Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	Bring Me To Life by: Evanescence

I hate my life
Ok this is bullshit why is it I can't date and/or marry whoever I want!!!!!!!! I hate my mom, the Alfred family, and anyone else who says mixing the races is wrong!!!!!!!!!!

I was just informed that I can't be with the man I love because he's black and its not because of racism its because my entire family doesn't believe in "mixing the races" so I can't date anyone outside of the European population!!!!!!!

Kevin Amos is the love of my life and I want to be with him but I can't lose my family right now and my mom made it clear that if I continued to date him that I would not be her daughter I would be her black babysitter. why can't I love and be with who I want?