Today was crazy! I ran a mile in the morning, then went on a two hour trail ride. Then I went mountain biking which wasn't supposed to be too crazy. We ended up going a lot further, like 12 miles hahaha. I was SO dead afterwards. I just came home, Brian had some eats ready fortunately. I took a shower and passed out for like an hour.

Found out the Prestige version of Modern Warfare 2 is going to be $150 which is nice, but then when you realize they've included NVGs for that price, you also realize how shitty they must be hahaha. I would have preferred some figurines or something. Maybe an assault rifle...

So as usual Chris and I played some Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare. I leveled up a couple times. At level 27 now ^__^! So that was my day. Tomorrow it's back to work, I have a feeling I might be very sore haha.

I think tonight, I might start a new anime series or watch some Japanese movie or something. Hope everyone had a nice day! xoxoxo

Last night, I spent hours upon hours playing Call of Duty 4 with Chris. I looped into Prestige Level 4 and I'm already 15 levels into that hehehe. I love that game so much. Chris said I need to prove my leetness by not using the M4 Carbine the entire prestige level. Can I do it?! Maybe hahaha....I'll probably stick with the G36 then and the AK-47.

Today, I woke up, did horse chores, took Kiara for a walk and then started working on a new site scheme for DeathNote.me. It's pretty much done. The only things left for that site scheme and the one on SceneJournal will just be CSS tweaks. And those will come when we've got time.

The movie rental application is pretty much done too, all that's left is pretty much bug fixes when bugs are found and other small tweaks! I am so happy cause this pretty much wraps up all my computer related activities. I'll finish up my CCNA studying and all, but that'll be it for me for the most of it. I'll continue blogging here and on WithinMorgan.com but no more going into things anymore. I'm going to be pretty much a user from now on...at least for a good while. :) I just need some time to USE all the stuff I've been creating and administering :)

I don't have much planned for this afternoon. I do need to clean my AR-15 up, although I might go shooting first and then clean her up. Yesterday I went shooting a bit, that was a lot of fun! :) Brian is probably going to come over this evening, maybe I can convince him to spend the night hehe.

Let's see, what else is going on, not much :/ Haha. I believe I've got a horse show next week and then again the week after. So that will be fun! Well, I guess I can stop blabbering for now, until next time!! <3 xooxx

Work has been super busy lately. And of course when I get home the last thing I want to do is to sit down at a computer and write in here...haha, sorry little Scribbld, I do love you though hehehe.

So yeah, I've been really happy as of late. I'm doing really well in my class, although it can get a bit frustrating at times. Like this week we had 2 exams, which I wasn't much of a fan of, but I guess it's all part of the college "experience". Busting ass! Haha. I guess I had better get used to it too, considering I'll be upping myself to like 3-4 classes in the fall. At least I hope I can, I just have to make sure they're doing classes which I need/want. I didn't get any Cisco work done this week which made me a bit sad. I've just been so busy with other things. Brian and I have made plans to actually visit Montreal next weekend instead of Massachusetts. Which is awesome, finally we're going. I'm really excited!

I got the new Alexisonfire album and it's pretty good, although I think I like their older stuff more. Same with the new Taking Back Sunday. Oh well, it's not that I hate it, I just like the older stuff more. I think Brian and I and a couple friends are seeing Boys Like Girls next week, which will be awesome.

This upcoming week we've got a buncha appointments scheduled and things to do, so I expect to not be around very much.

Today Brian and I took the AR out and shot a ton, I think we went through about 500-600 rounds which is awesome. She's still performing wonderfully (as she should) hehe. Gotta clean her up in a little. I figured I would just sit down and relax a little. Brian's doing up some BBQ chicken and burgers now, yummmeh!

Tonight, not much going on, I might hop on Xbox for a little bit, if anyone's down for some Call of Duty 4 let me know :)

Hope everyone has a nice weekend and week! <3 xoxox

So I'm just finishing getting ready to head out to the horse show. I can't wait!! This week is going to be awesome, no issues to deal with, no work, just riding and having a good time!!

Watched Resident Evil: Degeneration with ltdan  last night. Definitely awesome! I really liked it, it makes me want to go play Resident Evil games haha. I really need to beat 4 actually, since I barely made it into the game. I am thinking about getting Killzone 1(??) and 2 when I get back. The demo was awesome and the poor PS3 needs some love. That reminds me, I bought Flower like a month ago, but I haven't tried it out yet.

