to do to you. It's not my style. Don't you think it's time we ended this, anyway? We're not kids anymore, it's getting old. [no it isn't. <_<] It's gone on long enough. I'm tired, Hashirama. Tired of being hurt. And not just physically anymore. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-07 11:24 pm UTC (link)
	No it's not getting old. We will have a year left to go and what good is it going to be if there is no one there to help push me? I took it too far and I'm sorry, twice I took it too far and I won't do it again. Please... don't go. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-07 11:25 pm UTC (link)
	And why not? What's the point of this, anymore? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

boysareback
2011-03-07 11:45 pm UTC (link)

I need you. [sits down on the top of his desk, leaving the way clear if he wants to walk out.] I wrote those letters originally for a joke, I got one of the girls I used to date who I trusted not to tell anyone to write them for me. I thought if I did this then... things could go back to the way they were before and we could just hate each other again, hopefully you realised that you needed me in some way too. The night at the fountain, I couldn't bear to see you upset, you looked excited to meet this person who finally wanted to be with you and it wasn't real. I feel really guilty and it's my own fault, what I am more concerned with is fixing this.... but if you don't think that can be done then you have a right to walk away. I won't hold it against you.

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bitter_sweet
2011-03-08 12:01 am UTC (link)

Fixing what? The rivalry? Being better than me all the time? That's not a friendship, Hashirama. That's... I don't know. I don't know anymore, it's not as simple as it used to be. I thought, maybe, if I got a girlfriend and so did you we could just... be normal. Maybe I wouldn't be so obsessed with every move you made if I had someone else to focus on. But in the end, even my girlfriend ended up being you. Everything I do, it all comes back to you. That's not normal.

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	boysareback 2011-03-08 12:05 am UTC (link)
	We spend most of our time around each other, its bound to end up like that. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 12:10 am UTC (link)
	I guess I thought I could get away from it, but... I guess not. [flops on his bed. isn't running off, at least.] (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 12:21 am UTC (link)
	We should just date. Isn't that what the end result would be? We will get that involved with each other since there is no where else to go, it will go okay and then dissolve into our differences, we will hate each other, won't speak to each other again and only nod acknowledging one another at family gatherings or when our siblings admit they are dating. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 12:48 am UTC (link)
	Do you want to date me...? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 01:39 am UTC (link)
	I think it's something I need to do. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 01:44 am UTC (link)
	Need to? [makes a face.] Why? As another test? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 01:51 am UTC (link)
	What I wrote in those letters wasn't a lie... it was what I felt. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 01:57 am UTC (link)
	How can I even trust that? If you feel it then tell me frankly, don't... piss me off by lying to me. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 02:07 am UTC (link)
	I've got nothing to prove to you that I'm telling the truth. It's not the easiest thing to tell someone that you have known your entire life that you have somehow suddenly developed feelings for them, hell, I don't even know if its real. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 02:23 am UTC (link)
	You're... messing with me again, aren't you? It's hard to tell now, you know. We always lie to each other to try and bullshit. How could we ever date, huh? We'd just... fight all the time. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 02:33 am UTC (link)
	I know, I know that, which is why it is so crazy to even be thinking about this stuff. I'm not messing with you, I am being completely open and honest with you. If you want I can go into great details on how every time I masterbate I hear you moaning like you did when I jerked you off. This isn't a game. I swear. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 02:36 am UTC (link)
	... You think about that? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 02:39 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes other stuff too. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 02:41 am UTC (link)
	It's just hormones and stuff, then, right? Like... looking at me right now, does it turn you on? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 02:52 am UTC (link)
	[stares at.] Not at all. You are you. But... [gets up and walks over to him, nice and close, looking down with the height difference between them but it has that more intimate feel.] Like this, it does. I think it is hormones. You don't feel anything... do you? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 02:54 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. [little shrug.] I feel like ... it's too weird to comprehend. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 03:01 am UTC (link)
	Do you want to take a break from me? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	bitter_sweet 2011-03-08 03:05 am UTC (link)
	That sounds even more weird. Like we're already dating and this is the time we go "see other people." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	boysareback 2011-03-08 03:18 am UTC (link)
	Do you want to go back to being the way we were before? I'm just trying to figure out what you want. Want a chocolate milkshake? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)