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From: soleada |
Date: September 3rd, 2010 03:28 am (UTC) |
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Dear Stasi,
And of course I forgot a total bad boy. I really think there is a teddy bear under that tough exterior somewhere. An intimidating, sullen, sometimes vicious teddy bear. Well thanks for the compliment. As far as my friends go, they only know your reputation, they don’t know the honest you. As for my heart, that too is a steel fortress. Alright, so that’s a bold face lie. Is it really such a ridiculous idea? You know there is more to this than kissing and punching. You won’t break my heart, I won’t let you.
I’m glad that we have that understanding. I like it when you’re especially swoon-worthy. For the record... it’s when you smile, when you genuinely smile.
Well I always end up punching you anyways, no matter how far you go. And if I’m being completely honest... then yes, it is panic. Like I said before, it’s not your fault, but you seem to be the only one to understand that. I’m sorry that I’m like this, I know it must be frustrating.
No one needs to know our conversations if you consider them to be as private as I do. I’m sure I’ll find a way of keeping you honest.
Yours, Sunny
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From: soleada |
Date: September 3rd, 2010 04:01 am (UTC) |
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Dear Stasi,
This is true. Cute things usually bite the hardest. You seem to care an awful lot that I protect myself from you, especially for a boy who prides himself at being good with breaking hearts. You’re good at other things that don’t involve destruction.
I noticed you don’t smile a lot. I wish you would smile more. I’ve never met Lorelai before, but I would love for you to introduce me, you know... if you want. She has a very pretty name. I don’t know if you’ve met Brutus or not but you’ve probably seen me lugging him around campus. He is my familiar, a big fat tabby cat. He gets so lazy at school because it’s so hot but I try to take him on walks. Even though he’s exceedingly lazy he takes care of me.
I hope you don’t bruise easily then, I think I have more punches left in me than even I care to admit. I don’t know how I feel about this arrangement yet but as it stands I’m glad you haven’t run away. Your persistence is refreshing to say the least. If you knew the truth though, you wouldn’t want me. You’re beginning to make me think that some day I might get over it.
I think I would die if anyone ever found our letters. Good. You’re letters are very important to me which means they’re also very private to me as well. Oh trust me, I already knew it was there, waiting to get smacked off. Don’t you worry though, I’ll still make sure you stay honest... at least when it’s just me and you.
Yours, Sunny
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From: soleada |
Date: September 3rd, 2010 04:26 am (UTC) |
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Dear Stasi,
What if I were to tell you that I think your heart is worth saving too? I think we both run the risk of getting hurt by not sprinting off in the other direction. We are indeed a paradox. I don’t want to push you away completely, and I don’t want you to push me away either. I just fear what may happen if I don’t keep pushing though.
She’s gorgeous Stasi. I’m not too squeamish about snakes, there are a lot of really big snakes in Mexico but they are not as beautiful as Lorelai. Yup, that’s Brut. Well if you start pulling a Brutus, I will carry you the way I carry him. I bet you wouldn’t be pleased if I gave you scritches behind your ears though.
It’s a good thing. I’m pretty good at that charm too, if you’d let me help out a few times I might feel better about the whole punching thing in the first place. I’m sure I will have other reasons to hit you, it doesn’t mean I’ll feel any better about it. I would like to learn more self defense though, you’d make a good teacher seeing as though you can already handle a pretty good punch if I do say so myself. Who knows what will happen. I’ll figure it out in the future, right?
Yours, Sunny
Sunny included a picture of Brutus sprawled across her lap outside.
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From: soleada |
Date: September 3rd, 2010 04:49 am (UTC) |
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Dear Stasi,
You are wrong. Simple as that. Every heart is worth saving, otherwise there’s no point to anything at all. No point in forgiveness, happiness, sadness, nothing. You’re just simply mistaken. I agree with you about the push and pull between us. I’m still learning to deal with it though. I’ve never felt so much repulsion and attraction for the same person.
That could be arranged but I still think I could carry you. Perhaps not the same way I carry Brutus, your legs would drag on the ground, but I could so carry you. Scritches are not punishment! They are pampering for grumpy fat kitty boys!!! You and Brut are going to get along just fine.
Why would I episkey you all day? Oh. Is that another one of your little innuendos? That’s fair, I never really learned a technique. I’m glad you would like to teach me. I think you’ll find me an excellent student. This really is indescribably weird isn’t it?
I hadn’t really noticed how close it was getting to school. It’s been a busy summer writing to you with everything going on. I look forward to being back at school and trying out new classes. I’m taking advanced transfig, I’m pretty excited. I look forward to seeing you too. It’s only a few days from now. I’m sorry you couldn’t enjoy visiting Russia. I hope I did enough to writing to help you through this summer.
Yours, Sunny
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From: anastas |
Date: September 3rd, 2010 05:09 am (UTC) |
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Dear Sunny,
I will agree to disagree with you. Not every heart is worth saving. Some times, Sunny we are too honest with each other. I would tell you to trust your instincts, but they are pulling you in two opposite directions. I can hardly trust my own.
What an amusing picture we would make on the front lawn. I will have you know that I am not a grumpy fat kitty boy and I take offense to the remark. I will defend the honor of Brutus in this matter. Though he may be grumpy, fat, and a kitty boy, he does not need to be reminded.
You should go back and read all of my letters again. There is more innuendo than just your cupcakes and charms. This is disturbingly weird and I am thrilled at every new turn.
I can help you in transfiguration. I have not studied it at the institute, but I learned much during my last vacation in Russia. I have learned my animagus form (and what a bother it is to register with the Wizards Administration). I can show you some tricks which may help, little nuances that they do not have time to teach at the school.
Our summer of correspondence has been a summer well spent. It seems to have flown by with your words and all of the waiting for them in between.
Yours, Stasi
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