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Cepheus Malfoy ([info]pheus) wrote in [info]paddedrooms,
@ 2013-01-23 02:14:00


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Cepheus was kind of nervous. James was away at practice and he'd decided it was time to become friends with Xavier again. Xavier had always been one of his best friends and he did love him. He still loved him, even through all the shit they'd gone through. There was no getting over the friendship love that he felt for the other boy.

So, he'd texted him the address of his new flat and asked him to come over. He'd just finished opening the containers of Thai food that he and Xavier loved so much and stuck a chopstick in the box that was for Xavier, when he heard a knock on the door. Taking a deep breath, he walked over and answered it, smiling at Xavier on the other side. "I- Hey."


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[info]xav
2013-01-23 05:14 am UTC (link)
Xavier wasn't sure he was ready for this, but he wanted to be. Cepheus needed someone around to tell him that he was too goof for a boy like James Potter and Xavier was happy to volunteer for the position. Plus, he was happy with Caspar. Things would be fine. They'd be friends again.

"Hey," he said, giving Cepheus a slightly nervous smile and stepping into the flat. He glanced around, clearing his throat. "Your new place is nice. Is -- do I smell Thai?" Xavier relaxed, smiling at Cepheus. "You ordered Thai for us?"

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[info]pheus
2013-01-23 05:16 am UTC (link)
"Well... I mean, you're a Macnair. So, I thought you may be hungry." Cepheus told him with a soft smile, looking him over. "You always really liked the Thai food I ordered out, so I thought I'd get some so we could eat and talk today."

He smiled and motioned for Xavier to follow him, shutting the door before he stepped into the dining area. "I even got you your own container."

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[info]xav
2013-01-23 05:19 am UTC (link)
"That's true. We are hungry a lot," Xavier said, smiling at Cepheus and following him to the food. He took a seat, trying not to reach up and mess up his hair. He didn't want to give away how nervous he was about this.

"It's weird, not seeing you all the time," he said, after a moment. "Not seeing a lot of my friends because they were our friends. I miss you, Phe."

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[info]pheus
2013-01-23 05:23 am UTC (link)
Cepheus sat down beside Xavier and smiled. "You don't have to not see your friends because they were my friends too. I'd prefer that you did see them." He told him and then let out a soft sigh.

"I miss you too, Xavy." Cepheus told him nervously. "A lot. It's so weird not having you to complain to every time someone on my soaps has bad hair. I miss watching soaps with you."

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[info]xav
2013-01-23 05:28 am UTC (link)
Xavier laughed, giving Cepheus a small smile. "I miss having someone to complain about their hair with," he said. He picked up his chopsticks, breaking them apart and then just playing with them.

"You know, I really want us to be able to be friends again, Phe," he said. "I know things aren't so great right now, but we've known each other for so long. And I... I don't know. Are you happy with James?"

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[info]pheus
2013-01-23 05:30 am UTC (link)
"Happy with James?" Cepheus asked as he looked back at Xavier. He laughed softly and shook his head. "James and I aren't even dating. I just keep taking him to events and things because I don't have anyone else to take anymore. You should have seen my hair the other night. You would have hated it."

But, that wasn't the point. "I don't love James. I'm not dating him. I'm single. I'm trying to find a date, but I'm picky."

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[info]xav
2013-01-23 05:39 am UTC (link)
Xavier relaxed. "Good," he said. "That's good. I mean, I know I don't really have a right to have an opinion about your relationships, but I'd like to think that you have much better options on the table than that. He's such a playboy. You deserve better."

He ran a hand through his hair, feeling much better about this whole thing now that Cepheus didn't have a boyfriend. "I'm sure there are pictures of your hair for me to look at somewhere on the internet."

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[info]pheus
2013-01-23 05:41 am UTC (link)
Cepheus laughed. "He's honestly not that bad. He's really sweet. And his Gran keeps sending me biscuits. Albus never gave me any biscuits. They're like... the best fucking things in the world."

He looked at Xavier quietly, then reached over and touched his hand. "You're messing up your hair. That's not like you. What's wrong?"

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[info]xav
2013-01-23 05:46 am UTC (link)
Xavier looked at his hand and then laughed. "Fuck, I let myself relax for a moment and I give away that I'm worried," he said, shaking his head. "I just want this to go well. It's too weird, not having you around. I don't like it."

