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thoreau lestrange ([info]thoreau) wrote in [info]mudbloods,
@ 2013-07-23 16:12:00


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Thoreau was on Team Draco in the breakup because Pansy was his best friend and she was definitely Team Draco. She hated Merlin. Somehow, supporting Draco emotionally had turned into being his errand boy for a while because Pansy didn't think she could see Merlin and not commit some form of physical assault. He sighed, knocking on the door to Merlin's flat. He understood there had been cheating and that was bad, but sending friends to give exes their stuff and get your own stuff back just seemed petty to him.

It was a good thing he and Rooney hadn't broken up. And that Thoreau was being good now. They wouldn't have to go through any of this drama.

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-23 11:16 pm UTC (link)
Merlin wasn't having a very good day. Even if Lucius had told him that they were going to be together, he'd decided that he was going to try and get back with Evan. Win him back.

And that left Merlin feeling miserable. He'd hoped that maybe Draco was coming home to tell him how much he missed him, just like Merlin missed him. He opened the door and, instead, found Thoreau on the other end. He gave him a pathetic look. "Hello..."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 02:01 am UTC (link)
Thoreau wasn't supposed to feel bad for Merlin. He was just supposed to give him his stuff and get Draco's back. "Hi," he said, looking at him for a moment. Fuck. He felt sorry for him.

Thoreau sighed and held the box of Merlin's things out to him. "Can I come in?" he asked. "I brought you some of your stuff and you look like you could use some company."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 02:14 am UTC (link)
"You don't have to come in just because you feel sorry for me, Thoreau." Merlin told him, then stepped aside so the other boy could come inside. "I know you're only here to get Draco's things. Since you're returning mine."

He sighed softly and walked over, starting to collect some of his things. "I suppose it was stupid for me to hope you were him knocking on my door."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 02:20 am UTC (link)
Thoreau had never really had to deal with someone who'd had a break-up before. He'd caused them, and he'd heart Radley and Rooney both, but consolation wasn't something he'd had to do. "Not stupid. Just... I'm sorry I'm not him."

He ran a hand through his hair. "The whole situation is really fucked. I've been where you are, you know. I just got lucky and got forgiven. I know cheating doesn't make you a monster or anything." Thoreau shrugged, looking out the window. This was awkward. "I don't know if it helps or not, but Draco seems like he's a mess. He's moving in with some older bloke he just met. Even I wouldn't do that."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 02:27 am UTC (link)
Merlin stared at Thoreau for a moment. Draco was living with an older bloke. An old bloke that he'd just met. That he didn't even know. And they were probably fucking. They were probably touching each other all the time.

And it was odd, but Merlin could feel himself tearing up. He looked down at the floor. "Well. That doesn't make me feel better. That actually makes me feel worse."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 02:31 am UTC (link)
"I -- fuck, I'm no good at this." Thoreau stepped closer to Merlin, touching his arm. "Normally I'd have some pills or something, but Roo made me through that all out. I -- I might have some pot, actually. Do you want some pot?"

He squeezed Merlin's arm. "How do you deal with sad? I'm not... All I know how to do is drugs, sex, and pain."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 02:34 am UTC (link)
"I don't do drugs." Merlin told him, shaking his head. "Never been interested. I've drank before, but I've never been this sad before. I've never... felt like this."

Merlin laughed bitterly. "I don't even have anyone to shag for the sex part. Pain?" He arched a brow. "I'm already in pain."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 02:43 am UTC (link)
"Sex is easy to find," Thoreau said dismissively, shaking his head. "If you want to shag someone I can take you out and get you whatever you want. It's easy."

Merlin didn't get it, obviously. "That's a different kind of pain. I mean like..." Thoreau pulled his sleeve up, showing Merlin the rope burns and bruises on his arm. "This kind of pain."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 02:50 am UTC (link)
"Sex isn't easy to find." Merlin shook his head. "And I don't want to go out and fuck some random person. That's.. That's not something I'm into. I like it to be more personal than that."

