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crucio (crucio) wrote in cwf,
@ 2010-05-04 01:16:00

open to sigmund
As much as Graham wanted to say that he'd never miss pack life, he could never quite say the words. He sometimes missed his pack... especially Sigmund. They had a rough go of things for a few years, but it was hard to shake feelings for someone when you had such a deep ... Well, he wasn't sure what it was that they'd had. But Graham wasn't the best type of man for a pack. He didn't get along with Hunter at all, and honestly? He hardly got along with any of the other wolves.

So he took off on his own after he and Sigmund had decided to part ways once and for all. They always fell back together, so it was easier to just leave. And he found another wolf who he ended up traveling with sometimes. They tracked hunters who tracked their kind. They'd saved a lot of packs, and killed some hunters in their day, but what had to be done had to be done in Graham's opinion.

When he caught wind of the Cold Water pack being in trouble, he couldn't push down the familiar feelings of protectiveness. That was his pack, even if he wasn't actively there or a part of it. Two days later, and he was at Sigmund's door knocking. When a young man with tossled hair answered, Graham arched a brow.

"Who the fuck are you?" he asked the boy.

Casey just sort of blinked before he furrowed his brow and wet his lips. He hadn't expected that sort of greeting from the stranger at all.

"Um, my name's Casey, who are you?" he said in return.

"Where's Sigmund?" Graham asked as he pushed the human aside. It was still Sigmund's home. He could feel it... And mell the other wolf, too.

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impotentwaffle
2010-05-12 04:08 am UTC (link)

Sigmund nodded slowly. "It always hurts a little, but it gets better over time. You're so laid back that I can't imagine you fighting it too hard. When you don't fight it, it comes more easily." Not that he was encouraging Casey not to be afraid. If that's what kept him from seeking out some crazy old mutt to turn him into a werewolf, then that was fine by Sigmund.

"I'd support you no matter what you decided to do, you know. But I'd be devastated if I thought you wanted to risk your life to be a werewolf just because you imagined that I wanted it that way."

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crucio
2010-05-12 04:52 am UTC (link)

Casey moved to sit down on the edge of the bed with Sigmund, and he let one of his legs move to slip up beneath himself as he got comfortable. The other leg stayed dangling off of the edge of the mattress, and he chewed on his lower lip as his hand slipped into one of Sigmund's.

"I think it'd be a really huge decision and I'm not even anywhere near thinking about something like that right now," he said honestly. "I kind of like being who I am. And I really like that you like who I am. I wouldn't want that to change."

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impotentwaffle
2010-05-12 03:52 pm UTC (link)

"Now it sounds like I'd dump you if you ended up a werewolf." He laughed a little and let his body lie back on the bed while his feet stayed on the floor. He laced his fingers over his stomach. "You know that wouldn't happen either."

Well, Graham had brought up all sorts of issues, but Sigmund supposed they'd always been there under the surface. He could smell the man's scent in the house, mingling with the rest of the pack.

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crucio
2010-05-13 01:09 am UTC (link)

"Yeah, I know," Casey said with a half smile before he shifted to lay down on top of Sigmund, wiggling his way in close. "How come you never told me about him?" he asked after a moment, meaning Graham. "Was it a really bad... break up - do you guys even have break ups, I mean I don't know how packs work all that well. There's probably always some sort of a bond there, I imagine... I don't know."

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impotentwaffle
2010-05-13 02:02 am UTC (link)

"I didn't tell you because I didn't expect to ever see him again and I didn't know how to bring it up." And he didn't want to sound forlorn when he talked about it because he didn't want Casey getting the wrong impression. Granted, not talking about it had given him the wrong impression too.

Slinging his arms up and over Casey's body, resting against his back, Sigmund tried to think of something to say in response to Casey seeking clarification about him and Graham. "We have break ups, yeah. It usually happens when we're younger though. And wolves have dated humans before--it's not completely out of the ordinary." He didn't really elaborate on the specifics of his and Graham's break up. Even though it was mutual, it hadn't exactly been pretty.

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crucio
2010-05-13 02:37 am UTC (link)

Casey couldn't help but notice that just about every pack mate of Sigmund's he'd met were romantically linked to anther pack mate. As far as he knew, he was the only human dating a wolf in the pack - save from Campbell who'd Sigmund had brought up earlier. But he was a wolf, now, too.

"You really don't mind that I'm not like you?" he asked, tipping his head up to look at Sigmund as he let their ankles tangle up together. "What if Graham wanted you back?"

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impotentwaffle
2010-05-13 03:42 am UTC (link)

"Graham is a good person, but he wanted to be dominant. That's a very important thing to a werewolf. It's a huge deal. When one wolf cannot concede to being the less powerful, the relationship gets messy and it gets cruel and miserable. Graham doesn't want me back and I don't want him back." There would always be a spark, but that would never mean that Sigmund would be foolish enough to go back to that place with the man. Especially not now that he'd seen how good it could be with someone else.

