Why would they hate you?? You're their friend or whatever, they like you for some reason. :p And uhm yeah you don't have to justify panic to me. especially dad panic.. my dad panic kind of started this whole mess, remember? That was kind of mean though, I bet you go to hell for making Parrys cry-

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Because I'm stupid and a hypocrite and I tell everyone else what to do and always talk about doing the right and then I do this. I just couldn't though. He just can't.. like if you could wouldn't you want to take it all back .. he has his faults but he's still our dad. I'm just don't know if I can throw that away forever.

I can just find a guy and be happy I guess.. it's different he never has to find out. I just miss her soo much though I don't know what to do with myself

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I don't know. I guess I should want to take it back but I feel like idek.. like a new person? Like I can actually breathe? As long as I don't think about everything.. I mean, like about him and stuff. I'm not sorry he knows. He has to know because I can't hide forever. I'm scared of everyone I shouldn't have to be afraid of dad and I'm not anymore.

And I'm not telling you what to do cause obviously you're not gonna listen but can I just veto this find yourself a boy and try to suffer through?? Cause fyi, years of experience speaking here and all, but it doesn't work. You might think boys are cute but you're about as bi as Elton John in the 70s I think-

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