Merlin stared at the bruising on Thoreau's wrists. "How do you even get that?" He asked, frowning. "I don't understand."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 02:56 am UTC (link)
"Sex is the easiest thing in the world to find," Thoreau said, sitting on the arm of one of Merlin's couches. "Sex finds me all the time, even when I don't want it to."

He looked down at his bruises again and shrugged. "Most of them are from Rooney holding me down. This red line is handcuffs digging in to my wrists. The thick line is from ropes. Ties. Whatever he wants to use." Thoreau looked up at Merlin, then pulled his t-shirt up a bit so Merlin could see the bruises Rooney's hands made on his sides when he grabbed him. "It's just what happens when you're rough. I needed to be punished."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 02:58 am UTC (link)
Merlin looked at the bruises on Thoreau's chest, reaching out to touch them. They were... kind of marvelous looking on the other boy's olive skin. His hand slid over Thoreau's bare chest, pressing on the bruising a bit.

"I've never seen anything like this before." Merlin told him, chewing at his bottom lip. "It's interesting."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 03:03 am UTC (link)
Thoreau's breath caught in his throat when Merlin pressed on his bruise, but he did his best not to like it too much. He was already on probation with Rooney. Self-destructing wasn't an option.

"Interesting?" He leaned back a bit so Merlin could get a better look at the bruises. "I think so. I like being with someone who's not afraid to hurt me."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 03:06 am UTC (link)
"Lucius was rough with me a few times. But, he never left marks like this." Merlin admitted, looking up at Thoreau. He looked at his lips for a moment, then leaned in and pressed them together.

"Do you think your friend would do it with me?" Merlin asked, looking into Thoreau's eyes.

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 03:15 am UTC (link)
The idea of Rooney touching someone else made Thoreau want to punch Merlin in the face. It was different when it was Radley because Radley had only had sex with them to try and be with him again. "He's my boyfriend, not my friend," Thoreau said. Even if Rooney and him hadn't really gone on dates or anything.

But Thoreau was self-destructive by nature. If he asked Rooney, maybe he'd say no and demand Thoreau came home. Maybe he'd say yes and then hate touching someone else. "I can ask him," he said, taking out his phone and texting Rooney to see what he was up to.

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 03:18 am UTC (link)
"I don't want to do something with your boyfriend if that's going to bother you." Merlin shook his head, looking Thoreau over. "Contrary to popular belief, I am not an actual monster."

He moved a little closer to Thoreau. "I'm really only interested in seeing how he makes these bruises."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 03:23 am UTC (link)
That Thoreau could do. Maybe he'd let Rooney touch Merlin too if he wanted to. Thoreau owed him for getting high again when he wasn't supposed to. "He'll show you as long as you don't touch me. He doesn't like it when I touch other people. I'm his."

Thoreau touched Merlin's arm and brushed their lips together again, mouth lingering against his for a moment. "Watching isn't a problem." He pulled back to text Rooney Merlin's address and ask him if he'd be okay with someone who was interested in being dominated watching them.

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 03:27 am UTC (link)
Merlin still felt awful. Even if he was being introduced to something that looked somewhat appealing to him. He sighed and ran a hand through his hair, looking at the box of stuff on the table.

"Draco really wants to get rid of me from his life, doesn't he?" He asked, his voice quiet as he opened the box. "I'm never going to get him to love me again."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 03:34 am UTC (link)
Thoreau looked up at Merlin from his phone. "I don't know if Draco knows what he wants," he said, after a moment. "I can't speak for him. I think he's hurt and I think he loves you still and he doesn't really know what to do about it so he's rushing into things with a stranger because it feels romantic."

