When you feel like your life is never going to change because it's an impossibility, do you try to accept it and move on? Distract yourself? Find something else to manage the fact it will always be the same? It's only ... what's the word ... theoretical, I want to know. I've read and heard about plenty of people stuck in their life, and the majority of them never get out of it. So I wonder what goes on in their heads. If they just pretend to be content, or really fool themselves. Or if they just accept that this is their fate and that they have to endure.

I like that word. Endure. English isn't the most elegant language, but it has some good words.

Mr. Senju, I want to come in and stay at the Angel's Hell for as long as I'm allowed. I know I'm not scheduled straight through the weeks like that, but I'd prefer it at the moment.



This place is too big. Too quiet. Even my room ... this bed, all to myself. I don't want it. I don't want anything to do with it.

I hate him. I hate them both. How could he just toss me away like that? Like nothing. That bastard. That fucking bastard. I would kill him if I knew where he was. I don't care anymore what that would mean.

And as for my blessed uncle ... he wants me to work, so I'll fucking work.

((OOC: If anyone's wondering wtf is up with Sasuke, just refer to this.))