Not much to say at the moment. I watched Defiance with ltdan  the other night. We both seemed to enjoy it. A little old school, but definitely badass. Tonight we're watching Resident Evil: Degeneration which is going to be awesome.

I've been in the mood to see Advent Children again, so maybe sometime soon...

I'll be away this upcoming week. Leaving tomorrow for Massachusetts. Going to the Vermont Spring Classic horse show. It'll be awesome. It usually always is!!

We've ordered almost all of the parts for the new server. I just ordered the logic board and CPU from NewEgg.

Woops...got wicked sidetracked on this entry...just finished playin' some Xbox with ltdan  and raf . We might do an all nighter tonight, although likely not since there's not much to do and I'll get bored and fall asleep haha

Hrmmm, so that's about it from me...not much going on tomorrow, sleeping if I do have an all nighter, and then heading down to MA...not sure how much I'll update when I am gone (not like I update a lot when I'm here haha). So have an awesome week everyone!! xoxox

Wow, am I happy that it's the weekend. Yesterday, I didn't really do much, I think I left my room maybe a total of 5 times haha. I just sat around, played with web stuff, TeHGeekGirl.com, Photoshop, chatted with friends and watched TV shows and movies. I started watching the second season of Hani Yori Dango. I get so addicted to that stuff that I can't just watch one episode at a time haha. I am on like episode 5 now. It's so good haha. I just wish that Makino would tell Tsukasa how she really felt cause he just came out and told her how she feels. Every time they see each other though she just yells at him and stuff. I really think they should just be together as much as I love Rui, I dunno haha, its hard.

Anyways, I also finally got my hands on this erotic film that I've been trying to get ever since Violet Blue mentioned it on her (now defunct) podcast a couple years ago. I dunno why I didn't get it sooner, I guess I searched for it but came up empty handed so I just forgot about it. It's actually not as great as I thought it was. It's kind of like a little interview and then they have sex, for what reason I don't know haha. I guess it turned me on a little bit, but it was unusual.

So after that, I think I watched a couple more episodes of Hana Yori Dango. It's funny cause I am actually starting to understand some of the words and phrases. I love it. I love Japanese. I'm working on my writing right now. I love writing Japanese, it's so much fun! I've really just got to get it all down, at least hiragana. I'm up to ma, mi, mu, me, mo. So that's...like...30 characters or so. I also need to just work on basic dialog.

I've also been busy with my CCNA (Cisco Certified Network Associate), every time I type in Cisco, I type in Circa, as in Circa Survive haha. Bad habit. But this past week ltdan  and I had our first study/review session and I think I did pretty well. I love how I can actually understand most of this Cisco stuff, it amazes me. But I guess when you love something you will actually put in the time to learn it and hopefully become relatively proficient in it. Unfortunately there was a bit of a "fiasco" on Thursday where ltdan  didn't show up at all during the day, so I freaked out and every was like oh his phone is probably dead and he's busy but I was like noooooo, maybe something happened to him, so basically I was a wreck the entire day...of course, guess what it was...he was busy and his phone was out of battery. So yeah, I felt like a complete moron to say the least! So yeah, we didn't have our study/review night...cause I hadn't done my labs...and get this, he did have them done, so that made it even worse haha. I did finish my labs that were due on that night though.

So yeah that's what I've been up to. Last night ltdan and I played Horde Mode in Gears of War 2. I wrote a little blurb about it on www.WithinMorgan.com so you can check that out if you're bored or something. After that I watched a bit of Hana Yori Dango and then passed out.

Woke up this morning, a bit later then usual. Had a bit of chat with Chris and then we went our ways for the day. I headed out to the barn, Brian showed up with some warm tea which was so nice of him. He's really the greatest boyfriend hehe. Then he helped me with a few chores and then he had to go do some homework and stuff. He can never do it at my house cause we always end up fooling around LOL So he gets nothing done. I think he'll be coming over tonight though for some dinner and then back up to Burlington for him. He's so cuuute. Hehehe.