He turned his hand, linking their fingers together. "I'm glad you and James are friends, but not boyfriends. There's this part of me that's still possessive over you, even though I have no right to be."

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[info]xav
2013-01-23 07:10 am UTC (link)
Xavier groaned, pushing into Cepheus's hand a few times before he nodded. He spread Cepheus open and lined himself up, thrusting into the other boy. He was so tight and hot and good, the way he always was.

"Fuck yes," he growled, looking down at Cepheus as he began to pound inside him, claiming him again. "Gonna make you scream for me. You like my cock, Phe?"

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[info]pheus
2013-01-23 08:09 pm UTC (link)
Cepheus whimpered when Xavier asked if he liked his cock. Of course he liked his cock. Even if it kind of hurt and he wasn't as used to having it inside of him anymore, he still loved it. Feeling it stretching him out.

"Fuck. Yes. Of course." Cepheus told him, wrapping his legs around Xavier's waist, pushing him in deeper. "Fuck. Go balls deep, Xavier. I want to feel every bit of you."

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[info]xav
2013-01-23 08:25 pm UTC (link)
Xavier growled and did as he was told, pushing himself deep inside Cepheus, until he was pressed right up against him. "Did you miss this?" he asked, looking down into Cepheus's eyes. "Nobody else will ever touch you like this."

He leaned down and kissed Cepheus deeply, hand sliding up into his curly hair as he began to move his hips, keeping his thrusts shallow so Cepheus could feel how deep inside him Xavier was buried.

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[info]pheus
2013-01-23 08:38 pm UTC (link)
Cepheus groaned softly, feeling Xavier so deep inside of him and touching everything just right. He bit his bottom lip hard and then let out a loud moan, leaning into Xavier's touch.

He bit his bottom lip hard, eyes squeezing shut. "Fuck. Yes." He told him, doing his best not to think about James and how James pet at him. And how he kissed him a lot more. And all the dirty talk. Xavier was doing some now. He looked up at Xavier. "You feel so good."

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[info]xav
2013-01-23 08:41 pm UTC (link)
Xavier smiled, pulling back so he could watch Cepheus's face as he moved inside him, the way he squirmed and gasped and moaned because he loved the way Xavier's cock could make him feel. It was much better than anything James Potter could do, Xavier was sure of that.

"Yeah, you look good," he purred, moving his hips a little more, pulling almost all the way out before he thrust back in to Cepheus. He'd make him forget all about Potter and then they could be friends again.

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[info]pheus
2013-01-23 08:50 pm UTC (link)
Cepheus moaned as Xavier fucked him harder. He thought about how angry Caspar would be if he found out about this. How he'd feel having Xavier fuck his ex boyfriend. Someone he'd loved so much. He smirked to himself.

"Harder." He groaned. "Fuck me hard and make me come, Xavier." He moaned loudly again.

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[info]xav
2013-01-23 09:00 pm UTC (link)
Xavier was more than happy to do as he was told. He loved how bossy and loud Cepheus always was. He growled as he fucked the other boy hard, angling his thrusts to try and hit him just right.

James was exhausted from practice, but looking forward to spending the evening having Cepheus convince him that he wasn't actually that tired. And he had another tin of biscuits from Molly, which would definitely put Cepheus in a good mood. He unlocked the door to the flat, opening his mouth to yell that he was back and he had a present for Cepheus, but then he heard the moaning. And Cepheus talking. But maybe he was just wanking or watching porn. James tightened his grip on the biscuit tin and walked to the stairs, walking up them slowly, trying not to make a sound, and saw, for just a second before he was turning around and walking away, Cepheus and Xavier fucking on Cepheus's bed.

What did Cepheus think he was doing? Why would he fuck the ex-boyfriend who'd treated him like shit? Didn't he know he was better than that? Didn't he know that James -- James clamped down on that train of thought before it could go anywhere, throwing the biscuit tin across the room and then storming out of the flat. Fuck it. It didn't even matter. It wasn't like they were anything to each other. He'd go out and he'd find someone else and everything would be fine.

