crucio (crucio) wrote in cwf,
@ 2011-07-19 22:30:00

to moon
Logan was steering clear of Joshua, as much as he could, anyway. No matter how much he'd grown to care for Moon, when it came to Joshua there was always a lingering connection that he just couldn't shake and it made him feel guilty. So in the end, it was just best to avoid him as much as possible. He kind of got the idea that Josh felt the same way, too. Out of all the wolves in the pack, Josh's was the one he could feel a connection to on a level that he knew was just different. He hated it. But now, a bigger connection was building with Moon.

The boy was doing well enough with his shifts and he was learning to control his wolf that he didn't have to be locked up anymore. He still had to stick close to the main house, though. There was just no way around that. Logan would go to Seattle on Thursdays and he'd be back every Sunday morning. It was getting harder and harder to leave Moon behind, that was for sure, but he had his job at the tattoo shop.

It was Sunday morning and he'd just pulled up. He could feel that Joshua was on a run and he frowned as he glanced towards the woods. Andrew was around somewhere, too. With a sigh, he turned and headed up the porch steps to slip inside and he went straight for the kitchen where Moon usually was by this time, helping Wendell.

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	impotentwaffle 2011-08-01 02:06 am UTC (link)
	"Come here," Joshua said raspily, reaching for Logan immediately. He could remember images from before and he knew it was too far to turn back. The sight of him was overwhelming and he let his fingertips brush the heels of Logan's feet. But he couldn't wait for the other to respond and he was gathering him up in a hungry kiss, desperate to connect with him again. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

crucio
2011-08-01 02:17 am UTC (link)

Logan was reaching for Joshua as the other wolf pulled him in for a kiss. He kissed back immediately, a low groan escaping the depths of his throat as one of his hands managed to tangle itself up in Joshua's hair. They'd never kissed before. Logan had definitely wanted to and had thought about doing so often, but the one time he got close enough Joshua had put an end to it.

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impotentwaffle
2011-08-01 02:57 pm UTC (link)

His brain was working overtime to catch up, but his body was working faster. He needed to be back inside of Logan and the kiss grew rougher, full of teeth and dominance. He pushed Logan back down and settled between his legs.

Everything was still a bit messy from the shift and that eased his way back into him, thrusting his hips with no caution whatsoever. A moan escaped him, injecting straight into Logan's mouth as he started to fuck his hips forward. It was rough and dirty and he could feel leave sticking to his back, dirt beneath his fingernails as he dug them into the earth for purchase.

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crucio
2011-08-01 10:19 pm UTC (link)

Even though Joshua was a bit younger, he was full of dominance and alpha like qualities that Logan couldn't help but be submissive to. For someone like Logan, who had a dominant streak of his own, that said quite a lot about Joshua's power.

When the other wolf settled on top of him, Logan bent his knees and spread them apart to make more room for him. He groaned as he felt the other thust into him and his face knit up in discomfort at first, but soon enough his expression melted into one of pleasure as he clawed at Joshua and his nails raked down the pale expanse of Josh's back.

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impotentwaffle
2011-08-02 12:57 am UTC (link)

Every sensation was a good one. He was working to memorize each fragment of the moment. When he came it was hard and fast, like everything else had been that afternoon. He bit down into Logan's shoulder, drawing blood with his fervor. Moon was whining up a storm, confused and drawn to it all the same. Joshua's face slacked into the picture of pleasure as he kept pumping his hips through the orgasm. There were so many different highs going on at the same time that he couldn't unravel all of them and it washed together.

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crucio
2011-08-02 01:17 am UTC (link)

Logan had been on the verge of coming and he was trying his hardest to hold back when Joshua bit into his shoulder, causing him to cry out. He climaxed then, losing his concentration completely and he clung to Josh as they rode out their orgasms together. By the end of it, he was a panting and trembling mess. Sex hadn't ever been like that, then again he hadn't had sex with one of his own kind before and he could definitely feel their wolves connecting on a level that they hadn't before.

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impotentwaffle
2011-08-02 11:39 pm UTC (link)

Joshua took Logan's wrists and put his hands up over his head, pinning him firmly as he stared down at him. It was a searching look, confused as he tried to put all of this together. Logan looked so good like that beneath him.

He stayed there for the longest time before he got to his feet and started to walk away. Moon got up to follow him, nipping at his heels playfully. Joshua wheeled around and yelled at him to go away.

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crucio
2011-08-02 11:45 pm UTC (link)

Logan flexed his hands and struggled, but just a little bit to test Josh's strength. He went still seconds later, and he just stared right back up at the other wolf in silence as he tried to catch his breath. When Joshua got up and started to walk away, Logan pushed himself up onto his elbows before he got to his feet.

"Josh, wait," he called after him. "Hey - don't do that, it's not his fault," he added with a frown as Josh yelled at Moon. "Moon, c'mere," he called, his voice softening.

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impotentwaffle
2011-08-02 11:49 pm UTC (link)

Joshua did not turn around again, just kept walking, disappearing into the growth of trees and brush. He could not face what he'd just done and so refused to face Logan as well.

Moon was well chastised, sinking to the ground silently, ears flat and contrite against his head. When Logan called him, he turned his head for a moment and then got up to trot over to him. He licked his hands, leaning against him.

