Not much going on lately. Just been hanging out, riding a whole lot. Been trying to hit up the gym as much as I can. Went a couple parties over the last couple nights. Got retarded and probably did things I don't even want to know about. I really need to get some coding done on Confessh.us. I just haven't really been in the mood to do it and for me to code stuff, I really have to be in the mood or nothing gets done.

Haven't talked to Chris in weeks now. It sucks and I hate it. I try IMing him but he never responds. I miss having a buddy to do lots of things with. I sent him my Chapter 11 CCNA stuff, but he never responded about it. I dunno what his deal is or why he hates me? Cause I wouldn't send nude frontal pics?! I guess. whatever.

Haven't actually really talked to any of my online buddies in a while. Talk to Jason a bunch the other weekend, but that was about it. Oh wellz :( I think there's one more horse show I can get in next weekend if it's not freezing cold haha. This morning it was like 35F at my house...it's about 70ish now. Hehe, I do like the fall though. The Spring and Fall are my favorite seasons. I have a feeling I'm going to get my ass kicked again this winter, so I apologize in advance to anyone who needs to converse with me this Winter.

I've been playing a lot of DiRT2 lately. I'm like 80% through the DiRT Tour. It's such a fun game. There's definitely a bunch of frustrating points throughout the game, but I really really love racing! I've also been looking for a new car, you know, seeing as how it's been a year since I've had one. I'm probably going to go to this place where you can tell them what you want and they'll either have one or they'll build it for you. I'll probably get like a 2005ish(??) Subaru WRX. I'm pretty excited, I'll probably go there tomorrow and talk it over with them.

Tonight, er today and tonight, not much happening, I went out riding before. Brian and I had some pancakes for breakfast. Played some XBox this afternoon, and tonight, I think we're just staying in and having a quiet movie night which is perfect.

I've also been talking with a couple of the therapeutic riding and horse rescue places up here, so if I can do a little work for them, because having zero income will kick my ass eventually haha. Anyways, I hope everyone had a nice weekend!

This is going to be a pretty quick and maybe short post, who knows. Brian is coming over in a couple minutes so we can have some BBQ time! Hehe. I dunno if it'll be the last one of the season but surely one of. I love BBQs! :) Such yummy food hehe. I think tonight we're doing some steak and chicken and corn on the cob. I'd love to get some ribs too though.

What else, ever since I quit my job, or I dunno if you'd say that but the business was over, I've been riding like as much as I can. I spent like 12-14 hours out there with the horses, it's so much fun. I go on trail rides that last for hours on end, I just get lost out in the woods, and just enjoy the beautiful state that I live in. I really love living here. Sometimes I even bring Kiara along which she loves!

We created a new social networking site called RocketShipz (http://rocketshipz.com) and it's a bit different then these LJ based websites. Check it out, I'd love to see a couple more people on there and if you don't sign up, pass it along to your friends. :)

I really want to get more into PHP coding, maybe...I really want to work on Confessh.us and get more features and things built-in. Plus PHP is a really neat language. I also need to finish my CCNA studies up. I'm like 4-5 chapters from completing the book and I really need to do it now before I forget everything I've learned. I think tomorrow, I will actually pick it up again and get it done :) Chris will be happy/proud of me :)

I've started playing Wolfenstein since I got my Xbox 360 hacked up to the latest firmware. It's awesome :) vaporizing people is excellent.

Anyways, gotta run now. have a lovely day peepz xoxoxox

 I finished up the last day as an Apple Consultant yesterday. It was a bit sad, but I think this will now give me some real space and time to figure out what the hell I want to do with my life. I think I want to look into something like theraputic riding or something and the local college here offers some classes and stuff. That'd be cool. I've been hitting up the gym I signed up for a bunch lately too. The morning after the first time I went my body was a bit sore haha but it's not that bad anymore. I've also been trying to do swimming and I've definitely been out riding my horses. Time to really get my fatass into shape hehe.

What else...ummm. I need to start a new video game, maybe an RPG since I've not played one of those in FOREVER. I can't even remember the last RPG I played, sad haha. I want to get that new Kingdom Hearts game for my NDS (*starts looking now*)....oh and I want that new Final Fantasy game, can't remmeber the name, Disigia or something, I know that's not the right spelling, but you know what I mean :)

I believe that's about it for now, I had a bit of dramz but I'll write about that in another entry. xoxox

 Today was crazy! I ran a mile in the morning, then went on a two hour trail ride. Then I went mountain biking which wasn't supposed to be too crazy. We ended up going a lot further, like 12 miles hahaha. I was SO dead afterwards. I just came home, Brian had some eats ready fortunately. I took a shower and passed out for like an hour.

Found out the Prestige version of Modern Warfare 2 is going to be $150 which is nice, but then when you realize they've included NVGs for that price, you also realize how shitty they must be hahaha. I would have preferred some figurines or something. Maybe an assault rifle...

So as usual Chris and I played some Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare. I leveled up a couple times. At level 27 now ^__^! So that was my day. Tomorrow it's back to work, I have a feeling I might be very sore haha.

I think tonight, I might start a new anime series or watch some Japanese movie or something. Hope everyone had a nice day! xoxoxo

Wow, busy busy busy as of late. Monday I had like 4 consulting appointments, yesterday I had tons of office work to do and some repairs, data transfers and setups to complete. On Monday evening I went out to dinner with Brian and his parents, that was nice, I like them and they seem to like me...although I've known them since I was little, haha, so it's nothing really new. Tuesday Brian made a picnic dinner and brought that up to Burlington along with a blanket and we just ate and layed out on the waterfront. Super romantic and made me totally the happiest girl ever, especially after busting ass all day long, that was exactly what I needed. After that we went and saw Pixar's UP which I thought was outstanding.

I am not sure about myself lately though. Pretty much anything makes me burst into tears. For example, the short before the movie, the one with the storks and the clouds, I started crying because the poor cloud kept fucking up and I dunno?!?! What the hell is wrong with me haha. It was so cute and sad. And then during the main movie I got all teary eyed and stuff haha. It could just be because it's that time of the month pretty much, either that or I've got some really weird emotional problems going on lol. Oh well...

After we got home last night, I checked a couple things on the web, and then Brian and I just fell asleep watching Spirited Away. I was sooooo tired.

Today, not much is happening. Just at the office working on a couple in-house things, as well as some repairs and finishing a data transfer or two from old to new machines. Today was supposed to be really crappy weather, but it's been really nice the entire day so I think I'll take advantage of that and go out riding. Brian said he was making dinner for us tonight, which is awesome. I think I've seriously got the most amazing boyfriend in the whole entire world!! I guess after riding, we'll have dinner, maybe play some Mario Kart, watch a movie and just sleep. I've got some homework to get done for class, so I'll fit that in there somewhere. I've gotta find some lunch at some point too, I might just do Quiznos. I hope everyone is well!! xoxox