Tonight, nothing much going on. Chris and I might work some more on the hard drive I killed, which had SOME VERY IMPORTANT files on it. I did this on Friday night I believe. Most importantly it had mine, emilie 's and raf 's Warcraft characters on it. I mean I've got a backup from like November or so, but it's too old. I am really hoping Chris and I can recover it, or I am going to cry. I might play some Xbox later on, I'm starting to get a bit hungry, so I'm going to head off, make some tea and a snack and then work on a bit more Japanese, and chat with raf obviously <3

Things have been a bit crazy with me lately. Had some crazy stuff happen (mostly drama on the Internets) last week, Monday I think. Apparently some people think it's cool to talk about you behind your back. I thought it was kind of funny but also really lame at the same time. I dunno, I guess I just feel sad for those people, they've got nothing better to do then talk about me for hours. Haha, so silly. Regardless, I am definitely not friends with these people anymore. I wasn't even really mad about the whole thing either.

So yeah, then after dealing with that, I've been having some boy troubles, but I think they've been resolved. I don't really know what happened, Brian just seemed to be distancing himself from me, didn't return phone calls or anything. but we had a really long talk, figured some things out and yeah, we're all good now. I think he might be coming over this afternoon, so I am looking forward to that. We've still got to plan that trip to Montreal. I guess we've both just been so busy it hasn't happened. I was kind of thinking about pushing it back until maybe the late Spring so we could go to the gardens too. They're so pretty.

Been playing a bunch of Call of Duty 4. I am now prestige level 2, level 30. I am totally digging this game. Played a bunch with Andrew and Chris last night. Of course raf crapped out. Lame. Oh well. I am hoping Chris and I can run through GoW2 on Insane sometime in the near future.

Today, not much going on, it's Caturday after all, so most likely I'll be on Xbox and just watching movies.

Have a wonderful weekend everyone!

Oh, is anyone good with turning a photograph into vector art?? I'll give you a 6 month paid account + 200 icons if you're really good at it! Let me know!

I hope everyone had a really nice Christmas, I sure did!! Brian got me some jewelry and some band related things (a couple albums, and an AFI hoody which I looooove). I got him a hoody too and some gift certificates to various places. Of course we've got our trip to Montreal too, which I actually still need to plan ahaha.

The best present that I got was this COG tag from raf He said there was only 100 ever made AND not only that BUT, he got Cliffy B to sign mine!! AND it says 'kill em all!' on it...which is pretty much what I say every time we play GoW or COD haha, it's THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER....can you say that's what makes BFFs!? I can...I love him!!!

So yaaah, I chatted with Raf a bit this morning and a couple other people. Had a bit of drama with the YATS people, cause someone didn't bother to read what I said...so yeaaaaah. But we got it all sorted out...it actually looks like they're going to be closing, which kind of sucks cause I spent a bunch of time fixing their code and adding all those mods into the forums, but whatever :) It happens.

This afternoon we spent time at both of our parents houses (together of course). Definitely had a lot of fun, we're home now. Watching some anime...I really want to start Death Note soon, we're actually watching My Neighbor Totoro right now. I love this movie, it's so cute :D I have my little plushie Totoro <3333

OMG, I got Brian to watch this Disney/Nickeleon, kid film last night. ltdan  thought it wouldn't happen haha but I got him to watch it. A couple of the girls were cute, the boys were haha. Then we watched The Dark Knight, which we both love. Speaking of Lt. He's on a plane right now (or so I assume) headed to Germany for this hacking conference or something. He's going to have so much fun, I truly love him too! <3 He's a really great guy!

Ok, well I guess I should focus on the movie rather then this entry haha. Happy Holidays all, love yooou!!!

I got to play some more PS3 Home today cause I was at the office. I didn't play much, maybe an hour, for my lunch break. Met a couple new friends, Jeremiah and D and Kat. Really cool and QUITE funny people! I loved it. It's a really fun thing to do...I like being social hehe. Even though it's online, but whatever. Hehe.

Last night Brian and I were going to watch some movies, but we ended up falling asleep before that could happen. Probably for the best though. I was really tired and he had his last exam this morning. Today I had to work at the office (duh, noted above), got a bunch of work done in the morning, then raf made me get on messenger so I pretty much didn't get anything done the rest of the afternoon. Hehe. We definitely had a good day today, which is nice, cause we've not been having good days lately. We can be so awesome together or we can be a nightmare.

