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deathproof ([info]deathproof) wrote in [info]wizardland,
@ 2011-03-26 23:47:00


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open to Tiernan
It was going to be a long night. It was late, and Rory was still at the office trying to figure out the ins and outs of a case. A man had been accused of aiding rebel wizards following Voldemort and hiding them, and it was Rory's job to find the evidence to back it up. He was going through a list of spells that the man had allegedly cast, and it was getting to be mind numbing. He'd had to cancel dinner with his boyfriend again, and he could tell that his boyfriend's patience was running thin.

Sitting back in his chair at the conference table he was at, he rubbed at the bridge of his nose and let out a loud sigh that turned into a huge yawn. He was exhausted, and all he wanted was to go home and crawl into bed for a while. But he couldn't leave yet, not until he found something solid to work with. He wasn't aware that Tiernan was even still there, he'd thought that the man had left hours ago so when he heard the office door open up and he glanced in the direction of the noise, he frowned a little bit. The last thing he wanted was a run in with Tiernan - especially tonight when he was all ready cranky.

Getting up, he decided to head to the breakroom to get himself a fresh cup of coffee and to maybe warm up the rest of his dinner since he was starting to get hungry. He was hoping to avoid his ex, and he was keeping himself busy by looking around in the fridge for his takeout container.


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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-27 04:13 am UTC (link)
Every time he saw Rory working impossibly late at the office gave Tiernan a grim sort of satisfaction. The young man's boyfriend was second to the job and deep down, Tiernan still felt like the job had everything to do with him. That meant Rory had never gotten over him and it had been a mistake to throw that stupid hissy fit over not going public with their relationship. He was kind of petty enough to want Rory to spend the rest of his life by himself if he wouldn't be with him.

"If you accidentally fall into the fridge and get yourself trapped in there trying to avoid me, I'm not going to come and get you out," Tiernan said from the doorway of the breakroom. He'd been on his way back from the bathroom and he'd seen Rory no doubt trying to hide from him as he ducked into the breakroom. He had his arms folded across his chest, leaning against the door frame, blocking Rory's only exit. Lately, that had been the best way to talk to him--trapping him.

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-27 04:33 am UTC (link)
When Rory heard Tiernan's voice, he tensed up a bit. Furrowing his brow and frowning, he snagged his container of chinese food and tugged it out of the fridge before he turned around and let the fridge close behind him.

"I wouldn't want you to come in and get me," he said as he made his way over to the microwave to put his food in it so that he could warm it up. "I thought you'd all ready left - what are you still doing here?" he asked with his back turned to Tiernan still.

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-27 04:39 am UTC (link)
"Oh, that's right. I'm sure the little ice king would be well suited to life in the fridge. You could set up a little camp, make sure the light goes on and off when the door opens and closes properly." There was never anything that Tiernan took seriously. At least he tried not to because when he did, things hurt, especially this.

It was impossible not to drag his eyes down to Rory's backside and he didn't struggle too hard against it. It wasn't as if Rory was going to turn around to face him anytime soon. And so it was that he addressed his next words to the other man's ass. "I've got opening statements tomorrow in the Ridelle case. You know I'm always here overnight when I have opening statements." They were the only part of trial law that rattled Tiernan and he never slept beforehand. Somehow, he liked to think it made him sharper, but in reality it was so that he didn't have to face lying awake in bed wracked with nerves.

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-27 04:55 am UTC (link)
At the ice king comment, Rory simply rolled his eyes and crossed his arms over his chest. He kept his back turned to Tiernan as he watched the timer on the microwave count down. Of course he was listening to every single word that Tiernan said, though - no matter what he found himself hanging on his ex's every word and it was frustrating.

"Right," he said quietly as the microwave beeped and he opened it up to retrieve his food. He snagged a pair of chopsticks from the catch all drawer where everyone tossed extras they got, and he finally turned to face Tiernan as he leaned against the counter. "Well I guess you should get back to work, then."

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-27 05:04 am UTC (link)
Purposefully, Tiernan lifted his eyes just a little bit too slow so that Rory would know exactly where he'd been looking. He missed him, desperately, but he was far too stubborn to admit that he'd made a mistake. Besides, Rory should have seen it and just taken him back without making him admit it.

Staying firmly planted in the doorway, Tiernan shrugged his shoulders. "I'm not really working so much as I'm mentally preparing myself. I don't have to be in my office to do that. Are you sure that's your Chinese food? It looks like mine."

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-27 05:10 am UTC (link)
Rory's jaw clenched and he narrowed his eyes over at Tiernan. He hated that the idea of Tiernan looking at him like that still excited him, and he hated how he still had feelings for the man who'd caused him so much grief.

"It's mine," he said quietly as he turned the carton around to reveal his initials. "Yours is still in there, I saw it," he added as he took a bite of food. "I should get back to work."