When I get back from the horse show, I'm planning on working on Confessh.us a bunch. There's a few features and things I'd like to work on.

Hopefully when I get back the new logic board and CPU and if I'm lucky the PSU will be here. I am psyched!!

Hope everyone has a nice week. I'll try to toss in a few tweets here and there and maybe a journal entry...

Not much to say at the moment. I watched Defiance with ltdan  the other night. We both seemed to enjoy it. A little old school, but definitely badass. Tonight we're watching Resident Evil: Degeneration which is going to be awesome.

I've been in the mood to see Advent Children again, so maybe sometime soon...

I'll be away this upcoming week. Leaving tomorrow for Massachusetts. Going to the Vermont Spring Classic horse show. It'll be awesome. It usually always is!!

We've ordered almost all of the parts for the new server. I just ordered the logic board and CPU from NewEgg.

Woops...got wicked sidetracked on this entry...just finished playin' some Xbox with ltdan  and raf . We might do an all nighter tonight, although likely not since there's not much to do and I'll get bored and fall asleep haha

Hrmmm, so that's about it from me...not much going on tomorrow, sleeping if I do have an all nighter, and then heading down to MA...not sure how much I'll update when I am gone (not like I update a lot when I'm here haha). So have an awesome week everyone!! xoxox

Well, I've been doing okay lately. A couple things have come up, not sure their public-entry friendly, but they've definitely got me thinking and wondering about things in my life.

I'd rather not go into all that right now. I've been listening to The Romantic Tragedy's EP for like 2 weeks now, it's so amazing and it always makes me smile. I love it so much! I got another Xbox on Friday I think it was and I've been playing a bunch of CoD4 and GTA4 with ltdan. We definitely have a lot with it, I think it's a lot of fun. I'm glad I got a real copy of GTA, it's a lot of fun screwing up the city with your best friend haha. I finally unlocked Martydom and the M4 Carbine yesterday, so I'm happy about that.

I finished up most of Chapter 5 in my CCNA book yesterday. I just need to finish the review questions tonight before our little study/review session. Then hopefully I can get some COD4 in. I'm addicted to that game, it's terrible.

Chris is getting his XDM today, I can't wait to see it. I want one myself. I'll probably get an another AR15 though, this time the A3.

I played some Battlefield: Heroes the other day. Was actually pretty fun despite being in the most uncomfortable position lol. I'll try to get my PC hooked up to my TV, that'll be a lot better on my back haha.

Today not much is happening, weather is kind of crappy, but whatever, I'm doing good today. I can't wait, 2 OPs this weekend!! Might be getting an M203 for my carbine so that excites me a lot!! Have a wonderful day kids! <333

Haha, my life just doesn't give me a break. If it's not one thing isn't another, and while it's not necessarily a bad thing, I do wish I had a bit more time to just watch a movie or something. Although I guess that's kind of retarded to say because lately I've been playing Xbox with ltdan until I go to bed hahaha. I would like this week to be a bit more laid back so I'm trying to do anything I can to make it happen.

This weekend, I was down in Massachusetts for airsoft, was a lot of fun, our team won 2 rounds and lost one. So I think we did really well. I had an awesome time. On Sunday I went to Boston, did some shopping, met up with some friends for breakfast and then came back home. Last night, I played some Call of Duty 4 and Grand Theft Auto 4 with Chris, we had an awesome time as usual.

Today, I woke up a bit later then normal, got my morning barn chores done, chatted with a couple friends, and then I went for a good run and did some grocery shopping in town. I am hoping to have my real Xbox back soon, I would think this week, hopefully.

Tonight, nothing, I guess I should work on CCNA stuff, but I am not in the mood, I just want to relax for the rest of the day. I'm tired. Maybe I'll just watch some TV or something, X____x

Hi all,

I must apologize for not commenting so much. I've been reading almost if not all of your entries. I'll definitely try to keep up with commenting though. It looks like most of you are all doing quite well, and I'm happy about that! Life's too short to be sad.

I've been rather flakey as of late though and I know. I've just been dealing with some personal issues mostly. This whole winter thing makes me depressed. It's been happening for years now though, probably since the beginning of high school. I guess I should be used to it by now, but I'm not. Every winter I just so sad and down about everything regardless of whether or not it's a happy thing or not. It's terrible and I hate it. I know I've actually read about it and I know I'm not the only one who experiences it. I know they even put some people on meds. I don't think I want to do that though. I'm not one for remedying things by drugs. But maybe I should, if it would really help me that is.

