ೋ 由紀奈 (moonrise) wrote,
@ 2008-07-06 09:37:00

o17; tomorrow is the day...
...tomorrow, I go to the airport and pick him up.

We finally talked over the phone, I finally talked to his mum, and now...

This is it. It's happening.

Oh my goodness.

I have no idea what to do with myself. I'm a bit upset with Applebee's because they changed our paydate and company out of nowhere so everyone only got half a paycheck last time and I don't get paid until Wednesday. I was going to go shopping tomorrow and possibly get my nails done (shush, I know he doesn't care, but it makes ME feel pretty, darn it!) but I am so broke it's stupid. Thx, Applebee's.

I'm probably going shopping anyway for at least a couple of outfits and then at 3 p.m. I will be at Rikku's house and then we go to the airport together...

I'm nervous.

...I'm gonna go back to playing DDR now.

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mei
2008-07-06 11:26 pm UTC (link)

I was so nervous when I first met my boyfriend. We both decided to meet at a mutual friend's house in Canada (I lived in Northern New York and he in California). It seemed like no matter what I did, I felt ugly and awkward until he swept me into his arms at first sight to plant a kiss on my forehead. I hope the nervous awkwardness diminishes shortly after meeting him and you're able to enjoy the other's presence.

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	moonrise 2008-07-07 01:47 am UTC (link)
	I... really appreciate this comment. It just really... gave me confidence. Did you both first meet online too? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

mei
2008-07-07 03:27 am UTC (link)

I'm glad it did. It's one of the rare things I'm allowed to comfort people on, so I don't mind discussing it so openly.

We had originally met on a roleplay game on AOL (I was a hardcore Yahoo! roleplayer so I quickly was admired due to para roleplaying and thus, gained his interest) and were friends for a very long time. He comforted me a lot and took good care of me, had no idea he even liked me. It was almost three years ago (In October) that I finally broke down and admitted interest, in which he told me he too felt something. We decided to play it safe cause my last relationship I moved out to New York without ever meeting the guy and ended up in a terrible environment.

So we met up at a mutual friend's house and had a blast, all three of us. It was really great to have a friend there with us; it eased my mind knowing I would have someone to protect me and it eased his as well to know he wouldn't be alone.

Shortly after that, I flew out to meet his parents (Which is probably your next step if this works out) and everything worked out. They liked me and I moved from New York to California within a few months. We're still living together, which has been a little rough. We're both gamers, so we both tend to be lazy. He has his own quirks, as do I. We make it through easily though ^^;

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	mei 2008-07-07 03:28 am UTC (link)
	Oh, I forgot to mention.. We knew each other like 4~5 years online before actually meeting. I've been online since I was 11 years old, so I have a lot of old friendships on the Internet. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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