"The last person I want to be in a relationship with is myself," he laughed.

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crucio
2010-05-13 03:57 am UTC (link)

Casey closed his eyes and dipped his head down to tuck it beneath Sigmund's chin. He very much liked that Sigmund was more dominant than he was. Casey found security in it, and it was a huge turn on. If Sigmund wanted someone to be submissive, then Casey felt pretty secure in the fact that he could be that someone. It wasn't as if Sigmund pushed him around, it was just... The dynamic of their relationship was the way that it was. Casey was submissive, and Sigmund was dominant.

"I like that you're dominant," he said softly with a smile. "It's pretty hot."

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impotentwaffle
2010-05-13 04:52 am UTC (link)

"I'm built to get my way," he said almost darkly. But of course it wasn't too dark, tinged always by the spark of humor that underlined so many things about Sigmund.

After a moment, a thought occurred to him. "Do you have any exes that I should be worried about?" Turnabout was fairplay, he supposed. He may as well get his own seething jealousy out of the way right now.

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crucio
2010-05-13 04:58 am UTC (link)

"Worried about?" Casey asked curiously as he opened his eyes and tipped his head back up so that he could look up at Sigmund. "Like, in what way? In a ... I'd get back with one of them way? No," he said with a shake of his head and a faint laugh. "Nothing that felt even close to this, to what I have with you. Nothing to be worried about at all. You've ruined me for everyone else in the world."

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impotentwaffle
2010-05-13 05:35 am UTC (link)

"Missing accomplished," he mused triumphantly aloud. His hand smoothed over Casey's hair and down his back. "If I ever decided to move away, would it be too much to ask you to come with me?" Sigmund had been considering his career and how limited it really was in Coldwater. Now seemed like the best time to talk about it just because with Graham in the house, bringing back all sorts of memories, Sigmund recalled why it was he felt like he could leave in the first place.

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crucio
2010-05-13 05:51 am UTC (link)

"I'd go with you," Casey said without a second's hesitation. He pressed a kiss to Sigmund's chin, then his mouth as he mumbled, "I can play the violin anywhere as long as you're there."

It seemed a little crazy, to love someone so much that he'd give up so much for them. But Sigmund was special, and Casey hadn't ever felt so loved in his entire life before. Not like this.

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impotentwaffle
2010-05-14 04:17 am UTC (link)

Just talking about the option of traveling somewhere else set Sigmund more at ease. He liked to think that he had the freedom to go somewhere else if he wanted. In the long run, he wouldn't want to leave his pack. If he had, it would have happened a long time ago and then he never would have met Casey and that would have been a shame.

"Still hungry," he mumbled with a sigh and knew that he was going to have to venture downstairs to grab some more food. His stomach grumbled to reiterate that realization.

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	crucio 2010-05-14 07:26 am UTC (link)
	Casey smiled in amusement, and he brushed a kiss against Sigmund's mouth before he slid off of him and settled against the bed with one of his arms tucked beneath the pillows. "Go get something to eat then, I think I might take a nap," he said softly. "Are you going to go for a run? Will you wake me up when you get back if you do?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

impotentwaffle
2010-05-14 08:14 am UTC (link)

A run sounded good as well and he liked that Casey would suggest something like that. "Yes, of course." He rolled over so that he was on top of Casey briefly, his weight pressing down on him as he gave him a lingering kiss. After, he got up and headed downstairs to rummage around in the kitchen for food. One thing about the Haven, there was always a ridiculous abundance of good food.

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crucio
2010-05-14 08:29 am UTC (link)

Graham was finished with talking to Hunter, and he was now seated at the table with a sandwich that Wendell had made for him. Julian was sitting across from him, eating a sandwich too, and when Sigmund came into the kitchen the little boy tipped his head up to look at the older wolf.

"Have you met Graham? He's new but not really," he said in between chews. "Wendell made us sandwiches. Do you want me to ask him to make you one? He makes them the best."

Graham wasn't exactly a kid person, but he was tolerating Julian's questions. Mostly he was hoping that Wen would come back for the kid and take him away to... Do whatever it was that people did when they liked kids.

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impotentwaffle
2010-05-14 08:35 am UTC (link)

Wendell knew exactly what was going on in the house that day and he wasn't about to put himself in the middle of those two. Very little was enough to chase Wendell away, but Graham and Sigmund were just about his limit. But he liked to think that Julian was a tiny ambassador of peace, able to keep things calm between the two men because he knew Sigmund wouldn't lose it in front of the boy.

