Sam Winchester (wayward_son) wrote,
@ 2011-05-14 21:42:00

Another Night, Another Bottle
Sam Winchester knows, deep down, that he's better than this, better than letting himself drown in self-pity and a cheap bottle of whiskey, but he doesn't care right now. He doesn't care that his brother, Dean, would want him to find a way to move on with his life and get out from under the cloud hanging over him, but Sam doesn't care about that, either.

Dean is dead, and much of Sam's purpose in life went with him. Dean was the one who'd first gotten Sam into hunting, into this life of moving from place to place and helping where they could. He'd been happy in law school, leaving this all behind, before Dean came asking for his help. Every time Sam needed his brother, Dean was there to help, there to encourage him.

But when Dean needed him, Sam couldn't come through for his brother.

He takes another drink, letting the alcohol burn as it runs down his throat. The drinking dulls the pain somewhat, keeping his guilt from eating him alive completely...

...at least, until the whiskey runs out again.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-26 03:06 am UTC (link)
	"What a gentleman," Ruby said with a grin, putting on her bra, panties, and a t-shirt and going over to the table. "And strawberry flavored too. You know me so well." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-26 03:10 am UTC (link)
	"Yeah, you said something about liking strawberries once." Sam says. "So, I figure we should get on the road today and switch motels. I got a visitor the other day." Sam says. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-26 03:16 am UTC (link)
	"You did? Who?" Ruby asked as she took a bite of her Poptart. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-26 04:05 am UTC (link)
	"Jo Harvelle. She's been following me. I told her to leave me alone." Sam says." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-26 06:52 pm UTC (link)
	"Good," said Ruby. "We don't need anyone following us." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-27 12:22 am UTC (link)
	"Exactly. Especially if things get crazy between now and who knows when. Hopefully, she'll deliver the message to everyone else." Sam says. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-27 01:56 am UTC (link)
	"And if people don't heed it, we have ways of making ourselves disappear." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-27 02:03 am UTC (link)
	"Right. So, we're leaving this afternoon." he says. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-27 02:06 am UTC (link)
	"Sounds like a good plan," Ruby said. "Where are we headed?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-28 01:49 am UTC (link)
	"South. I know an old farm that isn't being used. We can stay there." Sam says. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-28 04:16 am UTC (link)
	Ruby nodded. "We can start your training there." "Though if you want a taste of what you're getting into, we can start now." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-28 08:35 am UTC (link)
	"All right, so long as we don't bash the place up." Sam says. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-30 04:33 am UTC (link)
	"Afraid of getting a little rough, Sam?" Ruby smirked. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-30 05:00 am UTC (link)
	"With you? Never. But smashing up a hotel room isn't a good way to make an exit from a place. Invites questions and such." Sam says. "But I'd like to know how deep into this I have to get to get the job done against Lilith." Sam says. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-30 05:00 pm UTC (link)
	"As deep as it takes to get the job done, Sam. Lilith isn't going to go down easy." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-30 05:55 pm UTC (link)
	"I know it won't be easy, Ruby. Believe me, I'm not expecting a cakewalk. But if there's any chance I can do this without having to get one or both of us killed, I'm going to take it." Sam says. "What do I learn first?" he asks. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-30 05:57 pm UTC (link)
	Ruby took her knife and cut a small slit in her wrist. "First...you're going to have to get used to drinking demon blood." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-30 06:54 pm UTC (link)

And now came the moment of truth. Sam knew this would have to happen, but it didn't mean he liked it. He took a deep breath and collected his thoughts.

It's just once or twice, enough power to kill Lilith. Once I kill her, then I'm done. No more.

"All right. Let's do it." Sam says walking over and taking her hand in both of his. He looks down at the blood, then back at Ruby, then back at the blood.

He licks her palm hesitantly at first, then begins to suck at the blood welling from the cut. Once he can taste it, though, it's both spicy and sweet, but delicious...and familiar.

And soon enough, Sam is sucking greedily, trying to get every drop he can before she takes it away.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-30 07:14 pm UTC (link)
	Ruby moaned a little at Sam started to suck at her blood. "That's right, Sam," she said. "Take as much as you want..." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-30 07:30 pm UTC (link)

Sam heeds Ruby's words, sucking with barely concealed delight even as a voice in his head tells him he needs to stop. Somewhere in his mind, Sam /wants/ to stop, knows that he needs to, but he can't.

His drops to his knees, his free arm wrapping around Ruby's waist to pull her closer to him as his breath comes in ragged gasps. He stops and takes a moment to breathe, looking up at her.

"You didn't tell me it was this good..." Sam says, going back to work on her palm.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-30 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	"Like mother's milk, right?" Ruby asked him with a smirk, though her breath was a little short. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-30 10:53 pm UTC (link)
	"Yeah, something like that." Sam whispers, biting the skin of her palm between sips. He continues the biting, knowing he's going to go too far if he doesn't have something else to focus on. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-30 11:54 pm UTC (link)
	"You can have as much as you want, Sam." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-31 12:12 am UTC (link)
	"What else can I have?" he asks, his voice husky. "Maybe I want more than this." He stands up and kisses her just then, her blood still fresh on his lips. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-31 12:18 am UTC (link)
	She kisses him, tasting his blood on her lips. "Yeah? What do you want, Sam?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)