I've also been having some relationship troubles, but I believe most of that is really cleared up. I think Brian and I just rushed into the relationship without really getting to know each other. I mean, I have known him for years, but never like this. We just we like oh, I like you and you like me, let's be boyfriend/girlfriend and that was that. It's all cool now though, and we're totally happy with each other. I think going out and down to MA these past few weekends have been so good for us. We really got to just be away from things, away from people, and with each other. Plus, we got to see some really great bands, Funeral for a Friend and Every Time I Die, both bands we highly enjoy.

Speaking of music, anyone heard the new Thursday album? Amazing?! YES/YES!!! Haha I love it soooo much, it's like the only thing I was listening to on my iPod today. Also the new Lamb of God album is quite good too!

Hrmm, so I've been really busy with work too, and riding. I've got to start getting the horses in shape for this coming show season and what better time to start then now haha. I've been slowly working my way to hitting or looping in CoD4 again before my LIVE account expires. I think I am going to be relived when it does though. I can finally start to work on my other games that I've not touched. I've got games from 04 that are still in their shrink wrap lol. It sucks, I am so bad at video games. I find one that I really like and that's all I end up playing lol So I guess I'll be finishing Star Fox Adventures as one of the first ones...then we'll go from there. I'll be working on finishing games that I've started but never finished first, then I'll start games that I never touched. I am really excited haha.I'd also like to start reading more books. So I've got a lot going on hehe.

Oh, iPhone is finally available here in Vermont, not like it means a lot to me, but finally after like 2.5 years, it's available up here haha. That also means we've got AT&T up here, very cool! :) I've had my iPhone since day 1...so I guess I had my 2.5 years of being cool...

Not sure if I've got anything useful left to say. Hope all is well with every one else!

It's currently about -14F here. I am so cold. Been pretty busy with work lately. Brian came over last night. I hadn't seen him since the weekend. He's been back at college now. He says he's really been enjoying his new classes, so I am happy about that. I had really wanted to take a few classes this semester but they weren't offering them. I wanted to take Japanese I and Intro to Animal Science. I shall take them either this summer or in the fall. I also am planning to do the Japan trip in the summer if they're offering it and I am allowed too.

Alright, it's like 3-4 days after I started this entry haha I am so bad at actually sitting down to write this stuff lol. I guess I've just got to much going on at the moment so...yeah.

I've been trying to comment on people entries and stuff. I at least read them. So anyways, yeah I've just been really busy with work not only real work but also trying to secure and keep the servers and network as stable as I can. I was supposed to go NH this weekend to the shooting range. I was going to take Brian, but the weather was pretty bad so we ended up staying at home and playing outside in all the new snow. Was fun, although I had really wanted to go to the shooting range.

Not much exciting stuff is planned for this week, just working and horses as usual. I am totally okay with that though. I know it's going to get hectic though, which again, I am fine with. I like to keep busy, much better then being bored.

I really wished I could have taken some classes this semester, but like I said above they're not offering them this time around, so I'll likely have to wait until the fall.

Today I was going to work at home, but I ended up coming into the office. I've got some paper work and invoicing that needs to get done....I would like to get paid, ya know :)

I hope everyone is well, and having a nice January! xooxmorgan

Oh yeah, Obama is in today, woohoo!

Things have been a bit crazy with me lately. Had some crazy stuff happen (mostly drama on the Internets) last week, Monday I think. Apparently some people think it's cool to talk about you behind your back. I thought it was kind of funny but also really lame at the same time. I dunno, I guess I just feel sad for those people, they've got nothing better to do then talk about me for hours. Haha, so silly. Regardless, I am definitely not friends with these people anymore. I wasn't even really mad about the whole thing either.

So yeah, then after dealing with that, I've been having some boy troubles, but I think they've been resolved. I don't really know what happened, Brian just seemed to be distancing himself from me, didn't return phone calls or anything. but we had a really long talk, figured some things out and yeah, we're all good now. I think he might be coming over this afternoon, so I am looking forward to that. We've still got to plan that trip to Montreal. I guess we've both just been so busy it hasn't happened. I was kind of thinking about pushing it back until maybe the late Spring so we could go to the gardens too. They're so pretty.

