halloweentown!!! (halloweenish) wrote in politico,
@ 2009-12-14 22:32:00

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adam, reagan
As much as Reagan wanted to fall apart, he wasn't allowing himself to. Eventually, he'd managed to fall asleep, and when he wokeup the basement was completely quiet. Everyone seemed to have fallen asleep judging by the steady breathing he heard from each little cell. He got up and went over to the suitcase that Adam had packed, and he sat down on the ground to sift through his belongings. Halfway through, he found a shirt that was Liam's. It was a dress shirt, white, simple. Reagan had ones just like this, but he knew the difference between his and Liam's shirts, and he felt tears sting his eyes as he brought it up to his face to inhale the familiar scent. He wanted to curl up with the piece of clothing and just break down, but he had to keep his head clear, so he swallowed down the urge and folded up the shirt carefully to tuck it back inside the suitcase. There was a dresser, but the idea of putting things away made him feel sick to his stomach.

After a moment, he pulled out a simple thin white t-shirt and a pair of black slacks, along with some argyle socks and a pair of boxer briefs. He got up and slipped into the teeny bathroom to take a long shower, and it was then that he finally cried, though he did so quietly. After he'd brushed his teeth, he came back out into his cell and went to sit down on the bed, his hair still damp and curling at the ends a bit. He twirled his wedding ring back and forth around his finger before he took it off and slipped it into his pocket. He didn't want to risk Adam seeing it and taking it away.

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halloweenish
2009-12-17 04:15 am UTC (link)

"No you're not," Reagan shot back, but he'd barely gotten the words out before Adam had a hold of his arm and had plunged the syringe into his arm.

He tried to yank his arm back, but Adam had a secure hold of his wrist and Reagan lost his footing. He landed half on the bed and half off, until he slid down and ended up sort of just sitting on the ground. The drug was quick to take effect, and he blinked rapidly as he tried to crawl away from the other man.

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impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 05:14 am UTC (link)

It hurt to see Reagan crawl away from him, but he had to keep telling himself that this was all a process and eventually, the man would come around. Waiting to be certain that the drug had taken effect, he glanced around Reagan's room, noticing that he hadn't unpacked. "It's going to get old living out of your suitcase," he quipped before standing up and gathering Reagan up in his arms. The lanky man was awkward to carry, but Adam managed.

Upstairs, he laid Reagan down in his bed. The sedative didn't last all that long, and he wished that it would so he could sleep next to Reagan that night, but it was the most effective drug he could get his hands on. At least he would have time to do the things he'd refrained of the night he took him. Pressing his mouth to Reagan's neck, he exhaled against it and then breathed in his scent.

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halloweenish
2009-12-17 05:28 am UTC (link)

When Adam plucked him up, Reagan tried to squirm away from the man but the drug was doing it's job. He swallowed hard and made a noise of protest, but that was about all the protest he could give. He'd barely closed his eyes, and when they fluttered open again he found himself on Adam's bed with the man pressed against his neck. Mere moments had gone by, but it felt like so much longer to him.

"Get off of me," he muttered as he tried to push Adam away, but his movements were sluggish. "Don't touch me."

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impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 04:25 pm UTC (link)

Avoiding Reagan's struggled was simple since the man was going in slow motion and there was not power behind his pushing. "I need this," Adam whispered against Reagan's skin. "I need you. I worked so hard for you and I deserve this."

He pulled away from him and started to remove Reagan's clothes. First, he unfastened his pants, dragging them from his legs. He tugged off his shirt and then took a step back to admire Reagan's naked form.

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halloweenish
2009-12-17 07:50 pm UTC (link)

Reagan tried to push Adam's hands away, but his eyes and limbs felt heavy, as if someone had inserted bricks beneath his skin. He made a noise of slight fear because he knew what was coming, and he didn't want it to happen. Liam was the only one Reagan had been with since he'd met the man, and the only man Reagan wanted to be with for the rest of his life. The idea that Adam could take that away caused a panic to rise up in Reagan, and he tried to roll over onto his side so that he could get up off of the bed.

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impotentwaffle
2009-12-17 09:29 pm UTC (link)

"No," Adam said with command. "I want to face you." He wanted to see Reagan's face while they were together. After Adam had successfully removed his own clothes, he put a strong hand on Reagan's shoulder and forced him onto his back. All of the anger came out in that move and he was sure it would mar Reagan's skin with a purple bruise. He was quick to climb on top of him, wanting thee press of skin to skin and once he had it, he let out a soft sigh.

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halloweenish
2009-12-18 03:43 am UTC (link)

"Don't," Reagan said as he tried to push Adam off of him, but the man was stronger than he was, and the drug wasn't doing anything to help Reagan's attempts at trying to get Adam away from him. "I don't want you!" he shouted, or at least to him it was a shout. It came out as more of a quiet command than anything else. His adrenaline was kicking in, and panic was taking over as he tried to smack at Adam's face. "You're disgusting!"

