Sasuke Uchiha (vitiated) wrote,
@ 2010-09-01 17:24:00

Rushing is crazy. It's one party after another with tons of free food and alcohol. Not to mention hot guys everywhere. I could get used to this.

Apparently pledging isn't as fun, though. And a lot of the guys either talk only about girls and partying, or subjects I don't know anything about -- usually whatever their major is (there's a lot more philosophy majors than I'd ever expect in fraternities). And it just gets painful once they ask me anything about myself.

Classes are picking up and it's only the third day, so I'm steadying myself for a stressful fall. I've got homework -- homework; it's such a weird thing to say. I don't mind it, though. I used to read up on this stuff for fun, now I'm actually doing it for a reason. Harder than googling an article or two, but nothing I can't handle. ~~Yet~~.

I dyed my hair. I went with blue and black highlights; so far so good. No one shouting porn quotes at me or anything. I think I did a pretty good job myself, though maybe I should've taken that Ino girl's help. The highlights are kind of messed up underneath, but it's not like anyone's going to see that.

Gonna get back to studying. Pool party in a half hour.

((OOC: Hair looks kinda like this with more obvious black streaks through it.))

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	vitiated 2010-09-01 10:29 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, that's what they say. You don't know what you're in for until you start pledging. I'm approaching it with cautious optimism. Hopefully it'll be fun and not ... horrible. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-09-01 10:34 pm UTC (link)
	There has been horror stories around on what they make you do, I don't think they are real. More something to scared the new pledges. You are more than capable of handling whatever they throw at you. But I am so jealous. I would have loved to have the 'regular' college experience. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	vitiated 2010-09-01 11:01 pm UTC (link)
	Why didn't you? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-09-01 11:23 pm UTC (link)
	Ivy League don't fall into the normal standards. Secret Societies were more of the 'in' thing. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	vitiated 2010-09-01 11:28 pm UTC (link)
	What're those? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-09-01 11:37 pm UTC (link)
	Secret clubs within universities that have contacts, powerful ones usually in the outside world. If there is a position you want to have, if you are in one of these, you can have whatever you want. Or so the theory goes. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	vitiated 2010-09-01 11:42 pm UTC (link)
	I take it you weren't in one, then. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-09-01 11:46 pm UTC (link)
	No, I was not. I didn't want contacts to get me ahead. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	vitiated 2010-09-01 11:47 pm UTC (link)
	Still. Might have made things easier if you did. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-09-02 12:03 am UTC (link)
	That might be your way but its not mine. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	vitiated 2010-09-02 01:06 pm UTC (link)
	My way is do what I have to do to make things better for myself. There's no point in making things harder than they have to be, I've had enough shit like that to last a lifetime. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-09-02 06:45 pm UTC (link)
	You aren't going to be able to live like that forever. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	vitiated 2010-09-02 07:48 pm UTC (link)
	Who says? You? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	last_to_know 2010-09-02 08:01 pm UTC (link)
	If I had a say in it now, you would be cut off. I am talking about overall. Free rides don't last forever, there will always be something that will take that out. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	vitiated 2010-09-02 09:11 pm UTC (link)
	Last I checked, you live in the mansion, too. And work for your brother. And are a general bitch to everyone in the company that isn't family. Or me, I guess. You can fuck off for all I care, I don't have to prove anything to you. You're welcome to go experience what I've been through for yourself if you like things so hard. Maybe you'd grow up a little. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

last_to_know
2010-09-02 09:20 pm UTC (link)

Last time I checked, I do not live at the mansion so that point is out. Also, I would be more than happy not to work for my family because that has crossed my mind on more than one occasion. I would love to be recognized for my skills rather than having to put up with the bullshit bitching behind my back that I do not deserve my position. I would walk out of here right now.

Sasuke, I have done everything for you. You would not even be going to college, you would not even be in this country anymore if it wasn't for me going through all that shit to get you access into this country. So don't you dare try and pull this I'm a general bitch to you because I have did nothing but treat you with the upmost courtesy when you never deserved it. You have been nothing but a spoiled brat. Hard life or not, it does not give you the right to walk into our family and act like you are here to take over. You were mistreated beyond what most people could handle, that doesn't give you the right to be a cunt to everyone you come across. Me be a bitch? The only person in your world is you and you do not care who you fuck over to get what you want. Because seriously Sasuke, if I was that bad to you, I could ruin everything for you.

