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your_talents ([info]your_talents) wrote in [info]marvel_nextgen,
@ 2011-07-19 11:42:00


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Entry tags:inactive - julian gallo, inactive - lisa graves

Out of Doors, but Inside Your Mind
Lisa stopped by a bench in the middle of her jog through Central Park, She checked her pulse with satisfaction. Bradley had cleared her for general exercise and activity, even if 'feeding' was still off the table per Julian's request. Minnie was gone, somewhere, and without her around to confirm the success of more feedings by Julian, they'd been proceeding with caution. She was feeling better, physically, and working out more often than just maintaining her weight dictated had been part of that. She'd felt so helpless during the struggle in Mutant Town. Julian, all of her co-stars, the Genoshans, they all had powers no matter what. Without someone to feed on, she was vulnerable.

The cravings, the need to hunt, were still miserable. She'd gotten very good with her powers. She could pick up other mutants and genetically altered individuals at medium range now, even if she still couldn't tell exactly what made them different. She'd passed by four of them just in the hour and a half of her jog today.

She sat down and took out her water, things running through her mind. She was comfortable with where her life was right now. More than enough money for herself, even some put aside for her little sister Emily's college fund. She was recognized enough that she got into any club she wanted and all the best shops, but she could still go out in public without getting swarmed. She actually counted Pauline as a friend she could talk to about most anything (aside from Julian stuff).

And there was Julian. Unless she's at work on something, she does find it difficult to think of him without smiling. He was definitely more than a boyfriend, but there was a certain emotional descriptor she'd never used aloud before. It wouldn't have felt right, not while he still had so much control. She delighted in being able to push him to do better and more, but being an equal was a important to her.

The moment they'd met, he'd been the one with everything. She'd fought tooth and nail to use the resources he gave her to pull herself up as well. Sure, she didn't doubt he had the pull to harpoon her career if he wanted, but for the simple fact that he wouldn't; but as it was, she could walk away from X-Factor, cut off any support from him, and still stand on her own. She maintained her own calendar without her agent having to hold her hand, she did her own shopping and managed her own money. She was strong.

And she was still dieing.

Alright, too much time to sit and think. She texted her significant other to check his dinner plans, then got up to resume her jog. She was dieing, but she wasn't dead.



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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-20 12:10 am UTC (link)
Julian was in the middle of a phone call with a contact in Louisiana who was giving him news that he didn't want to hear. He notes the incessant beeping from his phone and takes a moment to see who is texting him...and finds that it's Lisa.

"Graeme, I'll have to call you back." Julian says, ending the call. He then pulls up his speed-dial and calls Lisa.

"You messaged me?" he asks, smiling slightly.

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[info]your_talents
2011-07-20 12:22 am UTC (link)
"I did." She replies evenly. "I wanted to know if you had plans for dinner. I was thinking Greek, then maybe spending the evening at my place."

There would usually be one of their stock flirtations tacked on the end there, but she's more interested in simply spending time with him at the moment.

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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-20 01:51 am UTC (link)
"I've got some work to finish, but sure, we can do Greek." Julian says, going over his timetable in his mind.

"I'll have someone pick you up at seven?"

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[info]your_talents
2011-07-20 08:56 am UTC (link)
"Bring it with you to my place, if that helps. I just wanted some time with you; since we've both been preoccupied lately."

Sure, seven's fine. I'll take care of the reservations."

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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-20 11:37 pm UTC (link)
Sure enough, 7pm rolls around and there is a car for Lisa downstairs. When she gets in, she'll find that Julian is waiting inside for her.

"Good evening. How are you feeling?" he asks.

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[info]your_talents
2011-07-21 12:37 am UTC (link)
Lisa strides up to him and leans down, placing a hand behind his head as she kisses him. "Better." She answers as she breaks the kiss, touching her forehead to his and lowering her voice.

"And worse." She shrugs and sits down. "Cold turkey isn't easy; especially when it has to do with what makes you special."

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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-21 12:48 am UTC (link)
"Cold turkey isn't supposed to be easy. It's just supposed to keep you alive." Julian says after the kiss breaks.

"What did you do today?" he asks.

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[info]your_talents
2011-07-21 01:40 am UTC (link)
"Exercised, mostly. Called my brother for a chat. Nothing too strenuous." She responds, ordering herself a ginger ale as she looks over the appetizers.

"I'm still learning how to deal with being... hungry." She looks at him uneasily. "I was so used to being able to do it whenever the want struck me."

She's started separating 'need' from 'want', at least.

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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-21 02:11 am UTC (link)
"It gets easier, once you've settled into a routine. You control the hunger, not the other way around. The longer you learn to live with being hungry, the more used to it you become." Julian says.

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[info]your_talents
2011-07-21 02:27 am UTC (link)
"I'm sure you're right.. How did you learn to deal with it? I get the impression your mother wishes you fed much more than you do."

She pokes at the bread on the table, mulling something over. "Julian... Is it alright if I share something unpleasant with you? If you've already dealt with anything too stressful today, it's okay if you say no."

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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-21 03:00 am UTC (link)
"I had to learn the hard way, Lisa." Julian says simply. His tone doesn't invite further inquiry into the matter.

"Did something happen to you today? Tell me about it." he says, reaching out to take her hand.

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[info]your_talents
2011-07-21 09:09 am UTC (link)
Okay, message received there. Subject dropped, for now.

"I've just been thinking a lot about stuff. My brother, Thomas, knows better than to bring up our parents, but it's kind of the elephant in the living room whenever we talk, so they've been on my mind as well, along with the whole withdrawal business." She lets out a grunt.