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impotentwaffle
2009-12-18 06:15 am UTC (link)

Adam's hand was quick to grab Reagan's chin as he pressed the heel of his palm down on Reagan's throat. For a moment, it seemed as if Adam was trying to push the man's Adam's Apple through to the back of his spine. "Don't," he said angrily, the fury barely contained in his usually calm voice. "Fucking don't." His hand squeezed harder on Reagan's windpipe, crushing it cruelly.

Kind enough to use lubrication, he slipped his thumb inside of Reagan, already slicked with lotion. He knew that if the man just relaxed, he could make him feel so good. "Shh," he hissed as his hand went to cover Reagan's mouth, not liking the things he was spouting.

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halloweenish
2009-12-18 06:39 am UTC (link)

Parker's words of warning rang in Reagan's ears as Adam put weight against his throat. Just do what he says and he won't hurt you too much. I fought and I was sorry. But not fighting back simply felt like it wasn't an option. Not fighting back made Reagan feel as if he was betraying Liam somehow - what was he suppose to tell his husband when he was found? That he just let some other man fuck him because it was easier. When he felt Adam's thumb slip inside of him, he squeezed his eyes shut at the invasive feeling and parted his lips to bite down at the fleshy part of the inside of Adam's palm.

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	impotentwaffle 2009-12-18 06:59 am UTC (link)
	Instead of pulling away from the bite, Adam drove his hand into it with a growl. It was easier to force Reagan to release that way rather than tearing his own skin by pulling away. With his other hand, he hooked his thumb down so that the nail would scrape uncomfortably against Reagan's insides, showing him that he had him in a vulnerable position. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

halloweenish
2009-12-18 07:03 am UTC (link)

Reagan made a whining noise of discomfort and he released Adam's hand as he tried to lift his hips up. Of course, that pressed his hips up against Adam's and he didn't much like the feel of that, either. He turned his head to the side and desperately tried to push at Adam's chest to get the man off of him.

"Please stop," he finally said, his voice a little shaky. "Don't..."

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impotentwaffle
2009-12-18 05:39 pm UTC (link)

Instead of preparing Reagan much more, he angled himself so that he could thrust into him. In his moment of anger, he wanted this to hurt Reagan and he buried himself up to the hilt in one cruel jerk of his hips. The moment Adam's cock made full contact with Reagan's insides, he groaned and squeezed the man's arm so hard he was sure to leave a hand print.

Without too much hesitation, he started to fuck him, rough and awkward because of the struggle. His hands explored Reagan's body, but all of their movements were restrictive, holding him down.

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halloweenish
2009-12-18 06:47 pm UTC (link)

That initial thrust caused Reagan to see stars, but not in a good way. He blinked as his mouth dropped open and a strangled cry of discomfort escaped his lips. He sucked it back in with one breath and squeezed his eyes shut as he turned his head away from Adam's face as he continued to try and push the man off of him. Struggling was only making it worse, but Reagan was reacting on adrenaline and instinct.

"Stop, stop, please stop," he begged as tears stung at his eyes, but bit down on his lower lip and tried his best to hold them back.

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impotentwaffle
2009-12-18 07:16 pm UTC (link)

The high level of fear and adrenaline was pushing the drug through Reagan's body more quickly than normal. Adam had made that mistake with Parker who had fought so hard the first time it was almost inhuman. He didn't want Reagan to go that way, but he wanted so badly to finish with him.

Kissing the corners of his eyes, thankful not to taste tears, Adam kept going, pushing into him relentlessly. It didn't take long before it was too much and he came inside of Reagan, holding himself down onto him.

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halloweenish
2009-12-18 07:39 pm UTC (link)

Reagan often asked Liam how he coped with some of the terrible things he'd seen, and his husband always said that he just put it all in one place and left it there. Obviously that was what Reagan was going to have to do about this situation, though he wasn't sure how to even start. By the end of it, he'd completely holed up inside of himself and just shut down mentally. He was using all of the advice Liam had unknowingly given him, and he'd picked a place inside of his head to go. Of course, he knew that Adam was still there, he felt him, but the push to ignore him was strong and as Adam came, Reagan had gone completely silent and still.

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impotentwaffle
2009-12-18 09:38 pm UTC (link)

Gasping for composure, Adam tried to catch his breath. He knew he didn't have a great deal of time before Reagan came up from the fog of the drug and his fight would get a lot more threatening. He only took a few moments to appreciate his own satisfaction before getting up and getting dressed.

He needed to get Reagan back down to the basement. Standing back, he stared down at the man, debauched. It was just too beautiful a sight to pass up enjoying for a moment.

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halloweenish
2009-12-19 01:56 am UTC (link)

Inside, Reagan was falling apart, but he didn't dare let any of that show to Adam. Maybe it would have worked in his favor, to allow the man to see how upset he was, but Reagan would have none of it. He was strong willed to a fault sometimes. Sucking back the urge to cry, he swallowed hard and blinked back tears as he tried to sit up.