He settled down on Merlin's couch properly. "Love is complicated and messy. Sometimes you don't know for sure how you feel until it's too late to do anything about it. Sometimes you love two people the same and it makes them feel like you don't love either of them. Sometimes people tell you they love you and you wonder what's wrong with them that they could."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 03:39 am UTC (link)
"We were fighting a lot. That's why I ended up cheating on Draco." Merlin admitted, looking at Thoreau. "He likes to say that it was all me and that he did nothing wrong. That I'm the monster. He was putting me down pretty much constantly."

He ran a hand through his hair. "He said he was trying to be a good boyfriend because he was cooking me dinner at night. But, he didn't appreciate me. He's the reason I got disowned by my father in the first place. I lost everything for him. And all he could do was make fun of the job I got."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 03:52 am UTC (link)
"You both made mistakes," Thoreau said, shrugging. "You can't blame your cheating on Draco. He can't act like he didn't do anything wrong either. Things don't fall apart like that without both people contributing to it."

He reached out, touching Merlin's arm. "I'm sorry things didn't work out. You'll find someone else."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 03:57 am UTC (link)
Merlin looked up when there was a knock on his door. He assumed it would be Thoreau's boyfriend. He stood up and excused himself, walking over to answer it. He looked at the much bigger boy on the other side. He'd seen him before, but never paid much attention to him.

Rooney nodded, not bothering waiting with being invited in. He looked at Thoreau for a moment. "You wanted me?"

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 04:01 am UTC (link)
"I always want you," Thoreau told Rooney, getting to his feet and walking over to him. He touched his neck, leaning up and kissing him for a long moment. If he showed Merlin, maybe someone would be jealous of him. Think he had the perfect relationship.

"Merlin wants to see what you do to make my bruises," he told Rooney, pulling back a little. "He's sad. Will you show him?"

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[info]roomac
2013-07-24 04:24 am UTC (link)
Rooney glanced at the other boy in the room for a moment, then shrugged. "If you want me to." He told him, then kissed Thoreau deeply. He pushed his hands beneath his shirt, taking it off in one swoop.

"Sit." Rooney commanded Merlin, watching as he took a seat on the couch. "Get against the wall, Thoreau."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 04:29 am UTC (link)
Thoreau smiled at Rooney for a moment, then walked over to the wall, leaning against it with his back to Rooney. "Like this?" he asked, looking over his shoulder.

He glanced at Merlin on the couch. Having an audience was kind of hot. Like the time he and Rex had filmed themselves.

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[info]roomac
2013-07-24 04:42 am UTC (link)
Rooney looked Thoreau over and nodded. "Yeah. Just like that." He undid his belt from his trousers. "Pull your trousers down. Expose your arse to me."

Merlin sank back against the couch as he watched Rooney with Thoreau. It reminded him of himself and Lucius, somewhat. Only, Lucius didn't want him anymore. He watched them sadly for a moment, even if he did find it hot.

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 05:11 am UTC (link)
Thoreau undid his trousers, pushing them down just far enough to show Rooney his arse. He was already pretty bruised up from the night before, but that just made his anticipation of the way Rooney's belt would feel on his arse greater. He wanted to be hit and punished because he had all sorts of thoughts about Merlin that he shouldn't.

He glanced at Merlin on the couch. Merlin was sad. Thoreau understood sad. It made him think that maybe he didn't sigh with Draco and Pansy in this after all. Draco didn't seem sad. Just self-righteous.

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[info]roomac
2013-07-24 05:17 am UTC (link)
Rooney grinned and looked at Thoreau's welted arse. He walked up behind him and kissed his neck tenderly, then took a step back. "You've been a very bad boy, Reau. Haven't you?"

He slid his hand down to squeeze Thoreau's arse in his hand. "Tell me the bad thoughts you had today."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 05:41 am UTC (link)
His bad thoughts. Thoreau's breath caught in his throat and he closed his eyes for a moment. "I thought about smoking pot," he admitted. "A couple times today. There was a man who was checking me out on the tube ride over and I let him sit next to me even though I could have moved."

He looked at Merlin again, biting his bottom lip for a moment. "I thought about having sex with Merlin. I think he's like me."