Sigmund glanced between Julian and Graham and almost laughed because he could see Wendell's plan and knew full well that the man wasn't going to come and get him. "No, thank you Julian. I can make my own sandwich." And he did so, getting out the supplies again. "I've met Graham before. He used to be my boyfriend." He purposefully referred to him in the possessive way, as if Sigmund had had the upper hand in their relationship at all time.

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crucio
2010-05-14 08:48 am UTC (link)

"I wasn't your boyfriend," Graham snapped in annoyance.

Julian just looked perplexed, and he took another bite of his sandwich as he sat there at the table. He chewed, swallowed, and then tipped his head to look at Graham.

"How come you guys broke up? Isn't Casey your boyfriend now?" he asked as his gaze went over to Sigmund.

"Boy is definitely the right word for him," Graham said quietly.

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impotentwaffle
2010-05-14 09:39 pm UTC (link)

"Oh? Please enlighten me then. What were you?" Sigmund dreaded the word 'mate,' because on some levels, that's not what they had been. He didn't like to think that he'd failed at a true pair bond and it was clearly a touchy subject for Sigmund because his whole body tensed up as he tried to stare Graham down.

"Yes, Julian, Casey is my boyfriend now. Graham and I fought too much and we both liked being right all the time. I think we both liked being right better than we liked each other." Even though he was talking to Julian, it was clear that this stuff was going to go over his head and that he meant the words for Graham.

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crucio
2010-05-14 10:08 pm UTC (link)

"Apparently we weren't anything," Graham shot back with daggers in his eyes.

He was losing his appetite, and that was saying something. He missed home cooked or home made anything, Wendell's sandwiches included. He held the sandwich in his hands and kept his gaze trained upon Sigmund, and Julian just looked back and forth between the two.

"You should agree to disagree," he suggested. "That's what Joshua says when Jeremiah and I don't agree."

Graham's eyes went to Julian then, and he just sort of gave the boy a weird look before he returned his attention to Sigmund and said, "Like? Really? I thought we loved eachother."

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impotentwaffle
2010-05-14 10:34 pm UTC (link)

"Loving and liking have always been different ball parks for us," he said softly and finished making his sandwich. Then he started making another one, and another, because all of this adrenaline that seemed intent on staying in his limbs whenever Graham was around made him even hungrier than usual. He liked Julian's advice, smiled warmly at it because he couldn't help himself. He wanted kids of his own, kids with Casey someday. "Of course we loved each other."

Finally, once all of his sandwiches were made, he sat down at the table across from Graham, staring at him, daring him to get up and run.

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crucio
2010-05-14 10:47 pm UTC (link)

Graham just sort of scoffed and rolled his eyes as he chewed. He didn't make a move as Sigmund sat down, and instead he just stared right back at the other wolf with narrowed eyes.

"You made a lot of sandwiches," Julian said as Sigmund took a seat, "You must be really hungry."

"He's always hungry for something," Graham quipped, insinuating that Sigmund was overly needy when it came to certain things.

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impotentwaffle
2010-05-14 11:16 pm UTC (link)

"Yes, I'm very hungry, Julian," Sigmund said. "I guess I just didn't get full the last time I ate." Insinuating right back. "The food wasn't very filling." Now he was jabbing and he wanted to bite back the things that were coming out of his mouth. This was childish and he didn't want to hurt Graham. But that's how it always was. No matter how much he wanted to just make the man happy, he always ended up being angry with him instead.

His regret showed on his face and he looked away from both Graham and Julian, focusing on his food and the traces of shame that were welling up in his stomach. Sigmund was strong, an alpha truly, but that meant he was strong enough to know when he'd said something uncalled for and be ashamed of it.

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crucio
2010-05-14 11:49 pm UTC (link)

Graham didn't say anything back. There really wasn't a whole lot to say, was there? Instead he just finished up his sandwich and sipped at his cola. He kept his gaze locked intensely on Sigmund until he was completely done, and the he got up to go and rinse his plate and glass out so that he could put them away in the dishwasher.

"I'm going for a run," he announced, though to no one in particular, and he slipped out the back door.

"He's very serious," Julian said quietly as he furrowed his brow, "He looked liks this the whole time."

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impotentwaffle
2010-05-15 01:39 am UTC (link)

Sigmund nodded at Julian's cute furrowed brow. "Yes, he's a very serious guy. He protects us all though. He's a very good man." And that was the honest truth, exactly what Sigmund truly thought of Graham deep down.

He got up follow Graham out, letting the screen door clatter shut behind him so that Graham wouldn't think he was trying to sneak. "I was actually going to go for a run too. I can go North, you go South, if you want."

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impotentwaffle, 2010-05-17 03:52 am UTC

lmao casey is gonna be like "what happened to your hand? and throat? ... and your clothes?" -

crucio, 2010-05-17 04:04 am UTC

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