"I want my clothes," he said quietly, his voice low and thick. It was trembling just a bit, but he couldn't help it. He felt like he might be sick. The combination of the drug, stress, and being assaulted was causing his stomach to churn. The drug was wearing off, but Reagan had no fight in him at the moment. "Can I have my clothes?"

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	impotentwaffle 2009-12-19 07:12 am UTC (link)
	Adam didn't say anything. Instead, he reached down to pick up Reagan's clothes and handed them to him. After a moment, he started to help him get dressed. Perhaps the man would be willing to simply walk back downstairs himself, but Adam wasn't going to take any big chances on it. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

halloweenish
2009-12-19 08:04 am UTC (link)

"Don't," Reagan said as he batte Adam's hands away. He didn't want the man's help. And as much as he wanted to run, he had no idea where they even were. Adam was obviously a smart man, and Reagan was assuming they were somewhere remote. He needed to talk to the others and get an idea of what he was dealing with. Maybe he could see out a window on the way back downstairs. He was determined not to give up like Parker had, and what was sad was that Parker had been just as determined to get away in the beginning, just like Reagan.

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	impotentwaffle 2009-12-19 09:36 am UTC (link)
	Adam pursed his lips and held up his hands, giving Reagan the reins to put on his own clothes. He knew that adjusting to this sort of life could be difficult. He would not begrudge Reagan the mourning process for the death of his old life. "Do you suppose you can walk downstairs, or do I need to carry you?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

halloweenish
2009-12-20 07:43 am UTC (link)

Reagan managed to tug on his clothes, though his hands were trembling and his entire body felt heavy. At Adam's words, he got to his feet and tried to make his way to the door. He was still running on adrenaline, so the pain and discomfort hadn't hit him just yet. He swayed on his feet and had to use the wall for support. His legs felt so tired.

"Which way?" he asked very quietly.

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impotentwaffle
2009-12-20 04:55 pm UTC (link)

"Follow me," he said and brushed past Reagan, careful not to knock him over. It wasn't very far to the door to the basement. It looked like a door to a pantry in the kitchen. The basement itself extended well past the original basement, but the door location was in its original place.

He opened the door and gestured for Reagan to go. He followed him down and secured him in his cell. "He'll never find you, Reagan. He's probably relieved to be able to focus on his work now. I watched you both for a long time. He always loved work more than you." And with that, he left him down there.

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halloweenish
2009-12-20 08:11 pm UTC (link)

Reagan was slow to get down the stairs, but he managed. He forced himself to take each step carefully, the last thing he wanted was for Adam to change his mind and help. He went into the little cell quietly and he didn't even turn to look back at Adam as he spoke. His words, Reagan knew, were untrue. It was quickly becoming obvious to him that Adam only saw things that he wanted to see, and that he twisted things to fit the scenario he wanted.

When he heard the door to the basement shut, he went to get some fresh clothes out of his suitcase, then he pulled his wedding band back out of his pocket. He was relieved to see that it hadn't fallen out of his pants when Adam had taken them off, and he slipped the band back on. He disappeared into his tiny bathroom then, wanting to get the smell of Adam off of him.

When he came back out, he was clean again, and dressed in different clothes. He saw a hamper in the corner of his cell, so he dumped his dirty clothes in there and that's when he saw the little mini fridge. He hadn't even noticed it before. He openedit up and saw things to make sandwiches with, and little snacks. Water. Grabbing the bread from the fridge, and a few other things he started to make a sandwich quietly.

He glanced up over at Parker and noticed that the other man was awake, and writing something in a notebook.

"I'm sorry I upset you yesterday," he finally said quietly. "I didn't mean to."

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impotentwaffle
2009-12-20 08:39 pm UTC (link)

Parker had been here long enough to know exactly what had gone on up there. Sometimes, he thought he should warn the new ones about how liberal Adam was with the drugs in the beginning. But there was nothing they'd be able to prevent the slip of the needle under their skin. When Reagan started talking to him, his pen stopped moving. "I can't fathom a reason why you would mean to hurt me," he said logically.

He'd been thinking a lot about Callaway. The idea that he still loved him was romantic, but Parker had long since cut out his sense of romance or happy endings. "It's sad that Callaway hasn't moved on," he said quietly. "I wish he would. No offense, but your FBI guy is still just a guy." Parker was beginning to think Adam was something more than human, something evil.

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halloweenish
2009-12-20 10:47 pm UTC (link)

Reagan was quiet as he finished making his sandwich. There were paper plates on top of the little fridge, and he grabbed one after he'd put everything away. He got up and took the plate and a bottle of water over to his bed to sit down.

"It's not just Liam. He has a whole team that works with him. They found a boy who was missing for seven years, they found a woman who was missing for five. They find serial killers and rapists and put them behind bars," Reagan said quietly. "Did you try and run? What's out there?"