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[info]roomac
2013-07-24 05:51 am UTC (link)
Merlin didn't know why Thoreau had to tell Rooney everything. Especially the part about wanting to have sex with him. He had the fear that Rooney was going to turn around and beat him to death.

Rooney growled at that. He didn't like Thoreau having those thoughts. Especially about Merlin, who was more rich, successful and good looking than him. He brought the belt back, then hit Thoreau hard with it, watching as his skin turned white, then began to turn red.

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 06:12 am UTC (link)
Thoreau cried out when the belt hit his skin, squeezing his eyes shut and letting his head fall against the wall. "F-fuck." He smiled to himself and arched his back a little to try and invite Rooney to hit him more.

"Thank you," he said. His cock was already starting to perk up. "More, please."

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[info]roomac
2013-07-24 06:15 am UTC (link)
"You're only allowed to think about me. Do you hear me?" Rooney asked with a deep frown, then hit Thoreau twice with the belt, leaving marks behind. He ran his hand over his warm, red skin, squeezing it.

"You're not allowed to be a dirty little faggot." Rooney growled. "Only mine."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 06:29 am UTC (link)
Thoreau nodded in agreement, rubbing back against Rooney's touch. "Only yours," he promised, twisting his head to look at him. "I'll only think of you, Roo."

He wiggled his bum a little, trying to get another slap or squeeze or something. The welts stung and burned and felt so good. "I'm your dirty faggot."

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[info]roomac
2013-07-24 06:47 am UTC (link)
Merlin wasn't sure how he felt. His cock was informing him that, yes, he did like this. But, he wasn't sure he could handle being hit that hard with a belt. He looked at Thoreau's bottom and bit his lip.

Rooney growled and grabbed Thoreau, flipping him around. He ran the leather of the belt up the length of Thoreau's cock. "Stop being so eager and greedy for it." He tapped him with the bed on the head of his cock.

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 06:50 am UTC (link)
Thoreau whimpered a bit when Rooney tapped his belt against his cock, nodding and doing his best not to look as eager as he felt. "S-sorry. It's hard not to be excited by you."

He smiled a bit, staying where he was, turned around so he faced Rooney and could kind of see Merlin. "What would you like me to do, sir?"

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[info]roomac
2013-07-24 06:54 am UTC (link)
Rooney looked at Thoreau, then at Merlin. He could play around a bit. As long as Thoreau knew who to come home to at the end of the night, everything would be fine. Thoreau was his.

"Go show him your marks, Thoreau." Rooney told him. "Finish taking off your trousers and sit in his lap. Show him up close."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 07:25 am UTC (link)
Thoreau nodded, kicking his trousers off the rest of the way and touching Rooney's chest briefly. Just so he knew he was the one Thoreau was coming home to still. Thoreau was being a good, loyal boyfriend these days.

He crawled into Merlin's lap, hissing a bit as the fresh marks on him bum were touched for the first time. "What do you think so far?" Thoreau asked. "You can see all my marks now."

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[info]roomac
2013-07-24 08:00 am UTC (link)
"I'm not sure how I feel about it. I'm not sure I could take all that pain." Merlin admitted as he ran his fingers over one of the marks. "You're much braver than I am. I can tell you that."

Rooney walked over to where they were and arched a brow. "Your body can take more pain than you think. It's more of a mind set really."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 08:10 am UTC (link)
Thoreau laughed at that, nodding in agreement and looking down at the mark Merlin was touching. "Roo didn't start by whipping me with his belt. He held me down and spanked me a bit at first."

He covered Merlin's hand with his own, pressing down on the mark. "If you liked being dominated, you'd probably like being slapped around a bit, even if you didn't like it this intense."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 07:57 pm UTC (link)
Merlin ran his fingers over the marks on Thoreau's bottom, then looked up at Rooney, lurking over them. He chewed at his bottom lip for a moment, then nodded. "Maybe. Your boyfriend looks like he could break me in half with one touch."