He was hoping that his words would cause Tiernan to move out of his way, but he doubted it.

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-27 05:30 am UTC (link)
"Are you still working on that same case?" He made it sound like he should have been done ages ago, as if Rory hadn't turned out to be as good of a lawyer as he'd expected him to be. But it was just a meaningless barb, just a joke he would claim if Rory called him on its meanness. Really, he knew full well that this young man was very very good at his job. "Isn't old whats-his-face getting tired of you always working so late?" He took pleasure in imagining the other man sitting all alone while Rory was here in the office.

No movement from Tiernan allowed Rory an exit. In fact, he seemed to fill the space up even more because he knew that Rory was probably going to get even more defensive after the jabs.

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-27 05:51 am UTC (link)
"Yes, I'm still working on that same case," Rory said as he turned to open the fridge again to pull out a bottle of water. "Whats-his-face has a name, it's Jeremy. And no, he's fine." A lie, but Rory wasn't about to tell Tiernan the truth.

Turning back towards the door, he let out a sigh and pushed himself away from the counter and walked over to where Tiernan was standing.

"Move, pleae?"

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-27 05:56 am UTC (link)
"Maybe Jimmy is seeing someone else on the side who occupies the time you're not with him?" He said his name wrong on purpose, not about to show him any respect whatsoever. He hated that fucking guy with his--being open about their relationship voodoo. How dare he.

Every time that Rory got close, Tiernan's heart sped up. It was pathetic. Instead of moving out of the way, he wiggled his hips in what he thought must be the most adorable dance Rory would ever see. There, that was moving.

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-27 06:02 am UTC (link)
"His name is Jeremiah, and he's not - he actually, you know, cares about our relationship and not what other people think," Rory shot back.

Now he was getting irritated, and it showed. He hated how easy it was for Tiernan to get under his skin.

"Do you enjoy acting like you're fifteen instead of thirty-five?" he asked, "I need to get back to work. Please move."

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-27 12:37 pm UTC (link)
"You used to be the first to laugh," Tiernan said and he couldn't keep the wounded bitterness from his normally light, teasingvoice. "Guess you just outgrew me. Maybe it was inevitable, you being so much younger than me and all."

He stayed where he was, analyzing what Rory had said. It was his lawyer look, the one that said he was settling in to arguing and picking apart the other's words. "So yeah, let's get back to work. You know, at the job we both still have thanks to me keeping my goddamn mouth shut about our fucking." He didn't call it a relationship just to twist the knife a little.

Finally, he moved out of the way, but instead of going out, he went in, brushing past Rory to get to the coffeemaker.

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-28 01:59 am UTC (link)
"That's not what happened at all and you know it," Rory said, finally giving in to the fact that he felt entirely exasperated. Turning to face Tiernan, he tossed his food in the trash because he wasn't hungry anymore. "I would have given up this job for you, you know. As much as I love it. It was more than fucking to me, but I guess it wasn't ever more to you - especially since you put it that way."

With that, he turned and left the room to head back to the conference room he'd been occupying for the duration of the day.

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-28 02:12 am UTC (link)
"So willing to martyr yourself," he snapped as he yanked open the fridge and took his own chinese food box out of there. They always ordered the same thing and right now that fact jabbed at him a little. "We could have had the best of both. Why don't you enlighten me and tell me what really happened. How was your way better than my way?"

Tiernan didn't get why they had to be out about everything, why they had to admit to the world that they were an item for it to work.

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-28 02:18 am UTC (link)
Of course Rory didn't even manage to step two feet out of the room before Tiernan's words gave him pause. He gave a frustrated noise before he turned around to face him again and he just stood, hovering in the doorway.

"Because - a real relationship isn't hidden away like some dirty little secret in the closet. I was proud to be with you. Don't you understand? I felt like I was something you didn't want anyone to know about. How are we suppose to share a life together if you can't even admit we're together?" he said back. "I don't understand why it's so easy for you to just - keep us locked up in some little closet."

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-28 02:29 am UTC (link)
"Because I never needed to parade our relationship around." He called it a relationship now because hearing the anger in Rory's voice had at least made him grasp at taking this argument seriously rather than falling back on his old methods of passing everything off as a joke. "I wasn't going to be selfish and ruin your career. You couldn't have found another job. Your reputation would have been shot. Everyone would have thought you'd gotten the internship based on your willingness to fuck me rather than the fact that you're fucking amazing at everything you do."

He didn't like getting mad, the emotion didn't feel right on him. Sure, he could get self-righteous in court, but actually feeling pissed off was disturbing. Shiny happy people with perfectly put together lives and cavalier senses of humor didn't get pissed off.

