From: imperfectly	Date: January 9th, 2011 02:19 am (UTC)		(Link)
	Sera/Jenny

"Good." Sera smiled up at Jenny. "I wouldn't want it any other way." She laughed casually. Things were good, not awkward, not exactly what she wanted either but she was content.

"And don't worry about any of that stuff you told me either. You're secret--the whole Quinn thing is safe with me. You can talk to me about anything anytime, I mean that." Sera couldn't help but feel sad for Jenny, she knew what she was dealing with wasn't easy.

	From: 867_5309	Date: January 9th, 2011 02:44 am (UTC)		(Link)
	Sera/Jenny

"Thanks," Jenny replied softly, reaching over to give her friend's hand another little squeeze. "I don't think you have much to worry about. I.. haven't hung out with her in a while. Not since that party Charlie had.. I mean, not that it matters. It's not like we're.. I dunno, dating or anything. We never were," she added, trailing off.

It was probably best to leave it at that. It was probably best not to mention how much she had thought about how things would have been if they had dated. She had known from the start, she wouldn't be anything but a friend with benefits for Quinn, but sometimes her heart had wandered. And she was a really good kisser.

"I appreciate all of this, Sera, seriously.. I know it's all kind of crazy. See what I meant when I said you didn't want to get in with me? Trainwreck," she half-joked.

	From: imperfectly	Date: January 9th, 2011 03:04 am (UTC)		(Link)
	Sera/Jenny

"Did you ever want it to be more than that?" Sera asked before realizing maybe it was none of her business and she wasn't even really sure if she wanted to hear the answer. In fact she was pretty sure she didn't but she asked so it was too late to really think about all that now. "I mean if you don't mind me asking?" It hurt a little to know that maybe Jenny had feelings for another girl, but at least she hadn't been completely wrong about her. Maybe her gaydar wasn't quite as bad as she thought?

Sera let her hand squeeze back on Jenny's. "It's no problem really, I'm glad I could help out."

	From: 867_5309	Date: January 9th, 2011 03:08 am (UTC)		(Link)
	Sera/Jenny

Jenny bit instinctively onto her lower lip for a moment, unable to help the busted look on her face. "Maybe a little," she admitted slowly. "But it's not going to happen, trust me. She's.. I just don't think it's going to happen. I knew what I was getting into, I'm not.. overly attached," she continued, once again trailing off.

"She's a really good kisser? Like, really good?" she offered, hoping to lighten the mood a little. "But she isn't into cuddling or any of that fun stuff.. well, sometimes she would let me hold her hand.. but I want all of that, if I want to really be with somebody. I want the whole thing. I want cuteness, closeness, just.. stupid, loving affection. I want that."

	From: imperfectly	Date: January 9th, 2011 04:23 am (UTC)		(Link)
	Sera/Jenny

"Maybe she'll come around and want something more. You never know." Sera offered just trying to help. She really just wanted Jenny to be happy, but regardless of what she said she didn't want to see her end up with that Senior girl. Hearing Jenny talk about kissing her, only made matters worse, but Sera didn't let it slip.

"No cuddling really, that's like one of my favorite things to do." Sera laughed, "That's the important, cute stuff? I don't think I could be with someone who wasn't into all that." She continued still giggling.

	From: 867_5309	Date: January 9th, 2011 04:48 am (UTC)		(Link)
	Sera/Jenny

"I doubt it. But like I said, I don't think she's into me like that. I don't think she gets into people like that, I don't think it's anything personal," she mused, shaking her head. This was the most she had ever really talked about Quinn. It was sort of embarrassing, but sort of cathartic.

"I need a cuddler. Especially in winter."

	From: imperfectly	Date: January 9th, 2011 04:54 am (UTC)		(Link)
	Sera/Jenny

Sera couldn't help but grin. "Well I know were just friends and everything but you know if you ever need someone to snuggle with-" Sera cut herself off. "You know, I mean, if that wouldn't been too weird or anything."

"I've been told I'm an excellent cuddler." She teased.

	From: 867_5309	Date: January 9th, 2011 04:58 am (UTC)		(Link)
	Sera/Jenny

Jenny laughed, sticking her tongue out at Sera. "I bet you have," she teased back. "Maybe if you're good," she added, standing up briskly from the table, and holding both of her hands out for Sera to take.

"Come on, let's dance. Enough of the sad whiny talk.. I came here to have fun. Didn't you?"

	From: imperfectly	Date: January 9th, 2011 05:29 am (UTC)		(Link)
	Sera/Jenny

Sera just laughed and stood up to take Jenny's hands.

"Yeah for sure lets go." Sera said following Jenny from the table where they had been talking to the more crowded dance floor. "This place is too nice to waste the whole night talking" She giggled "and bonus I love this song!"