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halloweentown!!! ([info]halloweenish) wrote in [info]politico,
@ 2009-12-14 22:32:00


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Entry tags:adam, reagan

adam, reagan
As much as Reagan wanted to fall apart, he wasn't allowing himself to. Eventually, he'd managed to fall asleep, and when he wokeup the basement was completely quiet. Everyone seemed to have fallen asleep judging by the steady breathing he heard from each little cell. He got up and went over to the suitcase that Adam had packed, and he sat down on the ground to sift through his belongings. Halfway through, he found a shirt that was Liam's. It was a dress shirt, white, simple. Reagan had ones just like this, but he knew the difference between his and Liam's shirts, and he felt tears sting his eyes as he brought it up to his face to inhale the familiar scent. He wanted to curl up with the piece of clothing and just break down, but he had to keep his head clear, so he swallowed down the urge and folded up the shirt carefully to tuck it back inside the suitcase. There was a dresser, but the idea of putting things away made him feel sick to his stomach.

After a moment, he pulled out a simple thin white t-shirt and a pair of black slacks, along with some argyle socks and a pair of boxer briefs. He got up and slipped into the teeny bathroom to take a long shower, and it was then that he finally cried, though he did so quietly. After he'd brushed his teeth, he came back out into his cell and went to sit down on the bed, his hair still damp and curling at the ends a bit. He twirled his wedding ring back and forth around his finger before he took it off and slipped it into his pocket. He didn't want to risk Adam seeing it and taking it away.



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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-15 09:45 pm UTC (link)
The ring was something Adam had a difficult time not noticing, especially due to the fact that when Adam had found Reagan, he'd not been wearing such a thing. He felt that Liam had stolen the prize from him, swooping in to take away all of Adam's hard work in finding such a perfect specimen. He was no murderer, but if ever decided to start killing, Liam would be the first on his list. The very fact that he was even able to take Reagan, even after warning Liam, was proof positive that the man didn't care for the artist as he should have been cared for.

So when he saw the lack of a wedding ring, Adam smiled widely and opened the gate to Reagan's cell. "You took it off," he said with relief. "Already realizing that he could have saved you and didn't? I gave him warning, you know, but he picked his coworkers over you."

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-16 12:37 am UTC (link)
When Reagan heard the door to the basement open up, he lifted his gaze upwards to focus on the stairs. He watched quietly as Adam came down each step, and he sat on the edge of the bed though he didn't make a move to get up.

"The fact that you just used the term 'he could have saved' me is interesting, you think I needed saving from you, then?" he said after a moment, finally speaking to the man who'd taken him from the comfort of his own home.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-16 01:13 am UTC (link)
"Saved you for himself," Adam said easily, shutting and locking the gate behind him. The locks were combination rather than keyed so that if one of the boys did somehow overpower him, they would be stuck there anyway. "Instead, he let me have you."

Adam paused, a slow smile spreading over his face. "Are you trying to psychoanalyze me? Did he teach you all of that?" He didn't make a move to get closer to Reagan, even if he wanted to desperately.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-16 01:21 am UTC (link)
"Let you have me?" Reagan repeated with a faint smirk. "Like I'm some sort of collectable action figure instead of a human being? You think I'm going to fall for you and paint for you, like some little puppet? I'm not going to even so much as pick up a brush for you. Not ever." And he meant it.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-16 02:14 am UTC (link)
Adam pointed to the other cells. "Do you think I haven't come up against resistence? Do you think I wouldn't practice before I took someone like you, or like Shay?" He'd preyed upon the vulnerable first, those with pasts or with weaknesses. But Reagan and Shay were a little different, stronger. They'd be harder to crack.

He held up a hand. "Not that I love them any less, but it made sense that I found them first. I needed practice to be able to help artists like you."

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-16 02:20 am UTC (link)
Reagan lifted his arms and crossed them over his chest as he stared over at Adam. He wanted to snap back that Liam would find all of them, but he didn't. Liam, no doubt, was probably not a very good subject to bring up. And as much as Reagan wanted to fight tooth and nail, a part of him knew that he should build some sort of trust with Adam.