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[info]pheus
2013-01-23 11:46 pm UTC (link)
Cepheus had been waiting around for James all afternoon. He guessed that practice was running late or something, so he'd actually tried to cook them a meal. The potatoes were a little burnt and the chicken was dry, but they could work with it.

He sat at the table quietly, waiting, picking up his phone every few minutes to see if James had texted him.

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[info]siriuslyjames
2013-01-24 06:21 am UTC (link)
James looked down at Cepheus leaning against him. He wanted to kiss the other boy, but he was still upset about what he'd realized. How many times had Cepheus made it clear that they were not together? Cepheus didn't want him. Not for anything more than sex. James had to respect that.

"Yeah," he said. "You know I love horror movies. I get them way more than I get your soaps." He reached up and ruffled Cepheus's hair. "I can eat my cold Thai food on the couch."

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[info]pheus
2013-01-24 06:56 am UTC (link)
Cepheus nodded and took James's hand into his own, leading him over to the couch. He pulled him down onto it with him and smiled, pressing close against his side. Being close to James was the only thing that felt right these days.

He turned on the film with the remote, then kissed James's neck softly, running a hand beneath his shirt and resting it there. He closed his eyes and breathed in James deep, wanting to admit everything he was feeling, but not having the courage to do so. "You smell like booze and colo-" He paused. "Not your cologne."

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[info]siriuslyjames
2013-01-24 07:00 am UTC (link)
James had pushed the uncomfortable sexual encounter out of his mind until Cepheus's nose picked it up. He swallowed a mouthful of noodles, shrugging. "I told you I went to a bar. You were busy with Xavier. I wanted to give you two alone time."

He stabbed at the noodles with his fork, keeping his eyes on the television. There was no reason to feel guilt. They weren't together, even if James had just figured out that he wanted them to be. Cepheus didn't want him like that. For keeps. "I hooked up with some kid. It wasn't very good."

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[info]pheus
2013-01-24 07:31 am UTC (link)
"Oh." Cepheus replied coldly as he looked up at James. It felt like he'd been punched in the gut and it wasn't a good feeling at all. He looked down at his betraying stomach, then pulled back from James, putting a little distance between their bodies.

Sure, he'd slept with his ex boyfriend, whom he still had feelings for. But, James had slept with someone random. Someone he didn't know or care about. It felt worse than what he'd done.

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[info]siriuslyjames
2013-01-24 07:35 am UTC (link)
James didn't like the distance at all, but part of him felt like he deserved it. Even if there was no reason for him to deserve it. Everything was fucked up now.

He ate some more noodled, watching the film. "Yeah," he said. "It was horrible. I don't want to do that kind of thing anymore. Go out and hook up." James glanced at Cepheus to gauge his reaction. "I want to be with someone for real. Make a real connection with someone, you know?"

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[info]pheus
2013-01-24 07:41 am UTC (link)
Cepheus glanced at James, feeling somewhat relieved when he said he didn't want to go out and hook up. He smiled at him and nodded, running a hand through his curls.

"Yeah. I get that." He nodded. "I was in a relationship for two years. You know? You kind of get used to it. Or whatever. Someone always there. Knowing what they like in bed. Feeling comfortable in shitty clothes around them. Getting sick and being cared for."

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[info]siriuslyjames
2013-01-24 07:47 am UTC (link)
"Yeah," James said, doing his best not to point out that Cepheus wore his shitty clothes around the house and that James had looked after him when he was sick. They definitely didn't have any problems pleasing each other in bed.

"I had a boyfriend once, for a while. It was when I was getting well known as a player, before the press knew I was gay. He didn't like being in the papers all the time. Didn't want them to report on James Potter and his boyfriend, you know? It was too much for him, so we split up, but it was nice while it lasted." James shrugged. "Now whenever I take someone out for dinner it seems like they like me being famous a little too much."

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[info]pheus
2013-01-24 07:52 am UTC (link)
"I don't think you're famous." Cepheus told him with a shrug. "Like... not real famous. You do commercials and stuff, but the only people who really know who you are are people who like football. You're no household name or anything."

Cepheus grinned at him for a moment, then took the container from him, putting it on the table. He leaned in and kissed James's cheek. "You can be my celebrity. I'll build up your ego."

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