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-28 02:39 am UTC (link)
"Parade our relationship around?" Rory repeated, arching a brow as he stared over at the older man. "You think that's what this is about - I wanted to show you off? I just wanted to be a normal couple with you. I wanted to be able to really share things with you, like take you to dinner with my family - or meet yours. I was tired of not being able to share this amazing part of my life with anyone else in my life - weren't you?"

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-28 02:45 am UTC (link)
"It doesn't matter whether I did or not. It wasn't possible." He didn't want to admit that at times he had wanted those things but ultimately had been too cowardly to really fight for them. Besides, the whole job thing had been a perfectly legitimate excuse for him to stay in a relationship without really letting himself be fully committed.

Waving Rory off, Tiernan aimed his wand at the Chinese food and knocked a warming spell on it instead of just using the damn microwave. It would have worked beautifully if he hadn't been so upset. Instead, it set the carton on fire and Tiernan let out a growl as he grabbed towels to damp it out.

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-28 02:52 am UTC (link)
"It was possible, you just didn't want it enough," Rory said back quietly as he watched Tiernan put the fire out. "I think you were just afraid that if we weren't hiding anymore, it'd be too real for you."

It hurt to admit outloud, but it was the truth. It wasn't as if Tiernan had an amazing track record for relationships. In many ways, Rory had felt that he simply hadn't been worth it - not really. It hurt, and he looked away with a heavy sigh through his nose as he clenched his jaw.

"You might not like Jeremiah, but he loves me," he added.

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-28 03:02 am UTC (link)
Tiernan shrugged like it was nothing. "I love you," he said after a moment and knew that it wouldn't matter at this point. "Jeremiah is just easier for you because he always does what you want. He waits for you when you want him to wait. He's romantic when you want him to be romantic. He's easy when you want him to be easy. I'm difficult and you never liked that."

His food was ruined and so was his night. "Why don't you go home to him? You're not going to get any work down now. I know you."

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-28 03:09 am UTC (link)
It wasn't as if it was the first time Tiernan had ever said those words to him, but still - they struck a chord in Rory that he wished hadn't been there at all. He felt a little guilty, because Tiernan was right. Jeremiah was sweet, but at the end of the day he just wasn't who Rory really wanted.

"He is all of those things, it's true," he admitted, "But he's not you."

With that, he turned to go gather his things up because Tiernan was right - he wasn't going to get a thing done now.

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-28 03:23 am UTC (link)
Tiernan just stayed in the break room for a long time. He felt a little satisfied that he'd efficiently chased Rory out of the office and right into the waiting arms of his new boyfriend. At least he felt like he had some sort of control in the matter.

But that was ass backwards and before Rory could leave, he walked into his office with purpose. "Stay here tonight," he said as he walked in without even knocking.

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-28 03:27 am UTC (link)
Rory had just gotten his things packed up in his briefcase and he'd been about to leave when Tiernan came into his little office. Frowning, he glanced up at him and turned away to reach for his jacket so that he could slip it on, along with his scarf.

"Why?"

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-28 03:33 am UTC (link)
"Because I think I could seduce you if you stayed." He offered his best joking-but-also-not-joking grin. It was clear just how little respect he had for Jeremiah. He downright hated the guy even though it wasn't fair. The man could have been a saint and Tiernan would have still hated him.

Taking a few steps forward, he leaned over Rory's desk. "I remember breaking this desk in with you." Tiernan was good at using sex like a weapon, especially when he didn't want to face the reality of the emotions attached to it.

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-28 03:35 am UTC (link)
This hadn't been the first time Tiernan had tried something like this, but every time it got more and more difficult to say no and to walk away. Rory wondered if Tiernan sensed that, too - felt that he was wearing Rory down.

"Don't turn this into some little game," Rory said softly as he turned back around to look at Tiernan. "You think this is funny, don't you?"

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-28 03:43 am UTC (link)
"I think everything is funny. My therapist says its a defense mechanism. And by therapist I mean you." He stared down at the oak of the desk, running his fingers over it. He could still hear the way Rory had whimpered, the look on his face, the way he felt. Exhaling a slow breath, he looked up at the other with an unmistakable expression. When it came to showing how much he wanted someone, Tiernan was not shy. He wore his lust all over his face. Unfortunately, he refused to show very much love there.

"You don't think an occasional angry fuck would do us good? There's no way he makes you feel like I can."

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-28 03:50 am UTC (link)
Rory just stared back at him in silence. Sometimes, or almost all of the time, talking to Tiernan was a lot like talking to a brick wall and it was entirely too frustrating for Rory.

"Goodnight, Tiernan," he said as he plucked up his briefcase and grabbed his wand, then moved to head out.

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-28 03:54 am UTC (link)
"Am I supposed to beg? Do you want me to beg for you to come back? Dump him and come back to me." He clenched his jaw and folded his arms across his chest. It sounded more like a threat than a request and he knew it had come out all wrong. He was digging himself into a hole here and he had no idea how he was going to climb back out.

