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cumou ([info]cumou) wrote,
@ 2008-05-17 23:08:00


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i hate how i always worry too much.
and how i take things the wrong way.
i hate how my voice sounds,
and how i can't seem to write melodies.
i get nervous in front of big groups,
and i never know what to say or do.
i just sit there.
i hate how when someone's trying to help
i can be so oblivious sometimes.
i hate how lazy i can be.
i'm so unorganized,
i'm so unwilling to work.
I hate how i expect something out of people.
not an unreasonable amount,
just something.
I hate how i pick myself apart,
how i feel like something doesn't add up.
how i feel like it's not them, it's me.

but i love that megan can accept me the way i am.
i am flawed, and she knows this, and she continues to love me.
i love how she makes me feel.
like i'm strong.
or funny.
or smart.
all i need is her to make me feel wanted.
i love how she makes me see the good in all the bad.
i feel like i can protect her.
teach her.
learn from her.
if there was anyone the could ever make me feel better about myself,
it would be her.
she knows me better than i know myself.
i also know she can take all my flaws and show me just how good i can be.
i love her for that.

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[info]melohadalillamb
2008-05-18 07:01 am UTC (link)
hi patrick. i'm melanie. nice to meet you... electronically.
are you a writer?
you write beautifully.
i cant tell you how much it means to me that you love megan.
because i love her too.
take good care of her for us.
shes one of the only reasons i still wake up every day.

i'm glad you're on here. i can't wait to get to know you better.
♥

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[info]itsmeganfaggot
2008-05-19 03:19 am UTC (link)
haha yes he writes. he doesn't like to think it's good but it is.

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[info]cumou
2008-05-19 03:40 am UTC (link)
haha oh man.
yes, writing's fun, really fun.
but i guess as you can tell i'm modest about it.
thanks baby! hahha
it's good to know i have fans though. haha.


oh, and hello melanie, nice to exchange electronic identities with you. i've heard about the legendary friends from back west. I hope when i met you guys i don't come off as a backwoods redneck. i would be very sad :(

a ding dang doodle.

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