Current mood:

sick

I don't know what the fuck I'm doing anymore. I'm so miserable. T_T

But, I try to find little things to cheer myself up.
I bought the new pokemon...you can stfu.

I'm fucking sick. I had to call out for both jobs today...I have a fever, I'm out of it, i d e f know w t f  I'm saying.


Wait ok..so I never update ? What's new ?
Uh. That promotion, I didn't get it, because they apparently had a problem with my attitude... that I must have had because OH I DON'T KNOW...THEY CUT MY HOURS TO 8 A WEEK. So they gave it to someone who has literally NO experience. Only ever worked the other end of the spectrum. But Joe told me "I want you to know, I had no choice in the matter. Pam would NOT let me give you the position" She starts next week, apparently and I am going to laugh when our UPH suffers. :) I really don't care anymore, tho~
I got a second job.
First job tells me second job is conflict of interest. But they haven't gotten back to me if I need to quit since I'm kind of "behind the scenes" at the first job...so I am keeping both until then.
I'm starving. :| I have lost a good twenty pounds.
Got my own net nao.
Got new phone/plan.

Also, hey wtf. I'm lonely...ain't got no friends. HAVE MY AIM:
neogrotesque god.

*runs off to down more medicine that taste like windex and possibly play some l4d2*