Holding up his hand, he tried to prevent an answer to that. "Nevermind. I'll just go jack off in my office." There was that composed, snarky humor again. His face didn't even flinch now when before it had been a brief mask of desperation and bitterness.

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-28 03:59 am UTC (link)
Rory paused and stood by the edge of his desk as he stared over at Tiernan for a moment, as if trying to figure out if the man had been serious or not.

"If I did - leave him and come back to you, what would change? Nothing. We'd be in the same situation as before - even after I was done interning you didn't want to be honest about the fact that we were seeing each other," he added. "Would you really want to be with me or not? I don't think you can answer that," he said as he started to walk again and he moved around Tiernan.

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[info]criminalminds
2011-03-28 04:09 am UTC (link)
Tiernan didn't let him get by him without clenching a hand around his upper arm. Just that grab sent a tidal wave of want through him. He'd spent so long memorizing Rory's body because he knew that he'd lose him eventually. Now that was working against him because everyone he'd been with since then had turned into Rory in his mind. But it didn't compare to the real thing.

"Stay tonight," he tried one more time, this time pressing his mouth in against Rory's cheek, back by his ear so that the words snaked inside. Tiernan was so manipulative, single minded. It made him a great lawyer, but sometimes it made him a shitty person.

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[info]deathproof
2011-03-28 04:13 am UTC (link)
Rory hated how his heart betrayed him, because the second he felt Tiernan's hand around his arm he just wanted to sink against the man and drop everything in had in his hands. No one compared to Tiernan, even if he could be a manipulative and selfish person - Rory loved him and not even Jeremiah came close.

"Goddamnit, Tiernan," he said softly, "Why can't you just let me go?"

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One of them should get a job offer at a law firm far away
[info]criminalminds
2011-03-28 04:20 am UTC (link)
It wasn't a no and that made hope explode inside of him. But as soon as that hope came, a sense of guilt rode along with it. "Sorry," he finally said quietly as he leaned his forehead down against the other man's shoulder. For what seemed like an eternity, Tiernan allowed himself to linger in that position. Every part of him wanted to force a kiss that he knew Rory wouldn't be able to resist. It would be theft.

Finally, his hand released the other, dropping away as he straightened up. He pushed a smile onto his face and made the universal sign for crazy by twirling his fingers against his temple. "Always a little stupid before trial."

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that's a really good idea! i think rory is gonna breakup with his bf since he feels guilty for
[info]deathproof
2011-03-28 04:24 am UTC (link)
wanting tiernan. what city should we say they're in? maybe new york city, and one of them can get offered a job in los angeles or san francisco?]

Rory closed his eyes and he let his head drop down to, so that his mouth was resting against the side of Tiernan's head. He marveled at how Tiernan could always smell so good, and he let out a soft sigh.

"You're so difficult," he laughed softly, the first break of cheer at all since their encounter had started, and when Tiernan pulled away Rory straightened up. "You'll do brilliantly, you always do."

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New York sounds good! If Tiernan knows about the breakup he's going to throw Rory
[info]criminalminds
2011-03-28 04:31 am UTC (link)
a breakup party. Maybe he'll break into his apartment and set it up and it can be this big awkward thing :D]

The laugh made Tiernan melt, but he didn't show it. He just let his insides churn with heat and unfulfilled want. "Yes, I suppose I am rather brilliant." That's not exactly what Rory said but Tiernan was always willing to turn words around to suit him.

For a moment it was like nothing bad had ever happened between them and he gave Rory a smile. He was back to being professional, like a co-worker instead of a secret ex lover. "Have a good night, all right?"

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lmao omg rory will be like wtf - do you think rory should get offere the job? then tiernan will be
[info]deathproof
2011-03-28 04:39 am UTC (link)
all like - dude you can't just move across the country not allowed! haha ]

"All right," Rory said quietly as he tucked his wand away inside of the hidden pocket of his jacket. He ruffled a hand gently through his hair before he cleared his throat and looked to the door. "Good luck tomorrow," he added before he slipped out of his office and waited for Tiernan to do the same so that he could lock up.

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tiernan would get into aan arguement and end up letting him go. then he'd chase after him a week lat
[info]criminalminds
2011-03-28 03:26 pm UTC (link)
he'd be so upset. he might even get himself fired somehow. like he wouldn't show up for work]

Tiernan obliged, leaving the man's office with a heaviness to his step. At least he would have something other than opening statements to obsess over tonight. He could picture Jeremiah and Rory together. As soon as Rory walked in the door the other man would be delighted. Maybe he would think that Rory had come home just for him. Maybe ultimately Rory had.

It stung and Tiernan couldn't say anything else. Instead he left to go back to his own personal little isolation tank otherwise known as his office.

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