"I could if I wanted to." Rooney replied, looking Merlin over carefully. He was particular about Thoreau being only his, but he didn't feel threatened by Merlin. "Stand up."

Merlin looked at Rooney, who was talking to him and bit his bottom lip as he stood up. He took a step back when Rooney undid his trousers and pushed them down, but then he was being pushed onto his couch on his stomach. "You've been bad too. Trying to fuck my boyfriend." He brought his hand down with a loud slap to Merlin's bottom.

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 08:27 pm UTC (link)
Thoreau watched Rooney spank Merlin, biting his bottom lip. He didn't like the idea of sharing Rooney usually, but his boyfriend was there and naked and he was already turned on from being slapped around. Seeing Merlin punished for wanting him was very, very hot.

"God, Roo." Thoreau reached down to touch himself, even if it probably counted as being too slutty and eager for it. "You look so good punishing him like that."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 08:53 pm UTC (link)
Merlin didn't know what to do. He was being slapped on the bottom and it kind of hurt, but it also felt really good. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then rocked back against Rooney's hand resting on his bottom. "I'm not sorry."

Rooney arched a brow when Merlin sassed him. "Looks like we've got a little bitch here, Thoreau." He told him, then slapped Merlin hard enough that the other boy cried out. "What do we do to little bitches, Reau?"

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 09:02 pm UTC (link)
"Punish them," Thoreau said, smiling at Merlin's bum. Thank god for Merlin having an attitude problem. Today was going to be fun. "Can't let someone show you up."

He shifted a bit closer to where Rooney had Merlin bent over the couch, trailing his fingers over Merlin's leg. "You could tie him up."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 09:14 pm UTC (link)
Merlin wasn't sure how he felt about being tied up. He liked some of his control being taken away, but not all of it. He stared at Thoreau for a moment, about to protest, but then Rooney was grabbing him with a laugh and dragging him towards his room.

Rooney pushed Merlin down on the bed and grabbed a tie from his dresser, then tied the boy up to his headboard. "How's this, Reau?" He asked, watching Merlin tug at the restraints.

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 09:18 pm UTC (link)
"I think that looks good. You did a good job," Thoreau said, smiling at Rooney and leaning in to kiss him for a long moment.

He looked down at Merlin, touching his arm to try and calm him down. "Are you okay?" he asked. "The tie looks nice and soft."

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 09:32 pm UTC (link)
"I'm not... I don't think I like being tied down." Merlin tugged at the tie again, frowning at Thoreau. "I don't like not having control over the things that happen to my body."

"You liked being spanked." Rooney pointed out as he looked down at him on the bed. "I'm not going to hurt you. I'd rather not go to prison, so you aren't going to die, at least."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 09:44 pm UTC (link)
Thoreau's whole thing was not wanting to be in control of himself, but he thought he understood Merlin's point of view. He shook his head, reaching up and undoing the tie on his wrists. "If he doesn't like it, he doesn't like it. Surrendering like that is scarier than being spanked, Roo."

He handed Merlin the tie and smiled down at him. "Sorry. Too much, too soon?"

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[info]merlinsbeard
2013-07-24 09:48 pm UTC (link)
Merlin let his arms fall and took the tie from Thoreau. "Maybe a bit." He admitted, looking up at the other boy. He chewed at his bottom lip, then got onto his knees on the bed, moving closer to them.

He leaned in and kissed Thoreau softly, then Rooney, then sat back. "Maybe we should try this another time. When I'm more... prepared. And not as heart broken."

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[info]thoreau
2013-07-24 09:55 pm UTC (link)
"Maybe," Thoreau agreed, giving Merlin a soft smile. He reached up and ruffled his hair a bit. "You could come over for dinner if you'd like, you know. You shouldn't sit around by yourself all day."

He'd definitely come around to Merlin's side of things. Hopefully Pansy forgave him.

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