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crucio ([info]crucio) wrote in [info]cwf,
@ 2010-05-04 01:16:00


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open to sigmund
As much as Graham wanted to say that he'd never miss pack life, he could never quite say the words. He sometimes missed his pack... especially Sigmund. They had a rough go of things for a few years, but it was hard to shake feelings for someone when you had such a deep ... Well, he wasn't sure what it was that they'd had. But Graham wasn't the best type of man for a pack. He didn't get along with Hunter at all, and honestly? He hardly got along with any of the other wolves.

So he took off on his own after he and Sigmund had decided to part ways once and for all. They always fell back together, so it was easier to just leave. And he found another wolf who he ended up traveling with sometimes. They tracked hunters who tracked their kind. They'd saved a lot of packs, and killed some hunters in their day, but what had to be done had to be done in Graham's opinion.

When he caught wind of the Cold Water pack being in trouble, he couldn't push down the familiar feelings of protectiveness. That was his pack, even if he wasn't actively there or a part of it. Two days later, and he was at Sigmund's door knocking. When a young man with tossled hair answered, Graham arched a brow.

"Who the fuck are you?" he asked the boy.

Casey just sort of blinked before he furrowed his brow and wet his lips. He hadn't expected that sort of greeting from the stranger at all.

"Um, my name's Casey, who are you?" he said in return.

"Where's Sigmund?" Graham asked as he pushed the human aside. It was still Sigmund's home. He could feel it... And mell the other wolf, too.


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[info]crucio
2010-05-13 03:57 am UTC (link)
Casey closed his eyes and dipped his head down to tuck it beneath Sigmund's chin. He very much liked that Sigmund was more dominant than he was. Casey found security in it, and it was a huge turn on. If Sigmund wanted someone to be submissive, then Casey felt pretty secure in the fact that he could be that someone. It wasn't as if Sigmund pushed him around, it was just... The dynamic of their relationship was the way that it was. Casey was submissive, and Sigmund was dominant.

"I like that you're dominant," he said softly with a smile. "It's pretty hot."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-05-13 04:52 am UTC (link)
"I'm built to get my way," he said almost darkly. But of course it wasn't too dark, tinged always by the spark of humor that underlined so many things about Sigmund.

After a moment, a thought occurred to him. "Do you have any exes that I should be worried about?" Turnabout was fairplay, he supposed. He may as well get his own seething jealousy out of the way right now.

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[info]crucio
2010-05-13 04:58 am UTC (link)
"Worried about?" Casey asked curiously as he opened his eyes and tipped his head back up so that he could look up at Sigmund. "Like, in what way? In a ... I'd get back with one of them way? No," he said with a shake of his head and a faint laugh. "Nothing that felt even close to this, to what I have with you. Nothing to be worried about at all. You've ruined me for everyone else in the world."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-05-13 05:35 am UTC (link)
"Missing accomplished," he mused triumphantly aloud. His hand smoothed over Casey's hair and down his back. "If I ever decided to move away, would it be too much to ask you to come with me?" Sigmund had been considering his career and how limited it really was in Coldwater. Now seemed like the best time to talk about it just because with Graham in the house, bringing back all sorts of memories, Sigmund recalled why it was he felt like he could leave in the first place.

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[info]crucio
2010-05-13 05:51 am UTC (link)
"I'd go with you," Casey said without a second's hesitation. He pressed a kiss to Sigmund's chin, then his mouth as he mumbled, "I can play the violin anywhere as long as you're there."

It seemed a little crazy, to love someone so much that he'd give up so much for them. But Sigmund was special, and Casey hadn't ever felt so loved in his entire life before. Not like this.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-05-14 04:17 am UTC (link)
Just talking about the option of traveling somewhere else set Sigmund more at ease. He liked to think that he had the freedom to go somewhere else if he wanted. In the long run, he wouldn't want to leave his pack. If he had, it would have happened a long time ago and then he never would have met Casey and that would have been a shame.

"Still hungry," he mumbled with a sigh and knew that he was going to have to venture downstairs to grab some more food. His stomach grumbled to reiterate that realization.

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[info]crucio
2010-05-14 07:26 am UTC (link)
Casey smiled in amusement, and he brushed a kiss against Sigmund's mouth before he slid off of him and settled against the bed with one of his arms tucked beneath the pillows.

"Go get something to eat then, I think I might take a nap," he said softly. "Are you going to go for a run? Will you wake me up when you get back if you do?"

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-05-14 08:14 am UTC (link)
A run sounded good as well and he liked that Casey would suggest something like that. "Yes, of course." He rolled over so that he was on top of Casey briefly, his weight pressing down on him as he gave him a lingering kiss. After, he got up and headed downstairs to rummage around in the kitchen for food. One thing about the Haven, there was always a ridiculous abundance of good food.