So guess what, you are no different to what I am. You should grow up.

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vitiated
2010-09-02 09:33 pm UTC (link)

Yeah, because fucking around with my boyfriend behind my back is being 'upmost courteous.'

You forget I never asked you for anything. I took care of myself then, I could do it now. You don't owe me anything either; feel free to go back to being a miserable, lonely person. I had nothing against you until you turned into a two-timing slut, and you brought that on yourself.

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	last_to_know 2010-09-02 09:39 pm UTC (link)
	So he told you. So what? [Private] Should we talk about you doing exactly the same to Tobirama with my brother? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	[Private.] vitiated 2010-09-02 09:46 pm UTC (link)
	I'll admit I wasn't the best boyfriend, but I would never try to steal the loved one of a family member away. Family is more important. It's supposed to be, anyway. Obviously I see where you stand. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

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last_to_know
2010-09-02 09:54 pm UTC (link)

Not anymore. Family have been the root of my problems and I'm finally realizing this. And you have nothing against me until then? Cut the bullshit Sasuke. Being called a slut, having snide comments dropped about me all the time. Lets talk about your little games you played, luring me to believe that Tobirama liked me. How about you rubbing it in my face every time something happened with you. Yes, you are the model of how someone should be functioning in the family.

Tobirama kissed me once and I pushed him away because of you. Tobirama kissed me twice and I did not. Your stunt with Madara almost tore my family apart, I even blamed my brother for it but now I clearly see that it was all you.

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vitiated
2010-09-02 10:14 pm UTC (link)

Because I knew. I knew he liked you, I knew it before either of you probably even accepted it yourselves. Your attraction was obvious from the beginning, and it was only a matter of time before one of you acted on it. I lashed out because I knew it would happen, and I hated it. Tobi was the first person who truly ever loved me, I didn't want to lose him, and I still don't. I wish I could be perfect for him like you, but I can't.

And you've got to be shitting me. You've grown up with your brother your whole life and you know less about him than I do. And as far as calling it 'stunt' is just another thing you don't understand. I'm not talking with you about him, it's not your business and it never was.

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last_to_know
2010-09-02 10:27 pm UTC (link)

How is that my fault? Do you really think I wanted to go through this? I had to purposely push myself away from him just so I wouldn't get in the way because yes, yes I do feel something for him so I didn't want to get in-between you. Every time I got far enough away to feel good, I think that the feelings were gone, he would do something to bring them straight back. It's like I'm a kitten and he is dangling the string in front of me, teasing me so I can just reach up and grab it and then he pulls it away, again and again and again. I didn't want to hurt anyone, I never wanted to hurt either of you. I could deal with it... and then he said... you're not the only one hurting from this.

I know more than you think I do. Who do you think he comes to, to talk? Don't talk about it, I'm not interested in knowing but you have no idea about what I do and do not know about my brother.

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	Re: [Private.] vitiated 2010-09-02 10:43 pm UTC (link)
	Out of everyone in the world, it had to be you. What am I supposed to do? Ignore it and pretend like nothing happened? Wish you good luck? I'm not going to do that. I love him and I made plenty of mistakes with him, but if I still stand any chance getting him back I'm going to take it. Then you're aware he's a selfish, attention-starved, manipulative asshole? (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

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last_to_know
2010-09-02 10:51 pm UTC (link)

What about let him live his own life and allow him to move on. And no, I'm not saying that because I stand there as seconds but I care deeply for him as a friend as well. How would you like it if someone kept on coming back and forth into your life as they please to mess with your emotions, make you doubt yourself and your feelings? We are doing the same to him so let him live his life for once.

Yes I am very well aware of that. And that is who my brother has always been.

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vitiated
2010-09-02 10:56 pm UTC (link)

If he wants to do that, he can. I can't make him do anything, I can only offer him what I have to give him, and it's his choice if he wants it. I know how I feel, though, and whether or not you believe I won't play games this time doesn't matter to me.

And you never tried to stop him? Give him some boundaries and say no to him for once? You're just feeding his behavior, like everyone else.

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