Been playing a bunch of Call of Duty 4. I am now prestige level 2, level 30. I am totally digging this game. Played a bunch with Andrew and Chris last night. Of course raf crapped out. Lame. Oh well. I am hoping Chris and I can run through GoW2 on Insane sometime in the near future.

Today, not much going on, it's Caturday after all, so most likely I'll be on Xbox and just watching movies.

Have a wonderful weekend everyone!

Oh, is anyone good with turning a photograph into vector art?? I'll give you a 6 month paid account + 200 icons if you're really good at it! Let me know!

Today I played a massive amount of Call of Duty 4. raf played with me.  realhorrorshow joined too! We all had a ton of fun. At one point it was 4 on 1, it was a bit silly. We definitely had a bunch of good rounds. I went 41 and 14 at one point. I definitely had a good day!

In the morning I got the VMWare version of Scribbld (also known as DramaJournal) booted up. I would eventually like to open a real DramaJournal, although I think it would be the development version of Scribbld, but it would still be live. So I got some of those LJ only layouts working. It wasn't as much as I thought it would be. Basically you just snag the CSS file and the images associated with the theme, drop them in the right folders and then you're good to go.

Chatted a bit with Andrew today, I guess things are going well. It does feel a bit awkward but I guess things will work themselves out.

I told Raf about my dream, was a bit odd haha. I love having weird dreams like that though. Dreaming is so much fun.

Tonight Brian is coming over, actually he should be here any minute. We're just going to have dinner, watch movies and snuggle. Sounds like a good night to me :)!

Back to work next week. I think it'll be nice though. As much as I enjoying playing 12 hours of COD4 a day, I think I could do with a little bit of work.

Hope everyone is well xoxox

I hope everyone had a really nice Christmas, I sure did!! Brian got me some jewelry and some band related things (a couple albums, and an AFI hoody which I looooove). I got him a hoody too and some gift certificates to various places. Of course we've got our trip to Montreal too, which I actually still need to plan ahaha.

The best present that I got was this COG tag from raf He said there was only 100 ever made AND not only that BUT, he got Cliffy B to sign mine!! AND it says 'kill em all!' on it...which is pretty much what I say every time we play GoW or COD haha, it's THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER....can you say that's what makes BFFs!? I can...I love him!!!

So yaaah, I chatted with Raf a bit this morning and a couple other people. Had a bit of drama with the YATS people, cause someone didn't bother to read what I said...so yeaaaaah. But we got it all sorted out...it actually looks like they're going to be closing, which kind of sucks cause I spent a bunch of time fixing their code and adding all those mods into the forums, but whatever :) It happens.

This afternoon we spent time at both of our parents houses (together of course). Definitely had a lot of fun, we're home now. Watching some anime...I really want to start Death Note soon, we're actually watching My Neighbor Totoro right now. I love this movie, it's so cute :D I have my little plushie Totoro <3333

OMG, I got Brian to watch this Disney/Nickeleon, kid film last night. ltdan  thought it wouldn't happen haha but I got him to watch it. A couple of the girls were cute, the boys were haha. Then we watched The Dark Knight, which we both love. Speaking of Lt. He's on a plane right now (or so I assume) headed to Germany for this hacking conference or something. He's going to have so much fun, I truly love him too! <3 He's a really great guy!

Ok, well I guess I should focus on the movie rather then this entry haha. Happy Holidays all, love yooou!!!

Alright, well, I've not got to much to say. Last night I played COD4 with ltdan  and raf  and we had a good time. Today I just spent chatting with LtDan and we worked on the wiki some. We actually got a lot of stuff done so that was really nice.

Not much is going on today. Brian is coming over in a little, I'm just getting ready now. We're going to hit up the barn and then head out to my parents for some dinner. Should be good. Then I think we'll come home here (since he doesn't have classes tomorrow) and we'll watch some movies and snuggle ;)

One of the reasons I broke up with my previous boyfriend was because we were always too busy for each other and we could never really get any "us" time. So now of course, it's happening all over again with me and Brian, and it's totally my fault. We'll come home, eat, and I'll plant myself in front of the computer until it's pretty much time to go to bed. He goes off and plays Xbox generally, although the other night he went out and played with Kiara which I thought was the cutest thing, I'll post some pics later, but I felt like such an ass.