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[info]crucio
2010-05-14 08:29 am UTC (link)
Graham was finished with talking to Hunter, and he was now seated at the table with a sandwich that Wendell had made for him. Julian was sitting across from him, eating a sandwich too, and when Sigmund came into the kitchen the little boy tipped his head up to look at the older wolf.

"Have you met Graham? He's new but not really," he said in between chews. "Wendell made us sandwiches. Do you want me to ask him to make you one? He makes them the best."

Graham wasn't exactly a kid person, but he was tolerating Julian's questions. Mostly he was hoping that Wen would come back for the kid and take him away to... Do whatever it was that people did when they liked kids.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-05-14 08:35 am UTC (link)
Wendell knew exactly what was going on in the house that day and he wasn't about to put himself in the middle of those two. Very little was enough to chase Wendell away, but Graham and Sigmund were just about his limit. But he liked to think that Julian was a tiny ambassador of peace, able to keep things calm between the two men because he knew Sigmund wouldn't lose it in front of the boy.

Sigmund glanced between Julian and Graham and almost laughed because he could see Wendell's plan and knew full well that the man wasn't going to come and get him. "No, thank you Julian. I can make my own sandwich." And he did so, getting out the supplies again. "I've met Graham before. He used to be my boyfriend." He purposefully referred to him in the possessive way, as if Sigmund had had the upper hand in their relationship at all time.

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[info]crucio
2010-05-14 08:48 am UTC (link)
"I wasn't your boyfriend," Graham snapped in annoyance.

Julian just looked perplexed, and he took another bite of his sandwich as he sat there at the table. He chewed, swallowed, and then tipped his head to look at Graham.

"How come you guys broke up? Isn't Casey your boyfriend now?" he asked as his gaze went over to Sigmund.

"Boy is definitely the right word for him," Graham said quietly.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-05-14 09:39 pm UTC (link)
"Oh? Please enlighten me then. What were you?" Sigmund dreaded the word 'mate,' because on some levels, that's not what they had been. He didn't like to think that he'd failed at a true pair bond and it was clearly a touchy subject for Sigmund because his whole body tensed up as he tried to stare Graham down.

"Yes, Julian, Casey is my boyfriend now. Graham and I fought too much and we both liked being right all the time. I think we both liked being right better than we liked each other." Even though he was talking to Julian, it was clear that this stuff was going to go over his head and that he meant the words for Graham.

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[info]crucio
2010-05-14 10:08 pm UTC (link)
"Apparently we weren't anything," Graham shot back with daggers in his eyes.

He was losing his appetite, and that was saying something. He missed home cooked or home made anything, Wendell's sandwiches included. He held the sandwich in his hands and kept his gaze trained upon Sigmund, and Julian just looked back and forth between the two.

"You should agree to disagree," he suggested. "That's what Joshua says when Jeremiah and I don't agree."

Graham's eyes went to Julian then, and he just sort of gave the boy a weird look before he returned his attention to Sigmund and said, "Like? Really? I thought we loved eachother."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-05-14 10:34 pm UTC (link)
"Loving and liking have always been different ball parks for us," he said softly and finished making his sandwich. Then he started making another one, and another, because all of this adrenaline that seemed intent on staying in his limbs whenever Graham was around made him even hungrier than usual. He liked Julian's advice, smiled warmly at it because he couldn't help himself. He wanted kids of his own, kids with Casey someday. "Of course we loved each other."

Finally, once all of his sandwiches were made, he sat down at the table across from Graham, staring at him, daring him to get up and run.

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[info]crucio
2010-05-14 10:47 pm UTC (link)
Graham just sort of scoffed and rolled his eyes as he chewed. He didn't make a move as Sigmund sat down, and instead he just stared right back at the other wolf with narrowed eyes.

"You made a lot of sandwiches," Julian said as Sigmund took a seat, "You must be really hungry."

"He's always hungry for something," Graham quipped, insinuating that Sigmund was overly needy when it came to certain things.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-05-14 11:16 pm UTC (link)
"Yes, I'm very hungry, Julian," Sigmund said. "I guess I just didn't get full the last time I ate." Insinuating right back. "The food wasn't very filling." Now he was jabbing and he wanted to bite back the things that were coming out of his mouth. This was childish and he didn't want to hurt Graham. But that's how it always was. No matter how much he wanted to just make the man happy, he always ended up being angry with him instead.