Tomorrow I've got a day full of meetings, mostly to lock in some contracts which is nice, but they're sooooo boring...whatever. It's money so I won't complain.

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Anyways, I should get back to making dinner, I am hoping we can stay awake tonight to watch movies. Hehe...ok, so yeah. Have a lovely evening everyone xooxx

After work yesterday I only worked the horses, my wrist is still messed up and hurts enough that I don't want to try riding just yet. As much as I really really want to, I can't. So I just worked them and did some free schooling. Had fun, so that's all that matters. Then after that, I went home, chatted online for a little bit, then I played Call of Duty 4 with ltdan which didn't go over so well. We did so poorly. I think out of the 10 games or so, I played decently on one of them, it was horrible. He finally got the map pack though so we could play on the new maps. It's been so long since I've played on them haha

I was going to have Brian over, but I figured I just saw him, and he probably has other shit to get done any ways :P So yeah, played COD4, and then called Brian, we talked for like an hour or so, just random things, I think he might come over tonight :)

Today I took the bus in, stopped by the office quickly and then headed up to a consulting job. Pretty easy, just binding a few new Macs to an AD-based system. Also updating them so they're running the latest software and stuff, simple simple! :) Maybe I'll even get to go home early, who knows!

Just chatting with Ben and raf at the moment...waiting for these machines to update, then I think I shall bind em'.

Have a lovely Thursday everyone! xoxox

I've had this page open since like 9:30am and I've written nothing. I keep getting distracted....

So this morning I finally got my cast off and now I've got a soft one, I think it's air or something. I wasn't paying attention. Made it to work around 9:30am and continued working on the Mac Pro I was pulling apart for login board replacement yesterday. Hrmm, maybe before I talk about today, I should talk about yesterday :)

Yesterday...work was work, spent a bunch time playing on AP and hanging out with the very cool and very nice people on there. Made a couple new friends so I was happy about that. raf was at some learning about XML thing all day, so we didn't chat at all, it sucked. I missed him so much. He always does the best job in making my day fly by! Went home around 4:30...slept on the bus (as usual). Got back on AP, hit 1000+ posts hehe, then Brian came over.

I wanted to watch Kung Foo Panda with him, but I ended up not having it. I thought I did, but I think the copy I had got NUKED, so I ended up deleting it. I did download a new copy though, but I obviously didn't have it in time. We ended up watching The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian, a movie I love.

So, Brian, I suppose I should tell you a bit about him huh?! He's my brothers friend, I've known him for a while, I guess he's my friend too, but he's probably more my brothers friend who I've always kind of liked. He's 19, I think almost 20. He's a grade above my brother, but they've always been buddies. He came over on Thanksgiving, it was actually the first time I'd seen him in a while....we're all so busy! We kind of just hung out, caught up and stuff, and then the other night, Monday, he saw my Twitter (stalker???) and he brought me some hot chocolate while I was working at the barn. Cutest and best thing ever.

So anyways, he came over last night. We watched a movie, he didn't really try anything, which I thought was cute too. I mean he put his arm around me and I snuggled a bit closer to him, but that's about it...well, sorta...he did kiss me good night, but I don't know if it was like kiss as a friend just cause, or if it meant anything, I don't know what I want it to be...I really don't...I am so confused about boys sometimes...he also texted me when he got home saying he had a really fun time. I did too. I had actually wanted him to spend the night, but he had class in the morning...

I sometimes get that butterfly feeling about him, but I dunno :P We'll see!


Ok, so today...yeah, went to the doctors, got rid of my hard cast, it's amazing!!! Got to work, been working on a Mac Pro pretty much all morning. Finished it though, returning some phone calls now. Playing on AP too, although it's pretty quiet...I am sure this afternoon it'll come back alive!! I'm going to work horses tonight, that will be fun, maybe call Brian at some point see if he's doing anything tonight, I hope he doesn't get sick of me haha

I actually got to play some Dead Space on Monday. I made it a bit into Chapter 2, I am so slow at video games...well most of the time hehe Definitely a wicked awesome game though, I really like it. I think I might buy that Scorpion Suit on Marketplace. Not much else has been going on...oh I did a bunch of work on You Are The Scene, Dave is a really great guy. 

