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kit smith ([info]notthatsmith) wrote in [info]paddedrooms,
@ 2013-01-30 15:10:00


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Kit woke up wrapped around Albus, feeling warm and happy and content, but also sort of dreading today because as nice as it had been, staying with Albus, today was the day he had to leave and Scorpius was coming back. It was the day things got decided. He and Albus had fallen right back into doing everything the way they had before they broke up and today had the potential to be very painful.

He kissed Albus's forehead, then slid out of bed and walked to the kitchen, starting up the coffee machine to make them both a cup. Even if Albus decided their romantic relationship was over, they could always be friends, right? It would suck. A lot. At least at first. But it was doable. Kit fixed two cups of coffee when the pot finished brewing, then walked back over to Albus's bed and sat down next to him, kissing the corner of his mouth. "Coffee, sleeping beauty."


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[info]alboos
2013-01-30 09:22 pm UTC (link)
Albus had slept really good for the first time in what seemed like forever. He stirred when he heard Kit's voice and smiled to himself as he sat up and looked at him. He took the coffee.

"Good morning." He smiled, but then Albus realised that he wasn't dating Kit anymore. And Scorpius was coming home. "Oh. It's today."

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[info]notthatsmith
2013-01-30 09:30 pm UTC (link)
"Yeah, it's today," Kit agreed, giving Albus a sad sort of smile. He took a sip of his coffee, sliding under the covers with Albus again, pressed against his side as they sat with their cups of coffee. "I wish I didn't have to go. I hope I get in next semester so we can spend more time together."

He looked at Albus. "I've really liked being with you again. It feels so good, you know? Like before I was missing an arm or something and when I came and saw you again I got it back."

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[info]alboos
2013-01-30 10:11 pm UTC (link)
"I felt the same way. Being with you is just... natural." Albus kissed his neck softly and let out a sigh. He sipped at his coffee, then gave Kit a very serious look, deciding.

"If you don't get in, I'm transferring." He admitted. "I'm not going to spend time away from you again."

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[info]notthatsmith
2013-01-31 01:53 am UTC (link)
Kit opened his mouth to protest, then stopped. He'd get in. He was going to kill his audition this time. Give them raw, unfettered emotion that would knock their socks off. He was much more desperate this time. He wanted it so badly. "Okay," he agreed. "I know I'm going to get in this time. So okay."

He leaned in, kissing Albus on the mouth, hand brushing against his cheek. "I love you, Alby," Kit whispered. "I wish I didn't have to go."

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[info]alboos
2013-01-31 02:00 am UTC (link)
Albus smiled at Kit. He believed that he could get into his school. There was no doubt that he could make it in and they'd spend a lot of time together. He smiled to himself as he looked down at his coffee, then leaned in and kissed him softly.

"Only coffee?" He asked. "Should I get up and make breakfast?"

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[info]notthatsmith
2013-01-31 02:04 am UTC (link)
Kit laughed. "Why don't we make it together?" he suggested. "You know I'm a better cook than you are. You handle the bacon and I'll make pancakes."

He stole another kiss from Albus, then slid out of bed. "I have time before I have to go catch my train. I... When is Scorpius coming back?" Kit asked, even though he didn't really want to bring Albus's boyfriend up in conversation.

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[info]alboos
2013-01-31 02:54 am UTC (link)
Albus glanced at his phone, then back at Kit. "I honestly have no idea. He hasn't even texted me very often while he's been gone. As you could probably tell. I haven't even had to look at my phone."

He sighed softly and pushed himself off the bed. "It's like he's too busy to talk to me or something."

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[info]notthatsmith
2013-01-31 03:03 am UTC (link)
Scorpius was working, but Kit wasn't going to defend the other boy. The only thing that would prevent him from texting Albus would be being in the middle of a show. "Maybe... I don't know. Anything I suggest has selfish intentions."

Kit walked to the kitchen, setting his coffee cup down and beginning to dig through the cupboards to get out everything they needed for pancakes. "But maybe you're better off as friends. You don't seem happy, Albus."

