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§ha§ha ƒuиky §hake™ ([info]zellywellywoowo) wrote,
@ 2008-04-04 02:05:00

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Self...How are you feeling?

Well, I feel as though I am confusing the hell out of myself while not really confusing myself at all. Just getting myself in deeper is all. Deeper in situations I really don't care to be in and then questioning my feelings later. Knowing what i shouldnt do but doing it anyway ...yeah that's where I am at right now.

I hate careing when people dont want you to care, then when you could give a fuck less they want to fucking bitch and moan about it....you either accept my feelings for what they are or go fuck yourself already!

I hate feeling like people are hiding things from me.

On another note, I just read James's away message. Last time we talked, he wasn't doing so good. His mum abandoned him and his family for a guy he sees using women at bars all the time but she wouldnt believe him so she smacked him instead. She will learn the hard way then i guess. Then he was going through old photos and became really depressed, I now know what they were of since I just saw his personal message on MSN.

"R.I.P. Dad" And then after that he wrote "I am dreaming about my lovely American wife, not long until I see you Nikki xxx" I am touched and really happy but sad at the same time for him because I know how hard it is on him when it comes to the death of his father, especially when his mom is being the way she is. Poor kid. :(

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2008-04-04 11:40 am UTC (link)
Sometimes it feels as if everything in life is just a one-way street.

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2008-04-04 11:06 pm UTC (link)
Tell me about it. I have been down too many one way streets and I cant take it anymore

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2008-04-04 05:25 pm UTC (link)
damn well tell him i know how it feels to have your mother abandon your family for some dude...And that it will get easier someday even though i talk to my mom on occasion but not all the time and when we do talk it's ony for like 10mins max i still feel the hurt and anger...so it's like why even talk ya know...

it will get better with time...tell him if he is religious that god will help him...

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2008-04-04 11:06 pm UTC (link)
He is. He says "I am Go'ds son, He will look out for me"

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