Just chatting with Jason now, and slowly posting on AP...thinking about getting some lunch at some point...yummy!

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So yesterday I pretty much just played Call of Duty 4 all day. Chatted with a bunch of friends on MSN/AIM whatever. I did some forum upgrades for You Are The Scene, finally fixed it all. Then I split the database into two for neatness/organization. Umm then I worked on a script that allows people to input an invite a friend to the site (they put in their friends email address) and then it emails their friend and then shows the inviter a nice message (Hey we've sent an email to your friend!). Hmm, played an hour or 2 of COD4 with LtDan at night. I leveled to 39 I believe or 38, can't remember. Then I chatted with raf until about 1am or so. Oh and Chris :) I don't really remember what we were talking about though haha

Woke up around 7 this morning, I had an email from Raf, I almost melted :P I love getting emails in the morning, it's the best ever. Had some weird dreams last night.

So today...I attempted to use uTorrent, it failed. I wrote a quick "blog article" on TeHGeekGirl. I added 2 new mods to You Are The Scene, one welcome PM and then another that shows the avatar in the UCP. Looking for a chatbox mod now...chatting with Chris...ummm. Today isn't going to be much, working on YATS, COD4 and then Nikki, her friend and I are going to see Bolt up at the Majestic. Fun fun...

I hope everyone has a lovely day! <33333

Hey everyone, first Happy Thanksgiving to all those that celebrate it, if not and you want some turkey, take mine, I hate it!!

Yesterday was a pretty damn good day! Woke up a bit late, but whatever. Got my horse chores done, came home...chatted with a few friends and pretty much spent the rest of the day on AP spamming it up. Did I say that I got an invite (coming) to It-Leaked.com I cannot wait, I've been needing new music, but then and again when don't I need new music?! :) Made a couple new friends on there, I love it. They're all so nice. raf got me this cool new headset for Xbox and I spent like 30 minutes trying to get it working on my PC and finally I did, but then I spent like an hour trying to get it to work on my Xbox lol. Never happened, I gave up. It's so simple too, cause when I used to have the wireless headset, you just hit the two little connection buttons and tuh-dah, it works...not so in this case. Although ever since I got my Xbox back from Microsoft for RROD the wireless connection on that thing has never been right. Even with controllers, I can get it connected for like a minute and then it drops. Good thing I have this cable that like "converts" wireless controllers to wired ones. Hrmm, so what else...

Spent a an hour or two playing Call of Duty 4 with Rafael, was a lot fun. We tried out our wireless headsets over Skype, seemed to work pretty well, I love it cause I can walk around the house and be chatting with him. Then we chatted some more but then he had to go. So I went to sleep...

I slept really well too until about 5am. Then I got on AP and chatted with a few new friends until like 7:30am. Had some cereal too. Then I went to bed and woke up around 11...

Today is nothing for me, pretty much a normal day. I'll probably go to my parents at some point as I am sure they'd be pissed if I didn't make an appearance...then I'll come home, play some Xbox or something. I should probably continue to work on Dead Space even though it's scary :)

I think I also need to make a private entry about some shit going on at some point...I just have to get it out.

xoxomorgan

Yesterday was a pretty uneventful. I actually got a bunch of work done so I think that was nice. I had a bunch of repairs, no calls which was nice. I spent the day talking to friends, hanging out on AP and working on xBetas. Picked up some chicken wings and a salad for dinner. It was amazingly yummy. Adam stopped by and returned my copy of Gears of War, he wanted to hangout but I told him I was busy and maybe some other time, which probably means tonight, but I am not sure. I was supposed to play some Xbox last night but that obviously never happened.

So I spent pretty much the entire night chatting with friends. raf,Chris and I stayed up until like 2am on Skype. Talked about so many things, things I cannot even repeat! It was definitely a good night though, I love those guys. Hrmm Chris left around 2am, Raf and I stayed up until about 4am...I slept like a rock, and unfortunately woke up at like 5-5:30am and did some horse chores. Then I went back to bed until about 9:30am.

