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halloweentown!!! ([info]halloweenish) wrote in [info]politico,
@ 2009-12-14 22:32:00


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Entry tags:adam, reagan

adam, reagan
As much as Reagan wanted to fall apart, he wasn't allowing himself to. Eventually, he'd managed to fall asleep, and when he wokeup the basement was completely quiet. Everyone seemed to have fallen asleep judging by the steady breathing he heard from each little cell. He got up and went over to the suitcase that Adam had packed, and he sat down on the ground to sift through his belongings. Halfway through, he found a shirt that was Liam's. It was a dress shirt, white, simple. Reagan had ones just like this, but he knew the difference between his and Liam's shirts, and he felt tears sting his eyes as he brought it up to his face to inhale the familiar scent. He wanted to curl up with the piece of clothing and just break down, but he had to keep his head clear, so he swallowed down the urge and folded up the shirt carefully to tuck it back inside the suitcase. There was a dresser, but the idea of putting things away made him feel sick to his stomach.

After a moment, he pulled out a simple thin white t-shirt and a pair of black slacks, along with some argyle socks and a pair of boxer briefs. He got up and slipped into the teeny bathroom to take a long shower, and it was then that he finally cried, though he did so quietly. After he'd brushed his teeth, he came back out into his cell and went to sit down on the bed, his hair still damp and curling at the ends a bit. He twirled his wedding ring back and forth around his finger before he took it off and slipped it into his pocket. He didn't want to risk Adam seeing it and taking it away.



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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-18 07:03 am UTC (link)
Reagan made a whining noise of discomfort and he released Adam's hand as he tried to lift his hips up. Of course, that pressed his hips up against Adam's and he didn't much like the feel of that, either. He turned his head to the side and desperately tried to push at Adam's chest to get the man off of him.

"Please stop," he finally said, his voice a little shaky. "Don't..."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-18 05:39 pm UTC (link)
Instead of preparing Reagan much more, he angled himself so that he could thrust into him. In his moment of anger, he wanted this to hurt Reagan and he buried himself up to the hilt in one cruel jerk of his hips. The moment Adam's cock made full contact with Reagan's insides, he groaned and squeezed the man's arm so hard he was sure to leave a hand print.

Without too much hesitation, he started to fuck him, rough and awkward because of the struggle. His hands explored Reagan's body, but all of their movements were restrictive, holding him down.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-18 06:47 pm UTC (link)
That initial thrust caused Reagan to see stars, but not in a good way. He blinked as his mouth dropped open and a strangled cry of discomfort escaped his lips. He sucked it back in with one breath and squeezed his eyes shut as he turned his head away from Adam's face as he continued to try and push the man off of him. Struggling was only making it worse, but Reagan was reacting on adrenaline and instinct.

"Stop, stop, please stop," he begged as tears stung at his eyes, but bit down on his lower lip and tried his best to hold them back.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-18 07:16 pm UTC (link)
The high level of fear and adrenaline was pushing the drug through Reagan's body more quickly than normal. Adam had made that mistake with Parker who had fought so hard the first time it was almost inhuman. He didn't want Reagan to go that way, but he wanted so badly to finish with him.

Kissing the corners of his eyes, thankful not to taste tears, Adam kept going, pushing into him relentlessly. It didn't take long before it was too much and he came inside of Reagan, holding himself down onto him.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-18 07:39 pm UTC (link)
Reagan often asked Liam how he coped with some of the terrible things he'd seen, and his husband always said that he just put it all in one place and left it there. Obviously that was what Reagan was going to have to do about this situation, though he wasn't sure how to even start. By the end of it, he'd completely holed up inside of himself and just shut down mentally. He was using all of the advice Liam had unknowingly given him, and he'd picked a place inside of his head to go. Of course, he knew that Adam was still there, he felt him, but the push to ignore him was strong and as Adam came, Reagan had gone completely silent and still.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-18 09:38 pm UTC (link)
Gasping for composure, Adam tried to catch his breath. He knew he didn't have a great deal of time before Reagan came up from the fog of the drug and his fight would get a lot more threatening. He only took a few moments to appreciate his own satisfaction before getting up and getting dressed.

He needed to get Reagan back down to the basement. Standing back, he stared down at the man, debauched. It was just too beautiful a sight to pass up enjoying for a moment.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-19 01:56 am UTC (link)
Inside, Reagan was falling apart, but he didn't dare let any of that show to Adam. Maybe it would have worked in his favor, to allow the man to see how upset he was, but Reagan would have none of it. He was strong willed to a fault sometimes. Sucking back the urge to cry, he swallowed hard and blinked back tears as he tried to sit up.

"I want my clothes," he said quietly, his voice low and thick. It was trembling just a bit, but he couldn't help it. He felt like he might be sick. The combination of the drug, stress, and being assaulted was causing his stomach to churn. The drug was wearing off, but Reagan had no fight in him at the moment. "Can I have my clothes?"