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	crucio 2011-08-02 11:53 pm UTC (link)
	Logan stood there silently and he just stared after Josh with a frown. When he felt Moon licking at his hands, he turned his gaze down to the little red wolf and he knelt down to scratch behind his ears a bit. "C'mon," he mumbled before he got back up to his feet and led the way back to where they'd left their clothes so that he could at least get dressed. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	impotentwaffle 2011-08-03 12:07 am UTC (link)
	Moon had never felt so frustrated in his whole life. He'd been excited to see them together, doing whatever they'd been doing. It made his entire body feel alive. Now they were fighting and more apart than they'd ever been before, or so it seemed. He followed after Logan, not wanting to be alone, though he hadn't gotten nearly enough running in to tire him out. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	crucio 2011-08-03 12:10 am UTC (link)
	Logan tugged on his clothes before he settled down in the grass and stretched out so that Moon could lay with him. He wasn't about to just leave him all on his own in the woods smack dab in the middle of a shift. When Moon settled next to his side, Logan draped an arm over him and pressed his face against the fur of the wolf's neck with a sigh. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2011-08-03 12:13 am UTC (link)

He could feel the sadness seeping out of Logan and he tried his best to be warm and comforting. He hoped that this all hadn't been his fault.

An hour later, Moon was finally able to shift back. It had been his shortest shift yet and that showed that he was at least gaining some control. But it had been hard on his body and he groaned. The memories had slipped away like they always did, but some fragments of them remained and he looked up to find Logan. "What happened?"

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crucio
2011-08-03 12:23 am UTC (link)

When Moon shifted back, Logan pressed his nose against the top of the boy's head. He held his breath for a moment before he rolled onto his back with a quiet sigh, and he rubbed at his face with one of his hands.

"You went to find Joshua, and you did, but he was angry. He was going to attack you, but I came and I submitted to him. And you did, too. He liked that, but then - I don't know, something happened... Joshua and I ended up fucking and we shifted back in the middle of it all and we finished that way, but he's upset. He left."

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impotentwaffle
2011-08-03 12:48 am UTC (link)

Connecting the little remnants of memory with a direct account helped Moon to begin to solidify the ability to keep his memories from when he was a wolf. He was learning quickly.

"Oh," was all he said though, processing all of that. When a vivid image of Joshua and Logan having sex flashed across his mind, his tan skin went pink and he squirmed a little. "I saw all of it, didn't I."

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	crucio 2011-08-03 12:57 am UTC (link)
	"Yeah, you did," Logan said quietly as he let his fingers slip through Moon's hair before he offered a sigh through his nose. "I don't think he's ever going to speak to me again," he added with a bitter laugh. "But I guess he got what he wanted so he doesn't have to." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	impotentwaffle 2011-08-03 01:05 am UTC (link)
	"I don't think that's what he wanted, Logan. He's got an alpha in him. If he wanted it, he would have done it a long time ago." He wasn't really defending the other wolf, but he was openly analyzing as he pieced things together. He was sad that Joshua was upset, mainly because that meant his little fantasy of his own personal family might never come to pass. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	crucio 2011-08-03 01:09 am UTC (link)
	Logan closed his eyes and swallowed hard as he gathered Moon up and pulled him closer. He just wanted the other closer to him. Needed the comfort. "I know, it's just - it'll never work. Andrew is going to go ballistic, and Joshua loves Andrew so much. And I understand that, I do. But I don't think that Andrew will understand," he frowned. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2011-08-03 01:25 am UTC (link)

"What will happen to them?" He thought Logan had all the answers, even to the most difficult questions. He looked up to him a great deal and deferred to him in most things. If Joshua ever did come into their little relationship, Moon was not sure how the dynamics would work. Would he have to defer to Joshua more? "Josh still doesn't like me," he sighed. "He was probably mad that I was there."

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	crucio 2011-08-03 01:35 am UTC (link)
	"I'm not sure," Logan said as shook his head a little with a heavy sigh. "If Joshua loses him then - I don't know... I don't know what he'll do," he frowned. "He'll probably blame me and hate me forever, fuck," he muttered as he closed his eyes and swallowed hard. "And a part of him liked that you were there. You submit like - it's perfection. He liked that a lot." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	impotentwaffle 2011-08-03 02:23 am UTC (link)
	"Que se necesitan dos," he said quietly. It takes two. "He was the one inside of you. He could have stopped. He shouldn't blame you." Moon didn't understand how good it was for Joshua to play like the top dog. He was drawn to it and Andrew couldn't give him that feeling. It wasn't fair. "Perfection?" he smiled at that, pride seeping into his expression. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

crucio
2011-08-03 02:27 am UTC (link)

When moon said 'he was the one inside of you', Logan felt his body react. He shifted around a little and opened his eyes with a soft sigh.

"Yeah, I've got some dominance in me - Joshua knows that. I submitted, but it was mostly to appease him. You did it because you wanted to, because it's what you were born to do. So it's just... different," Logan tried to explain.

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	impotentwaffle 2011-08-03 02:38 am UTC (link)
	He understood a little and gave a nod before drawing his finger over the earth, doodling something inconsequential. "I don't think that anyone will lose anyone. These things happen. Andrew will forgive Joshua and Joshua will forgive you and you will forgive Joshua." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	crucio 2011-08-03 02:40 am UTC (link)
	"I've all ready forgiven Joshua," Logan said very quietly as he stretched his legs out. It was early afternoon by now, and he was starting to grow hungry. "We should head back, get something for lunch in our stomachs," he suggested before he pulled away so that he could reach for Moon's clothes and hand them over. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	impotentwaffle 2011-08-03 02:49 am UTC (link)
	Moon sighed. This was not how he'd pictured his run to go and he pushed the clothes away. "I'm not hungry yet. You go ahead. I'll catch up later, okay?" He didn't want to abandon Logan when he was feeling bad, but he needed to simmer in this for a little while. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)