Current mood:

discontent

So long....Sucker
Well once again, mark had one of his FRIENDS ask me why I didn't show up last night. Sure I got texts from him telling me where he'd be and what times but it was a mass text for everyone in his phone book so it wasn't a personal invite though i know he wanted me to go. The thing is I didn't care enough to go nor did i want to go out so if he personally said, "Nkki, i want you to go." I would have showed up for an hour or something but he didn't so i said fuck it, it's his last day and I don't care enough to go if he doesn't care enough to fucking call sicne he said he CARED so much before.

Also Chris stopped by today, with NO STABUCKS AGAIN lol but he says he is leaving in exactly 2 weeks. That kind of sucks cuz he was a good friend to me. I have a lot of friends sure but i only really hang out with a couple and he was one of them so with him moving to Costa Rica.... gonna suck for me.

Guess he stopped by to tell me i have to hang with him more in the next 2 weeks. That fucking sucks, I dont want him to go even though i never tell him that but even if i did, it wouldn't matter.