Chatted with Raf for a bit, hung out on AP, did emails, read journals, etc...had some pizza for lunch which was excellent. Then I took a nap until about 2:30pm. Read some more emails. Had a battle with Percheron/Palomino and Postfix...apparently it didn't like that I was sending emails from percheron.localdomain, so after messing around with some configuration files, I think I fixed that issue and now emails from Percheron are coming through better. What a pain in the ass that was...that's one of the two computer issues I hate deal with...email and DNS. BLECH!

And now I'm thinking about heading out to the barn so I can get those chores done and some horses worked :)

I am not sure if tonight will be a late night, I would like to get some Xbox in, I think...but I may just curl up and watch a movie.

xoxomorgan

"decemberunderground is a time and a place. It is where the cold can huddle together in darkness and isolation. It is a community of those detached and disillusioned who flee to love, like winter, in the recesses below the rest of the world." -Davey Havok

I don't know why I am awake at this god awful hour. I am a bit hungry, but I have no intention of getting something to eat. So yesterday I worked a bit more on the seakretz project, but just a little. Then I fixed my MX records cause it was screwing up all my email. Stupid Laconica haha hrmm, chatted with raf  a lot. I was going to take a nap, and I did for like 30 minutes then Katie called and told me she had just broken up with her boyfriend of like 3 years...so I went over to her place and we kind of just talked and I made an attempt to make her feel a bit better. Then we both learned that this girl who has a sister in my brother class and who herself was 1 grade below us hung/hanged? herself the other night. Definitely not cool and it didn't help the mood. Then I went to the barn only to find out JP had a nice big bloody cut above his eye. So I spent a bunch of time fixing that lol. I didn't call the vet cause it's wasn't all that bad, just bloody, not too deep, fortunately.

So I finally made it home around 6 or 7pm. Pretty much spent the night talking to friends. I reg'd on AbsolutePunk, it's really fun. People there are nice, maybe a bit crazy, but nice nonetheless. Tons of pointless threads but whatever it's fun!! Spent some time discussing Autobots, the Decepticons and Megan Fox with Chris LOL. I need to syndicate his blog here.

Hrmm, I eventually ended up going to bed around 1am. I was so tired, so I am a bit confused as to why I am not tired at all right now lol. Today (Monday) is pretty much unscheduled. I don't really have much going on, I'll probably chat with Raf in the AM, and then figure something to do in the afternoon since he'll be in a meeting. Tonight, no idea either, I'll probably go to work the horses since I didn't get to yesterday.

I also joined some music website, it looks pretty cool. The guy is nice :) He's in MA, so that's pretty close to me.

I definitely see either a nice warm bath or a nice warm shower in my near future though! It's soooo cold. Currently it's 14 degrees. Yuck! I'm going to have to actually break out my winter jacket, eeep!! Oh and hi to my new friend -- thisismatt .

Alright well I am going to try to get some sleep. It was nice and warm/cozy hehe If not I'll watch a movie or some TV/anime shows.

xooxmorgan

So I called raf this morning, he was enthralled (or so it sounded) hehehe. Then we played some COD4 with Paul for a couple hours. Definitely had an awesome time, I am so glad he likes playing with me on XBox. We have such a good time. We got to play the shipment level which is really crazy fun. Small itty bitty level with like 12 people and lots of grenades haha

So not much going on this afternoon, I just finished up lunch (pizza). I am thinking that I might take a nap since I was up late and didn't get a whole lot of sleep haha.

Apparently LtDan might go to Germany for this hacking conference, that would be so cool! I don't think I've ever been overseas. I would love to though. I think it would be fun to go to Europe, but I would most like to go to Japan or China. It would be so much fun.

I need a better AFI picture for my header, so maybe I'll look for something nice this afternoon...

xooxmorgan

 So, Friday night, I just kind of went down to Boston. Ended up staying with one of my friends that I knew from college. He's really good to me, maybe too good haha So we kind of just hung out, went around Boston, was cold so we went to some place and got food. Meanwhile, Nikki and krew are looking for me, I guess that was kind of stupid of me to just leave her hanging, but I just needed to get the hell out. So I drove home in the morning, got some news about my seakretz project. Hrmm, then I worked on Laconica, but ya know, it's kind of dumb cause I just use Twitter. I mean I guess it would be nice to have a second copy of my tweets, but not really lol. Too much work and I am trying to tone down my computer time cause it's a bit too much.