From now on, I'm getting off the computer no later then 8pm. It's all I do and it needs to stop, I really enjoy chatting with my online friends, but I think I owe it to this amazing boy to spend more time with him. We both have classes and work, so it's important that we spend more time when we're not doing so, and me sitting around posting aimlessly on FaceBook and AP doesn't really help our relationship.

Last night he told me he was going to take me to dinner at any place of MY choice in either Montreal or Boston. Umm, yeah, best boyfriend ever? It'll be like a Christmas present to each other. I think we'll stay over night too, where ever we choose to go. I've not been to Montreal in god knows how long, but I really love Boston and I know a few good places there. A few friends have suggested a couple places in Boston, but I'm definitely looking for more suggestions, so let me know peepz!

Last night I played some Call of Duty 4 with a good friend, we definitely kicked some ass, but had it handed to us on a few rounds haha Definitely had a good time though. Brian ended up finishing stage one of the Biohazard demo...I haven't yet haha He's working on the second one, I tried playing it and I think I actually got to the end, but my head got chopped off by the boss. He couldn't stop laughing, HA HA...not so funny lol.

Today it was like 60F degrees, but believe it or not, it's snowing like crazy now. This place is all messed up weather-wise. Tonight Brian's coming to help me with barn chores and then I think we're just going to go relax at my house, watch a movie or something...Matty would be proud of me, we actually rented something from iTunes the other night haha Of course I'll go get myself a copy of it....

Anyways, I hope all is well with everyone!! xoxoxo

 Wow, it's been an amazingly busy weekend and stuff! I wish I had more time to write!! I don't really remember what happened Saturday, just hanging with Brian, Call of Duty and computer stuff. Sunday, Brian had stuff to do, so I hung out by myself for most of the day. Got a bunch of things done though. I played the Biohazard 5 demo, which is AMAZING. It definitely doesn't feel like Resident Evil though, I guess I am used to how Resident Evil 1, 2, CV, & Outbreak play. It definitely feels like a different game, it looks amazing though, I really enjoy it. I keep getting killed though. Brian really likes it too, I finally have a boyfriend who enjoys video games like I do, it's amazing. Actually, he's probably better at them then me haha.

So Sunday night, not much happened...well, I lie. I played COD4 with ltdan  and raf  and it was amazing! We had so much fun, I love playing with those guys! We all did really well. Then I spent some time on AP, and posted a bunch, chatted with friends. Raf is totally dating this chicka Jenny (who I think is amazing). It's so cute, I love it. I am so happy for him and them :D It's quite fabulous.

Umm...I got some stuff done on YouAreTheScene today, felt good. New moderated chatbox, although it's kind of ugly. Whatever...

Brian asked me to go to this dance his college is putting on, obviously I said yes, I know he doesn't wanna go, but he's going cause it'll be fun and I'm going to go too lol. It'll be cute, he's so cute hehe...

Man, I just got pwnt by the mail servers, if it's not one thing it's another around here...just spent like 3 hours trying to fix em, I think we've finally got it all locked down...I've just got to watch Percheron like a hawk...thank you LtDan <3

So yeah all that time, Brian's been playing the Biohazard 5 demo...he said he's going to beat it before I do. I actually think he was able to clear the first stage but he's having some trouble (at least it sounds like he is, or he's swearing at invisible people in there)...hehe. He's so adorable and funny.

In any event, there's a little bit more drama going on, but fortunately for me, it's not really my story nor am I involved haha Hehehe. Umm so yeah, I'm off now, I think we're going to watch a movie or something...

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As mentioned in my previous post I got the new Fall Out Boy, it's okay. Not the best, I think I like Infinity on High more. I've also got a buncha new albums, Stay - Hustle EP which is amazing. I also got all of the Darkest Hour albums and I'm in love with them all, I've seen them live once and it was AMAZING. I've also been listening to the other Dance Gavin Dance album, which has an amazing song called - Uneasy Hearts Weigh The Most (feat. Nic Newsham) on it. I love it. I've been totally spamming on AP too, haha I've made some really good friends on there, Erik, Evan, Eric, Brooklyn and Rachel. Amazing people <3

Hrmm, ok, well I guess I better stop here, or else I'll never get any Brian time haha Love you all!!!

xoxoxmorgan