"You haven't told me your name." He knew it, of course, the others had told him. But he wanted to hear it from Adam.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-16 02:58 am UTC (link)
Adam smiled. "Do you want to know it?" Clearly he liked the way that sounded, Reagan asking for his name. "I'm Adam," came the answer. He never wanted to deny them information, especially about himself. He took another step closer and then finally sat down on the bed, careful not to touch Reagan.

"I'd like to bring you upstairs, but something tells me you're not quite ready for that yet."

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-16 04:16 am UTC (link)
Reagan uncrossed his arms and let his hands move downwards to smooth over the material of his pajama pants. It was difficult to keep calm when all he wanted to do was lash out at Adam, but deep down, he knew that he was at this man's mercy. Parker's warning, even though Reagan had tried to cast it away at the time, still rang very clear in his ears.

"Do you think I'll try to run?" Reagan asked, and he turned his head to look over at Adam. "Like the others?" He assumed that they all tried to run, even Elijah, though the boy was blind.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-16 05:33 am UTC (link)
"It's natural to fear change," he said as he watched Reagan's lovely hands move against his pajamas. "But if I were you, I'd fear what was in here more." To indicate what 'here' meant, he reached out and pressed a hand against Reagan's chest. He didn't mean to sound so philosophical, but he genuinely believed that all of the men in his care had something inside of them that would drive them over the edge someday. He was there to prevent that. He'd let his mother go and he wouldn't let it happen to anyone else.

"I don't blame you for being scared or wanting to run away."

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-16 05:43 am UTC (link)
It took absolutely everything Reagan had not to shove Adam's hand away from him. His body tensed up a little bit, along with his jaw, and he swallowed hard. He drew in a deep breath and held it to steady his emotions before he wet his lips.

"I'm not scared of you," he finally said quietly.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-16 07:19 am UTC (link)
Adam was not oblivious to the physical facts of Reagan's body, but he was carefully defiant of the reasons for his reactions. His brain simply wouldn't compute anything that didn't suit his reality construct. "Why not?" He honestly wanted to know, though he would warp the answer to fit with what he already believed.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-16 07:36 am UTC (link)
"I'm just not," Reagan replied simply. He didn't want to say that he thought Liam was going to find him, and the rest of Liam's team. He didn't know any of them, but he'd heard lots of things about them. "What do you want from me?" he asked after a moment as he looked over at Adam.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 01:56 am UTC (link)
I'm just not, Adam's brain repeated back to him and he nodded. He just wasn't because there was nothing to be afraid of, Adam reasoned. When he did lose control, it was never that bad (or at least it didn't seem so bad to him), and there was always something to be learned from it.

"I want you to love me as much as I love you. And I want you to paint for me, because I deserve it and you deserve it. I just hope that someday you'll see that."

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-17 03:02 am UTC (link)
Reagan swallowed hard as he lifted a hand up to rub at his forehead. There was nothing in the world that would ever make him love Adam, but he wasn't about to say so. He drew in a deep breath and held it for a moment before he got to his feet and crossed his arms over his chest as he turned to face Adam again. He didn't like sitting so close to the man.

"I love my husband, and nothing's going to change that," he finally said quietly as he met Adam's eyes. "Keeping me locked up in here isn't going to change that."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 03:40 am UTC (link)
The word 'husband' was upsetting to him. Adam's jaw clenched and the tension ran down his shoulders into his limbs. "I'm going to change that," he said with a thin line of anger shimmering beneath his voice.

He was good with a syringe. He'd been palming it the whole time. With a quick movement, the metal stuck into Reagan's arm, and Adam pressed down the plunger.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-17 04:15 am UTC (link)
"No you're not," Reagan shot back, but he'd barely gotten the words out before Adam had a hold of his arm and had plunged the syringe into his arm.

He tried to yank his arm back, but Adam had a secure hold of his wrist and Reagan lost his footing. He landed half on the bed and half off, until he slid down and ended up sort of just sitting on the ground. The drug was quick to take effect, and he blinked rapidly as he tried to crawl away from the other man.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 05:14 am UTC (link)
It hurt to see Reagan crawl away from him, but he had to keep telling himself that this was all a process and eventually, the man would come around. Waiting to be certain that the drug had taken effect, he glanced around Reagan's room, noticing that he hadn't unpacked. "It's going to get old living out of your suitcase," he quipped before standing up and gathering Reagan up in his arms. The lanky man was awkward to carry, but Adam managed.