"If it hadn't been for keeping up appearances, they would have thrown me out after the first time I triggered."

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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-21 11:51 am UTC (link)
"When was the last time you saw them? Are you thinking about going to see them again?" Julian asks.

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[info]your_talents
2011-07-21 01:50 pm UTC (link)
"Not counting in passing when I've picked up Emily for outings, I haven't seen them since I graduated and moved out.

I'm not planning on seeing them again. Thomas and Emily are my family. Our parents are an unfortunate coincidence."

A pause. "I realized I've never really told you much about my life before X-Factor." She squeezes his hand. "I wasn't ready. Now I am."

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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-23 11:28 am UTC (link)
"You've given some bits and pieces, but I don't want to force you into anything, Lisa. Tell me only what you want to in your time.

Were things always bad with your parents or did it only happen after they found out what you could do?" he asks.

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[info]your_talents
2011-07-23 02:51 pm UTC (link)
"You're not forcing me, this is my idea." She scoots closer to him, stroking his arm, before looking up at him.

"Julian, I've made peace with the fact that there are things about you you're either not ready to or just can't share with me yet. But I..." Don't wuss out now.

"I love you. I feel right when I'm with you. I want to share this with you." She puts her head on his shoulder.

"They were fine before. We were all really happy. They weren't sitcom-sweet, but me and my brother, Emily was still a baby, never wanted for anything, and they always encouraged us.

And what I could do... I could tell that wasn't the issue. It was what I was. Having a mutant daughter was never in their plans."

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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-23 07:10 pm UTC (link)
Julian listens to Lisa's words and he can hear the truth in them, he can tell that she means what she's saying...which makes this all the more uncomfortable by the moment.

Love does not exist. It is simply another tool the weak use to entrap the strong, my son. And you are strong. Do not let yourself be brought low by love.

His mother's words ring so clearly in his ears that Julian could swear she's sitting in the car with them. He takes a deep breath.

"Your parents are fools, then. They should have been cheering for you rather than shunning you. Your sister could be in for the same treatment should she manifest an ability." Julian says thoughtfully.

"I see that this has affected you, Lisa. And I know it would hurt you if the same happened with Emily."

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[info]your_talents
2011-07-23 07:55 pm UTC (link)
She grits her teeth. "I know... I've got plans in place for if it becomes an issue. She's much nicer than I was anyway, so I'm more concerned about how it would effect her.

They never did anything 'wrong', they just.. faded out. Still went to any school events. Still made sure I got new clothes each season and observed my birthdays, but it felt.. hollow. My mother didn't wish me sweet dreams anymore. My father didn't call me 'princess' ever again.

They were keeping up appearances, more than parenting."

She shrugs at the notion of it affecting her. "I try not to look back. Everything that's happened in my life has lead me to where I am now, and that's not such a bad deal. I can't change it, so I'm just trying to learn from it."

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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-23 08:13 pm UTC (link)
Julian has a far-away expression on his face when he speaks again.

"We always look back at the past. Like you said, it lead us to where we are now, for better or worse." Julian says quietly.

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[info]your_talents
2011-07-23 08:17 pm UTC (link)
Lisa continues stroking his arm, looking at him with a 70/30 mix of curiosity and concern. He would probably be offended by anything greater on the second category.


"I'm happy with where my past has lead me." She squeezes his hand, giving him a rare genuine smile, not a trace of ulterior motive.

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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-23 08:25 pm UTC (link)
"My adoptive father was very good to me. Very kind. He treated me better than he had to, considering that the rest of his children treated him like dirt. He was a strong man, very smart, very clever. He taught me a lot.

He was diagnosed with Alzheimer's shortly after I turned sixteen. There are many things a child should never have to watch a parent go through, Lisa. I watched him go from being a proud, cunning man with a strong will to calling it a good day when he looked at me and remembered my name on the first try.

So, forgive me if I get a bit...strange from time to time with you. I'm looking out for your well-being as best I can." he finishes awkwardly.

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[info]your_talents
2011-07-23 08:42 pm UTC (link)
Lisa listens quietly, then gives him a gentle, relaxed smile.

"From everything you've told me, and all that you've let me learn about you, he spent sixteen years giving you the best of him, and he would be proud of who you are and what you've done today."

It's slightly awkward in the car, but she manages to straddle his lap, facing him.

"And I'm right here, Julian. However much I can take care of myself, I still appreciate you wanting to help."

She takes his face in her hands and shuts her eyes as she kisses him. It's a slow but involved kiss that seems to just keep going, hands gliding across his chest and shoulders in gentle circles. She wishes she had his power, that she could drag all the detritus out of his mind.

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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-23 09:31 pm UTC (link)
Julian returns the kiss, relaxing a bit more as the car moves them toward their destination.

Eventually, the driver clears his throat politely to signal that they've reached their destination. Julian smiles up at Lisa.

"Thank you for letting me speak. I don't talk about my father with just anyone." he says.

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[info]your_talents
2011-07-23 10:19 pm UTC (link)
She just gives him another smile, of a different flavor, as she slides off his lap and smooths her dress out.

"I know. Thank you for opening up to me." Her demeanor sharpens slightly. "Thought you'd understand it, boss-man. I'm a predator. We're good at being attentive." She gives him a favoring twitch of one eyebrow, before kissing his cheek, just before the driver opens the door.

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[info]hellfireprince
2011-07-24 04:12 am UTC (link)
"Any time." Julian says, letting her rise before preceding out of the vehicle.

He'll then offer a hand to her so that she can get out of the car and then escort her into the restaurant.

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