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-19 07:12 am UTC (link)
Adam didn't say anything. Instead, he reached down to pick up Reagan's clothes and handed them to him. After a moment, he started to help him get dressed. Perhaps the man would be willing to simply walk back downstairs himself, but Adam wasn't going to take any big chances on it.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-19 08:04 am UTC (link)
"Don't," Reagan said as he batte Adam's hands away. He didn't want the man's help. And as much as he wanted to run, he had no idea where they even were. Adam was obviously a smart man, and Reagan was assuming they were somewhere remote. He needed to talk to the others and get an idea of what he was dealing with. Maybe he could see out a window on the way back downstairs. He was determined not to give up like Parker had, and what was sad was that Parker had been just as determined to get away in the beginning, just like Reagan.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-19 09:36 am UTC (link)
Adam pursed his lips and held up his hands, giving Reagan the reins to put on his own clothes. He knew that adjusting to this sort of life could be difficult. He would not begrudge Reagan the mourning process for the death of his old life. "Do you suppose you can walk downstairs, or do I need to carry you?"

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-20 07:43 am UTC (link)
Reagan managed to tug on his clothes, though his hands were trembling and his entire body felt heavy. At Adam's words, he got to his feet and tried to make his way to the door. He was still running on adrenaline, so the pain and discomfort hadn't hit him just yet. He swayed on his feet and had to use the wall for support. His legs felt so tired.

"Which way?" he asked very quietly.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-20 04:55 pm UTC (link)
"Follow me," he said and brushed past Reagan, careful not to knock him over. It wasn't very far to the door to the basement. It looked like a door to a pantry in the kitchen. The basement itself extended well past the original basement, but the door location was in its original place.

He opened the door and gestured for Reagan to go. He followed him down and secured him in his cell. "He'll never find you, Reagan. He's probably relieved to be able to focus on his work now. I watched you both for a long time. He always loved work more than you." And with that, he left him down there.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-20 08:11 pm UTC (link)
Reagan was slow to get down the stairs, but he managed. He forced himself to take each step carefully, the last thing he wanted was for Adam to change his mind and help. He went into the little cell quietly and he didn't even turn to look back at Adam as he spoke. His words, Reagan knew, were untrue. It was quickly becoming obvious to him that Adam only saw things that he wanted to see, and that he twisted things to fit the scenario he wanted.

When he heard the door to the basement shut, he went to get some fresh clothes out of his suitcase, then he pulled his wedding band back out of his pocket. He was relieved to see that it hadn't fallen out of his pants when Adam had taken them off, and he slipped the band back on. He disappeared into his tiny bathroom then, wanting to get the smell of Adam off of him.

When he came back out, he was clean again, and dressed in different clothes. He saw a hamper in the corner of his cell, so he dumped his dirty clothes in there and that's when he saw the little mini fridge. He hadn't even noticed it before. He openedit up and saw things to make sandwiches with, and little snacks. Water. Grabbing the bread from the fridge, and a few other things he started to make a sandwich quietly.

He glanced up over at Parker and noticed that the other man was awake, and writing something in a notebook.

"I'm sorry I upset you yesterday," he finally said quietly. "I didn't mean to."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-20 08:39 pm UTC (link)
Parker had been here long enough to know exactly what had gone on up there. Sometimes, he thought he should warn the new ones about how liberal Adam was with the drugs in the beginning. But there was nothing they'd be able to prevent the slip of the needle under their skin. When Reagan started talking to him, his pen stopped moving. "I can't fathom a reason why you would mean to hurt me," he said logically.

He'd been thinking a lot about Callaway. The idea that he still loved him was romantic, but Parker had long since cut out his sense of romance or happy endings. "It's sad that Callaway hasn't moved on," he said quietly. "I wish he would. No offense, but your FBI guy is still just a guy." Parker was beginning to think Adam was something more than human, something evil.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-20 10:47 pm UTC (link)
Reagan was quiet as he finished making his sandwich. There were paper plates on top of the little fridge, and he grabbed one after he'd put everything away. He got up and took the plate and a bottle of water over to his bed to sit down.

"It's not just Liam. He has a whole team that works with him. They found a boy who was missing for seven years, they found a woman who was missing for five. They find serial killers and rapists and put them behind bars," Reagan said quietly. "Did you try and run? What's out there?"

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-21 12:08 am UTC (link)
That sounded a little more promising and that scared him. "I don't know if I want to be found," he said with a frown. It made him sick to admit it, but the uncertainty was true. Everything about this place was controlled. Parker had no decisions in this place, and nothing was his fault.