Upstairs, he laid Reagan down in his bed. The sedative didn't last all that long, and he wished that it would so he could sleep next to Reagan that night, but it was the most effective drug he could get his hands on. At least he would have time to do the things he'd refrained of the night he took him. Pressing his mouth to Reagan's neck, he exhaled against it and then breathed in his scent.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-17 05:28 am UTC (link)
When Adam plucked him up, Reagan tried to squirm away from the man but the drug was doing it's job. He swallowed hard and made a noise of protest, but that was about all the protest he could give. He'd barely closed his eyes, and when they fluttered open again he found himself on Adam's bed with the man pressed against his neck. Mere moments had gone by, but it felt like so much longer to him.

"Get off of me," he muttered as he tried to push Adam away, but his movements were sluggish. "Don't touch me."

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 04:25 pm UTC (link)
Avoiding Reagan's struggled was simple since the man was going in slow motion and there was not power behind his pushing. "I need this," Adam whispered against Reagan's skin. "I need you. I worked so hard for you and I deserve this."

He pulled away from him and started to remove Reagan's clothes. First, he unfastened his pants, dragging them from his legs. He tugged off his shirt and then took a step back to admire Reagan's naked form.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-17 07:50 pm UTC (link)
Reagan tried to push Adam's hands away, but his eyes and limbs felt heavy, as if someone had inserted bricks beneath his skin. He made a noise of slight fear because he knew what was coming, and he didn't want it to happen. Liam was the only one Reagan had been with since he'd met the man, and the only man Reagan wanted to be with for the rest of his life. The idea that Adam could take that away caused a panic to rise up in Reagan, and he tried to roll over onto his side so that he could get up off of the bed.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 09:29 pm UTC (link)
"No," Adam said with command. "I want to face you." He wanted to see Reagan's face while they were together. After Adam had successfully removed his own clothes, he put a strong hand on Reagan's shoulder and forced him onto his back. All of the anger came out in that move and he was sure it would mar Reagan's skin with a purple bruise. He was quick to climb on top of him, wanting thee press of skin to skin and once he had it, he let out a soft sigh.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-18 03:43 am UTC (link)
"Don't," Reagan said as he tried to push Adam off of him, but the man was stronger than he was, and the drug wasn't doing anything to help Reagan's attempts at trying to get Adam away from him. "I don't want you!" he shouted, or at least to him it was a shout. It came out as more of a quiet command than anything else. His adrenaline was kicking in, and panic was taking over as he tried to smack at Adam's face. "You're disgusting!"

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-18 06:15 am UTC (link)
Adam's hand was quick to grab Reagan's chin as he pressed the heel of his palm down on Reagan's throat. For a moment, it seemed as if Adam was trying to push the man's Adam's Apple through to the back of his spine. "Don't," he said angrily, the fury barely contained in his usually calm voice. "Fucking don't." His hand squeezed harder on Reagan's windpipe, crushing it cruelly.

Kind enough to use lubrication, he slipped his thumb inside of Reagan, already slicked with lotion. He knew that if the man just relaxed, he could make him feel so good. "Shh," he hissed as his hand went to cover Reagan's mouth, not liking the things he was spouting.

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[info]halloweenish
2009-12-18 06:39 am UTC (link)
Parker's words of warning rang in Reagan's ears as Adam put weight against his throat. Just do what he says and he won't hurt you too much. I fought and I was sorry. But not fighting back simply felt like it wasn't an option. Not fighting back made Reagan feel as if he was betraying Liam somehow - what was he suppose to tell his husband when he was found? That he just let some other man fuck him because it was easier. When he felt Adam's thumb slip inside of him, he squeezed his eyes shut at the invasive feeling and parted his lips to bite down at the fleshy part of the inside of Adam's palm.

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[info]impotentwaffle
2009-12-18 06:59 am UTC (link)
Instead of pulling away from the bite, Adam drove his hand into it with a growl. It was easier to force Reagan to release that way rather than tearing his own skin by pulling away. With his other hand, he hooked his thumb down so that the nail would scrape uncomfortably against Reagan's insides, showing him that he had him in a vulnerable position.

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