Sasuke Uchiha (vitiated) wrote,
@ 2010-09-01 17:24:00

Rushing is crazy. It's one party after another with tons of free food and alcohol. Not to mention hot guys everywhere. I could get used to this.

Apparently pledging isn't as fun, though. And a lot of the guys either talk only about girls and partying, or subjects I don't know anything about -- usually whatever their major is (there's a lot more philosophy majors than I'd ever expect in fraternities). And it just gets painful once they ask me anything about myself.

Classes are picking up and it's only the third day, so I'm steadying myself for a stressful fall. I've got homework -- homework; it's such a weird thing to say. I don't mind it, though. I used to read up on this stuff for fun, now I'm actually doing it for a reason. Harder than googling an article or two, but nothing I can't handle. ~~Yet~~.

I dyed my hair. I went with blue and black highlights; so far so good. No one shouting porn quotes at me or anything. I think I did a pretty good job myself, though maybe I should've taken that Ino girl's help. The highlights are kind of messed up underneath, but it's not like anyone's going to see that.

Gonna get back to studying. Pool party in a half hour.

((OOC: Hair looks kinda like this with more obvious black streaks through it.))

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	last_to_know 2010-09-02 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	So he told you. So what? [Private] Should we talk about you doing exactly the same to Tobirama with my brother? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	[Private.] vitiated 2010-09-02 09:46 pm UTC (link)
	I'll admit I wasn't the best boyfriend, but I would never try to steal the loved one of a family member away. Family is more important. It's supposed to be, anyway. Obviously I see where you stand. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

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last_to_know
2010-09-02 09:54 pm UTC (link)

Not anymore. Family have been the root of my problems and I'm finally realizing this. And you have nothing against me until then? Cut the bullshit Sasuke. Being called a slut, having snide comments dropped about me all the time. Lets talk about your little games you played, luring me to believe that Tobirama liked me. How about you rubbing it in my face every time something happened with you. Yes, you are the model of how someone should be functioning in the family.

Tobirama kissed me once and I pushed him away because of you. Tobirama kissed me twice and I did not. Your stunt with Madara almost tore my family apart, I even blamed my brother for it but now I clearly see that it was all you.

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vitiated
2010-09-02 10:14 pm UTC (link)

Because I knew. I knew he liked you, I knew it before either of you probably even accepted it yourselves. Your attraction was obvious from the beginning, and it was only a matter of time before one of you acted on it. I lashed out because I knew it would happen, and I hated it. Tobi was the first person who truly ever loved me, I didn't want to lose him, and I still don't. I wish I could be perfect for him like you, but I can't.

And you've got to be shitting me. You've grown up with your brother your whole life and you know less about him than I do. And as far as calling it 'stunt' is just another thing you don't understand. I'm not talking with you about him, it's not your business and it never was.

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last_to_know
2010-09-02 10:27 pm UTC (link)

How is that my fault? Do you really think I wanted to go through this? I had to purposely push myself away from him just so I wouldn't get in the way because yes, yes I do feel something for him so I didn't want to get in-between you. Every time I got far enough away to feel good, I think that the feelings were gone, he would do something to bring them straight back. It's like I'm a kitten and he is dangling the string in front of me, teasing me so I can just reach up and grab it and then he pulls it away, again and again and again. I didn't want to hurt anyone, I never wanted to hurt either of you. I could deal with it... and then he said... you're not the only one hurting from this.

I know more than you think I do. Who do you think he comes to, to talk? Don't talk about it, I'm not interested in knowing but you have no idea about what I do and do not know about my brother.

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	Re: [Private.] vitiated 2010-09-02 10:43 pm UTC (link)
	Out of everyone in the world, it had to be you. What am I supposed to do? Ignore it and pretend like nothing happened? Wish you good luck? I'm not going to do that. I love him and I made plenty of mistakes with him, but if I still stand any chance getting him back I'm going to take it. Then you're aware he's a selfish, attention-starved, manipulative asshole? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

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last_to_know
2010-09-02 10:51 pm UTC (link)

What about let him live his own life and allow him to move on. And no, I'm not saying that because I stand there as seconds but I care deeply for him as a friend as well. How would you like it if someone kept on coming back and forth into your life as they please to mess with your emotions, make you doubt yourself and your feelings? We are doing the same to him so let him live his life for once.

Yes I am very well aware of that. And that is who my brother has always been.

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vitiated
2010-09-02 10:56 pm UTC (link)

If he wants to do that, he can. I can't make him do anything, I can only offer him what I have to give him, and it's his choice if he wants it. I know how I feel, though, and whether or not you believe I won't play games this time doesn't matter to me.

And you never tried to stop him? Give him some boundaries and say no to him for once? You're just feeding his behavior, like everyone else.

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	Re: [Private.] last_to_know 2010-09-02 11:07 pm UTC (link)
	I hope you don't hurt him again. For his sake. He is on his own now. I will find now how that goes for him. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] vitiated 2010-09-02 11:27 pm UTC (link)
	Don't worry about it. What do you mean, on his own? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] last_to_know 2010-09-02 11:31 pm UTC (link)
	He too, will be able to live his own life like he should have been. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] vitiated 2010-09-02 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	You leaving town or something? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] last_to_know 2010-09-03 12:05 am UTC (link)
	I'm growing up. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] vitiated 2010-09-03 12:07 am UTC (link)
	Well, good luck with that. If Madara has his claws in deep in anyone, it's you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] last_to_know 2010-09-03 12:10 am UTC (link)
	Not anymore. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] vitiated 2010-09-03 12:13 am UTC (link)
	I'll believe it when I see it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] last_to_know 2010-09-03 12:14 am UTC (link)
	I'm not out to prove anything to you. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] vitiated 2010-09-03 08:48 am UTC (link)
	Don't prove it to me, prove it to yourself. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] last_to_know 2010-09-03 08:53 am UTC (link)
	Then why even say that in the first place? I'll believe it when I see it. Of course I am doing it for nobody else but myself. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] vitiated 2010-09-03 09:18 am UTC (link)
	If doesn't matter to you what I think, then don't get ruffled by it. You obviously wanted me to know you're breaking away from him, or you wouldn't have told me. And I'm saying I don't have much faith in you, but we'll see. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] last_to_know 2010-09-03 09:23 am UTC (link)
	No. You continued to ask for clarification to so therefore, you are probing for answers. Otherwise, you would not have asked what I meant nor would I have told you and left it at "He is on his own now. I will find now how that goes for him." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] vitiated 2010-09-03 01:30 pm UTC (link)
	As if bringing that up isn't going to make anyone ask what you mean. It's a leading statement. Stop acting pretentious. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] last_to_know 2010-09-03 08:43 pm UTC (link)
	You were being nosy. And no, not anyone would ask about it. Only ones that could benefit from something out of it or want to know more. If you had no interest whatsoever, you would have left it there as I said. It wasn't a prompt for you to continue with your smug comments. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	Re: [Private.] vitiated 2010-09-04 12:06 am UTC (link)
	Whatever, Izuna. (Reply to this)(Parent)

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