Hrmm, then I went up to Burlington and I met up with Ryan and we had some fun. I really wish he didn't have a girlfriend haha We hit up Quizno's and I got a yummy sammich. Umm, bought some new black bracelets since mine all snapped...almost bought a Sky Eats Airplane shirt but didn't...so then I said bye to Ryan and scoped out GameStop...almost bought Resistance 2, but I remembered I have SO many video games, not to mention Resistance 1 that need to be played haha mmm then I went to this adult store...just to you know check things out...I ended up getting some stickers and incense. It was like 10 for a dollar haha. Hrmm so yeah does anyone know like ...

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Sooooo anyways...came home, chatted with raf for a bit, didn't go so well. Then some friends came over around 9pm and we all hung out and had fun until 4am or so haha

Woke up around 10am this morning...messaged Raf a bunch of time, then I finally called him, hehe he was happy lol. So yeah just doing a couple things, then we're going to play Call of Duty 4 on LIVE.

Oh, I also updated some of the CSS on my layout and changed the header image to AFI <3

 Wow, the last few days have been weird! But I think in a good way. Good weird...I know I wrote that I'd be logging off the nets for a couple days, but since this is basically my little journal, I thought it would be similar to writing in a paper one, so this doesn't count ;) I am not checking emails, FaceBook, Twitter, none of it...I'm just writing in here.

Yesterday was raf's birthday. It sounds like he had a pretty good day, a really good day I guess. I'm glad he liked my present. I got him an XBox 360 w/ Call of Duty 4 and we ended up playing for a couple hours. I definitely had fun. I can really get more kills without that stupid cast (which is being put back on today unfortunately). I doubt they'll do it in pink, but you never know, I'm going to ask anyways.

I think I am pretty much over being sick which is really nice. I basically just had a sore throat and a bit of a runny nose for a couple days. I was definitely miserable during those days, but it's better then being sick for weeks. I'm still taking a couple meds to get me through the day, but it's not too bad anymore.

So I told Rafael that I wanted to get another tattoo, I was thinking of getting something that would make me laugh each time I saw it, something related to me and him, but he just said he hates tattoos and not to talk to about it with him, oh well. I'll figure something cool out. I thought about getting a couple little Mario stars or something cute ^__^ not sure though.

So apparently him and this girl are going to hook up. I won't name names because this is a public entry and I promised him I would keep my mouth shut (for the moment). I think it's totally awesome! I'm all for it, but he seems to down about it, I mean yeah I'm definitely not going to be the same girl around him when he does and now knowing but it's not like I'm that much different, HA HA HA I can still be funny. I don't really know if I want to talk more about the subject. I really feel good about them though, I think if that makes him the happiest boy in the world, then I'll be the happiest girl in the world for him. I'm totally behind him 100%!

So it snowed again last night, I've got like an inch or two on my lawn, and it's pretty :) Tonight I am going out to dinner with Nikki and I think we might go to the movies too. I know this might sound odd, but I think I am going to focus on my real life friends, not that I don't care about my friends online, because I most definitely do. I just have so many good people here that I can hug and hold and talk face to face with. And I know I make it that way, and because I do I think I should start doing so. This weekend I don't really have plans, I don't know what I am going to do, maybe I'll go hangout with my brother and his friends for a bit.

I played through some of the Banjo Kazooie: Nuts and Bolts demo last night. I couldn't stop giggling. It reminded me of so many good times back in the day, Nintendo 64, staying up late with friends playing Mario Kart and all. I think I am going to buy the guide for the full game, I remember needing it for the N64 version cause of all the music notes, and puzzle pieces, but now it looks like they've introduced like "go-karts" or something...I love Mumbo Jumbo! EEECOMPOKUM! :)

Alright, so I've got a doctor's appointment shortly so I should probably get dressed and stop yapping! I hope everyone has a lovely Friday!

xooxxmorgan