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[info]alboos
2013-01-31 04:24 am UTC (link)
"I know. I'd be happy if my boyfriend didn't disappear and not text me." Albus sighed heavily, glancing at his phone again. "Even if he's working, he should have time to actually text me or send me a picture or something."

Albus sat on a stool at the bar and felt himself start to cry.

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[info]scorpi
2013-01-31 08:16 am UTC (link)
Scorpius stared at Albus for a moment, feeling... very confused. "I... What?" He couldn't think of anything he'd done wrong, except maybe go to fashion week, but he'd only done that because of his job. "I waited for you on skype," he told Albus. "Maybe we messed up the times. I wouldn't stand you up."

He put his duffle bag down. He lived here too. He shouldn't feel like he was unwelcome in his flat. Right? "I brought pastries and macarons. Like I said. And I... I know you didn't want me to go. I got you a present."

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[info]alboos
2013-01-31 08:19 am UTC (link)
Albus sighed softly and walked over to where Scorpius was, taking the pastries from him. "Thanks." He told him, looking down at them, then took one of the jelly filled donuts for himself.

"It wasn't just the skype thing." He told him, his voice quiet so that Kit couldn't hear. "You didn't even text me. Not once. I waited all week. I spent most of my time alone and crying and miserable."

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[info]notthatsmith
2013-01-31 08:25 am UTC (link)
"I was only gone for a week," Scorpius said. He glanced at Kit again, feeling worried, even if the other boy was just making pancakes and pretending he and Albus weren't talking. He touched Albus's arm, stepping closer to him. "I didn't mean to hurt you. I was busy. I'm sorry."

He looked at the other bag in his hand, then held it out to Albus. "I found this old sheet music in a shop by the hotel. I thought... I wanted something to make it up to you. Me leaving. I wouldn't have left if it wasn't important for work. Louis Vuitton might hire me for a campaign. They called my agent."

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[info]alboos
2013-01-31 08:27 am UTC (link)
Albus took the bag and looked down at the sheet music that Scorpius had gotten him. He was going to feel sorry for the way he was acting, but then Scorpius was talking about Louis Vuitton hiring him for a campaign.

"You- Does that mean you're going to be gone again?" Albus asked, giving Scorpius a sad look.

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[info]notthatsmith
2013-01-31 08:33 am UTC (link)
"I don't know," Scorpius said, shrugging. Maybe sharing his good news was premature. "They'd have to decide to use me. If I did, it would only be for a couple of days and it wouldn't be for a while. I didn't -- when your career starts you're going to be going to New York and LA and all sorts of places, Albus."

Kit was tired of this. He flipped the last pancakes out of the pan and put his spatula down. "Albus wouldn't leave you all alone and never text or call."

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[info]alboos
2013-01-31 08:40 am UTC (link)
Glancing at Kit, Albus sighed softly. He looked back at Scorpius and nodded. "I would make sure that you could go with me and that you'd be allowed on set. Because that's what you do when you love someone. You want them to be apart of everything in your life."

Albus shook his head. "You didn't even ask me if I wanted to go. You left and we are in the honeymoon stage of our relationship. And yet you've been gone for most of it."

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[info]notthatsmith
2013-01-31 08:46 am UTC (link)
Was Albus suggesting that Scorpius didn't love him? Scorpius felt something like panic rising in his throat. But no. That was impossible. Because he'd told Albus everything and Albus loved him too and they'd only been together a few weeks and Scorpius had been in love with Albus for five years. He didn't know how not to love him.

"You don't like what I do, Albus. You don't even want me to be a model," Scorpius said. "You told me, at Dad's party. You said you didn't want to get famous for being my boyfriend. You didn't want to go places with lots of cameras around. You didn't want to come to my last London show, and you have school. I didn't think you'd want to come with me."

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[info]alboos
2013-01-31 08:49 am UTC (link)
"You're still supposed to ask." Albus looked at Scorpius with tears in his eyes. "I'm your boyfriend. Even if you don't think I want to go, you're still supposed to ask me. And yeah. I don't like that you're a model because you've always had such higher hopes for yourself. And now you're settling on being some pretty boy who poses for magazines when you could be a fucking doctor."