His regret showed on his face and he looked away from both Graham and Julian, focusing on his food and the traces of shame that were welling up in his stomach. Sigmund was strong, an alpha truly, but that meant he was strong enough to know when he'd said something uncalled for and be ashamed of it.

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[info]crucio
2010-05-14 11:49 pm UTC (link)
Graham didn't say anything back. There really wasn't a whole lot to say, was there? Instead he just finished up his sandwich and sipped at his cola. He kept his gaze locked intensely on Sigmund until he was completely done, and the he got up to go and rinse his plate and glass out so that he could put them away in the dishwasher.

"I'm going for a run," he announced, though to no one in particular, and he slipped out the back door.

"He's very serious," Julian said quietly as he furrowed his brow, "He looked liks this the whole time."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-05-15 01:39 am UTC (link)
Sigmund nodded at Julian's cute furrowed brow. "Yes, he's a very serious guy. He protects us all though. He's a very good man." And that was the honest truth, exactly what Sigmund truly thought of Graham deep down.

He got up follow Graham out, letting the screen door clatter shut behind him so that Graham wouldn't think he was trying to sneak. "I was actually going to go for a run too. I can go North, you go South, if you want."

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[info]crucio
2010-05-15 01:57 am UTC (link)
Graham figured Sigmund would follow. He could sense the tension in the other wolf, and he could tell that Sigmund needed a shift, too. He glanced back at the other man and rolled his eyes.

"Do whatever you want," he said as he headed for the tree line and started to unbutton his shirt. "I really don't give a fuck, Sigmund."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-05-15 03:06 am UTC (link)
That was it. Sigmund let out a growl and as he started to lope after the man, he picked up speed and let the shift happen. With sheer determination, he barely missed a step from man to wolf and he was snarling. Graham was hell bent on making him feel like shit about his life and about how their relationship had ended. Well, now Sigmund wanted to make the man's body feel like shit. Only Graham could get this kind of desire for violence out of Sigmund.

He was giving him a fair chance to shift first though and the large silver mottled wolf stood his ground, prepared to lunge just as soon as Graham caught up.

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[info]crucio
2010-05-15 03:43 am UTC (link)
Graham should have expected it, but for some reason he hadn't. When he saw Sigmund shoot past him, he started to run, too. He pushed the shift forward, fast and hard, not wanting to be even a second behind the other wolf. It didn't take long before a jet black wolf with dark eyes stood in front of the silver one, and he snarled angrily, his teeth snapping at the air in warning.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-05-15 05:11 am UTC (link)
He loved that. He didn't want to admit it, but he loved it. His heart leaped in his chest as he jumped forward, knocking into Graham as hard as he could. They were evenly matched and that was the root of their problem. Sigmund needed someone to protect, not someone to fight.

His jaws snapped shut against Graham's shoulder blade, teeth burying into his fur but not breaking skin.

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[info]crucio
2010-05-15 05:21 am UTC (link)
Graham tumbled over the brush, twigs and leaves crushing beneath the both of them a they rolled together. He growled and struggled against Sigmund, not about to let the other wolf keep the upper hand. He managed to snag one of the other wolf's ears in between his teeth, and he tugged, not caring if he drew blood.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2010-05-16 06:09 am UTC (link)
At the ear biting, Sigmund let out a low and threatening growl. It hurt and Graham had drawn first blood, Sigmund could feel it seeping against his fur. That was a victory in itself and it infuriated him.

Maw opened wide, Sigmund wheeled and grazed his teeth across Graham's muzzle, going for the very tender spot of his nose. It showed just how angry Sigmund was because he never fought dirty like that. Even in wolf form, Sigmund had a very human sense of honor.

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[info]crucio
2010-05-16 06:18 am UTC (link)
When Sigmund's teeth clamped around his muzzle like that and drew blood, Graham let out a surprised yelp, and that only pissed him off even more. He drew first blood, but Sigmund got the first noise of pain, and that was enough to make Graham want to tear the other wolf limb from limb if he could. And maybe he could have, but deep down, he didn't really want to.

He used his claws to dig into Sigmund's side and pushed, nails marking up the other wolf as it dug through the protected coat of fur. When he was released, he clamped his mouth around one of Sigmund's front paws and just went to town on it, biting and shaking his head back and forth angrily.

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(no subject) - [info]impotentwaffle, 2010-05-16 06:25 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]crucio, 2010-05-16 06:38 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]impotentwaffle, 2010-05-16 02:33 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]crucio, 2010-05-17 12:21 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]impotentwaffle, 2010-05-17 03:52 am UTC
lmao casey is gonna be like "what happened to your hand? and throat? ... and your clothes?" - [info]crucio, 2010-05-17 04:04 am UTC

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