At the question about running, Parker rolled his eyes. "It's always the same, isn't it?" But he couldn't blame him. "There are trees everywhere. We're in a big farmhouse in a small clearing. I ran through the trees and there was a pasture, with a couple horses. I actually thought maybe I could ride one of them out but I don't know shit about horses and they weren't the nicest things so I just kept running. But the forest got worse and I got tired and he found me."

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-21 12:30 am UTC (link)
"That's understandable," Reagan offered honestly.

Parker would have to rebuild his entire life, and that was probably a very scary prospect. Reagan could understand why he and the others might not want to go back to their lives, at least to some degree, but deep down he really felt that everyone wanted their old life back. Of course, they could never really have it as it was, which would make things hard. He'd only been missing for two days, maybe even less, so it was easy for him to want to go back home.

"I'm not saying that I'll run," Reagan said, though it was definitely on his mind. But running out there blind, without a clue as to what he'd be up against wasn't smart, not when he had Parker and the others as resources. "Horses?" He ridden them before, quite a few times, especially when he went back home to visit his mother in Austin. But bareback was difficult, he'd only done it twice, and he wasn't the best at it. "What are you writing about?"

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-21 02:18 am UTC (link)
"Horses," he repeated and actually laughed because it had been the last thing he'd expected. "I asked him about them and he said they were his dad's. They might be dead by now. How long do horses even live?" He shrugged and closed his notebook. "I'm writing a story about lost gods. Kind of a children's book, just a little nothing story." He wrote notes about his experiences here, but he also wrote fantasy since it helped him escape.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-21 02:44 am UTC (link)
"If taken care of, they can live for a long time," Reagan said, but there was no way of knowing if Adam had kept up with the horses or not. Reagan wasn't going to get his hopes up about it. He took a bite of his sandwich and listened to what Parker was writing about. "I was never good at writing," he smiled faintly. "I tried to write in high school, but intricate plots and character development - I was awful at it."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-21 03:40 am UTC (link)
Parker was feeling a little less defensive, especially since he knew what Reagan had probably been through. "I tried to illustrate one of my children's books, but it was horrible. I didn't want anyone else drawing for my writing so I just ended up working on a novel instead." He loved writing children's stories though and always thought eventually he'd get one published. "You aren't planning on doing any painting in here, are you." He'd heard them talking before Adam had taken him. "It's funny, but I never thought about denying him my writing."

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-21 04:21 am UTC (link)
Reagan was a very strong individual, even if he didn't quite realize it. He'd just been raped, but he was eating a sandwich and making conversation with Parker as if it had never happened. A part of him was in denial, though, and his ordeal was something he'd have to deal with eventually. For now, he was keeping his resolve, though.

He shifted and winced a little bit before he twisted off the cap to the bottle of water and took a sip. His throat hurt, and it was bruising nicely now.

"I don't," Reagan replied honestly. "It's probably stupid, but what he's doing is wrong. We're not pets to keep and do tricks for him whenever he wants."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-21 06:27 am UTC (link)
"No, but it might feel good to expunge some of the shit. Throwing paint at some of the canvases he gives you might not be the worst thing you're ever done. It doesn't have to be for him. Better than keeping it all in. Plus, it can be fun to fuck with him." He could be terribly hollow, having gotten so used to the horror of it all.

"Most of the time, he doesn't leave marks." In the dim light of the basement, he could still see te bruises forming on Reagan's throat. He felt like apologizing for Adam.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-21 07:00 am UTC (link)
"Something tells me that no matter what, he'll think it's for him or find some way to make it so," Reagan said quietly. He wet his lips and took another sip of water before he lifted a hand to gently touch the front of his throat. "It's fine, it'll go away." Now if only what Adam had done to him could go away, too.

He lowered his gaze back down to his plate and was quiet for a few moments. It was a process, trying to pack everything bad away in one little area of his brain. He wondered how Liam managed such a thing, but he was going to do his best to try and master it.

"I suppose I could paint him portraits of Liam, I'm sure he'd love that," Reagan said after a moment.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-21 04:08 pm UTC (link)
Parker barked a surprised laugh. It was almost as if his voice had forgotten how to laugh genuinely and the sound was scratchy and awkward. The very image of Adam being faced with portraits of Liam instead of the art he was expecting. He laughed for a good long while before he stopped and realized he was crying too. But he did his best to hide that part. "I think you might test Adam's no kill method. He says he wants us all to live long healthy lives, but you do that and he might make an exception."

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-21 09:15 pm UTC (link)
As Reagan heard Parker start to laugh, he couldn't help but laugh at what he'd said, too. Imagining Adam's face if he recieved portrait after portrait of Liam was priceless, but Reagan knew that there'd be a price to pay for it. A part of him felt it'd be worth it, though. As the laughing died down, he lifted a hand to wipe at his eyes and he shook his head as he caught his breath.

"God, I'm stubborn," he sighed. He took another sip of water and stared down at his bed. "It's always gotten me into trouble, and I guess here will be no different."

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