§ha§ha ƒuиky §hake™ (zellywellywoowo) wrote,
@ 2008-03-21 18:39:00

Current mood:

pissed off

FUCK YOU
God I am SO sick of everyone's shit! I do SO much for everyone and everything in every fucking aspect in my life and I get NOTHING in return, nothing GOOD anyway. I get called names, I get cheated on, I get talked down to im just so fucking tired of dealing with people who I KNOW are fucking not worth my time or energy OR KINDNESS.

Im honest, so Im a bitch.

I'm not fucking you, so I'm a whore.

I don't take your shit so I'm trash.

Do I have to hang myself before anyone really gives a fucking shit? I have tons of "friends" but NONE of them are the kind I can turn to anymore. I have NONE of those and everytime I get one...JUST ONE someone takes them away from me. IM SO SICK OF IT I COULD JUST DIE. In fact i wish i WOULD just die. what the fuck!

My friends all are too wrapped up in their own lives to make time to give a fuck about anyone else but when they need someone I am supposed to be there. No one REALLY cares anymore. New people I meet give a fuck for a while, then they stop caring too. Matt was my only real friend. Someone I could cry to, talk to, and he was there for me.... and now, though he still cares, is barely a friend anymore because of his ex.

People are rotten. They are liars, cruel, fucked up.

I just want someone to hang out with me for an hour at the mall. I want someone I can call up and tell them about something that happened. I want someoen who will go with me to Old town for 30 minutes to enjoy the sunlight, fresh air and people. I want someone to fucking give a fuck.

I'm sick to death over all of this shit. When I cry, where are any of you? When you bitch about shit I am there for you and listening and truly give a fuck but I get NOTHING in return when I REALLY need a friend so fuck you. Fuck all of you.

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	cherrypie 2008-03-22 12:40 am UTC (link)
	Oh man, I wish I could fill your friend void with my silly antics and love for adventures. We could take over the world together! : ( (Reply to this)(Thread)

	zellywellywoowo 2008-03-22 12:58 am UTC (link)
	LOL I KNOW! yeah I have crazy antics too, I only do them with my sister now since we live together otherwsie i bet she'd even be like my crappy friends too and not hang out with me :( (Reply to this)(Parent)

	zombies 2008-03-22 12:50 am UTC (link)
	I definitely know how you feel. I'm constantly the friend with the car, the friend with the extra 10 bucks for dinner. Once I stopped doing all that shit, I was surprised who still called me. I bet you know how that turned out. Oh well. Fuck people. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	zellywellywoowo 2008-03-22 12:58 am UTC (link)
	doesnt that suck? When you finally decide to place them in ur shoes and then they fucking crap out on you as if YOU are the bad guy? fuck that shit. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	half_pain 2008-03-22 01:21 am UTC (link)
	Sadly that's human nature. It's mostly jealousy. People see what they want to be in you, and since they can't achieve your level they try to bring you down to their's. Try not to let it get to you. The harder you look for a true friend, the harder it will be to find. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	zellywellywoowo 2008-03-22 01:41 am UTC (link)
	I never thought about it like that before ut you are absolutely right. they are always trying to bring me down. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	kuroitenshi 2008-03-22 01:38 am UTC (link)
	I hate people like that. I know that you don't know me ever well, but I do consider you a friend & I want to see you happy. lots of hugs (Reply to this)(Thread)

	zellywellywoowo 2008-03-22 01:41 am UTC (link)
	thank you very much hugs (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	kuroitenshi 2008-03-22 01:44 am UTC (link)
	You are very welcome. Not everyone is horrible. But also note that I'm not angel. I'm human just like everyone else, but if I can help at all, I will. hugs (Reply to this)(Parent)

	pinklipstain10 2008-03-22 05:35 am UTC (link)
	I just want to wrap my arms around you and give you a great big bear hug!!!! (Reply to this)(Thread)

	zellywellywoowo 2008-03-22 06:29 pm UTC (link)
	LOL thanks for the text :) it really cheered me up (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	pinklipstain10 2008-03-22 07:22 pm UTC (link)
	No problem, I just wish we lived closer to one another. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	pinklipstain10 2008-03-23 12:13 am UTC (link)
	&hearts (Reply to this)(Parent)

	(Anonymous) 2008-03-22 04:06 pm UTC (link)
	Give Kyle and I a call. I love sunlight and Old Town. (Reply to this)(Thread)

	zellywellywoowo 2008-03-22 06:30 pm UTC (link)
	You could bring your dog and i could bring mine and mini could hate on your dog and we can have fun watching :) (Reply to this)(Parent)

zellywellywoowo
2008-03-22 06:32 pm UTC (link)

ps. isn't your work shcedule whack? LOL like dont you get off really late? i have no idea when u work oh and i also have no idea what i did with those Invitations D: I have one more place to look and if it's not there i will slit my wrists and send you the blood on a NEW invitation you DIDNT make and tell u im going to your wedding.

In any case if i DO find it, i will bring it by tomorrow, if ur not home i will leave it in the mail box.

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	(Anonymous) 2008-03-22 10:28 pm UTC (link)
	we will be in jersey tomorrow. just let me know what you and tabby want to eat. chicken beef or veggie. right now i am unemployed just call. sometimes i will work until 2pm. (Reply to this)(Parent)

	mistressc 2008-03-25 03:21 am UTC (link)
	damn i feel ya on that one sista AMEN! but you know i'm there for you we are family afterall and even if we werent family and we were friends you know i'll be there for you thats just how i am.... (Reply to this)

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