He sighed. "You say I missed skype calls. And yet you didn't text me to make sure I wasn't laying around in a hospital somewhere. You didn't call to make sure I wasn't sick or hurt or to even check up on me. To see how I was. Why?"

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[info]notthatsmith
2013-01-31 10:32 am UTC (link)
Scorpius didn't believe Albus when he said he loved him anymore, and that seemed like the final straw. The last piece of what could have been a good thing falling out of place.

"I don't want to fight either. I don't want to make you cry. I don't want to walk around feeling like you're ashamed of me and what I do." Scorpius looked up at Albus. "I can't go right back to the way things were before. I'll stay with Phe or my dads. But I'm not... You'll never get rid of me completely, Potter."

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[info]alboos
2013-01-31 10:52 am UTC (link)
Albus looked back at Scorpius when he called him Potter. It seemed so... formal. He nodded slowly, feeling his heart break in his chest, his eyes falling to his hands in his lap. He burst into tears before he pushed himself up and ran to the bathroom.

It was the only place in the flat with privacy. He looked at himself in the mirror as he cried harder, wanting to die.

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[info]notthatsmith
2013-01-31 10:58 am UTC (link)
Scorpius felt like breaking down too, after Albus ran away to cry, but there was nowhere else in the flat for him to go and there wasn't... Kit was here. Kit would comfort Albus. Scorpius needed someone to tell him everything would be okay.

He got off the bed, walking past Kit and grabbing his duffle bag off the floor. "If Albus asks, tell him I'm going to stay with Phe," he said quietly. "And just... don't leave him today. Please." Scorpius left before Kit could respond, trembling from the effort of holding himself together as he left.

Kit watched Scorpius go, then raced to the bathroom, knocking softly before opening the door. "Alby... Alby, I'm sorry," he said, giving Albus a sad look. "I'm not going to leave today. I'll change my ticket."

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[info]alboos
2013-01-31 11:01 am UTC (link)
Albus was sitting on the counter sobbing by the time that Kit had gotten to the bathroom. He looked at him with tear soaked eyes and shook his head. He felt so pathetic.

"I can't do anything." Albus told him quietly, feeling like hitting something. "I can't make anyone happy. I'm a horrible boyfriend."

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[info]notthatsmith
2013-01-31 11:05 am UTC (link)
Kit walked up and wrapped his arms around Albus, pulling him close to his chest. "You are not," he said, shaking his head a little. "This isn't your fault, Albus. Maybe you and Scorpius are just better off as friends."

He pulled back a little, so he could look at Albus. "You're an amazing boyfriend. You made me so happy when we were together. And... even though we're not together now, you still make me happy. Just being around you."

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[info]alboos
2013-01-31 11:10 am UTC (link)
Albus looked back at Kit sadly and shook his head. "I hurt you. I cheated on you with Scorpius. And then Scorpius didn't even want to be around me half the time. And he was always so mad at me."

He held onto Kit. "We worked so well together. And I can't figure out why."

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[info]notthatsmith
2013-01-31 11:19 am UTC (link)
"You cheated on me once," Kit agreed, nodding. "If that pain hadn't been out-weighed by all the other stuff, all the good things we had together, then I wouldn't be here now. But I am. Because you are wonderful, Albus."

He pet at the other boy's hair for a moment, then wiped at the tears on Albus's face with his thumbs. "We're alike. We love each other. We want the same things and we're both willing to make sacrifices for each other's happiness. We were together for two years, Albus. Maybe you just... started a relationship with someone who's a completely different person than me expecting the same things I gave you from them. And that's not your fault."

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[info]alboos
2013-01-31 11:25 am UTC (link)
Things had always been easy with Kit. They'd just been.... too easy. He'd always wondered why they were so well put together and why they got along so well. Sure, they'd had tiny spats, but it had never been difficult and it had never lasted more than a couple of hours.

Albus pulled Kit close and kissed him deeply for a long moment, resting a hand on his neck. "I just want what I had with you. It was perfect. Nothing made me happier."

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