Not much going on lately. Just been hanging out, riding a whole lot. Been trying to hit up the gym as much as I can. Went a couple parties over the last couple nights. Got retarded and probably did things I don't even want to know about. I really need to get some coding done on Confessh.us. I just haven't really been in the mood to do it and for me to code stuff, I really have to be in the mood or nothing gets done.

Haven't talked to Chris in weeks now. It sucks and I hate it. I try IMing him but he never responds. I miss having a buddy to do lots of things with. I sent him my Chapter 11 CCNA stuff, but he never responded about it. I dunno what his deal is or why he hates me? Cause I wouldn't send nude frontal pics?! I guess. whatever.

Haven't actually really talked to any of my online buddies in a while. Talk to Jason a bunch the other weekend, but that was about it. Oh wellz :( I think there's one more horse show I can get in next weekend if it's not freezing cold haha. This morning it was like 35F at my house...it's about 70ish now. Hehe, I do like the fall though. The Spring and Fall are my favorite seasons. I have a feeling I'm going to get my ass kicked again this winter, so I apologize in advance to anyone who needs to converse with me this Winter.

I've been playing a lot of DiRT2 lately. I'm like 80% through the DiRT Tour. It's such a fun game. There's definitely a bunch of frustrating points throughout the game, but I really really love racing! I've also been looking for a new car, you know, seeing as how it's been a year since I've had one. I'm probably going to go to this place where you can tell them what you want and they'll either have one or they'll build it for you. I'll probably get like a 2005ish(??) Subaru WRX. I'm pretty excited, I'll probably go there tomorrow and talk it over with them.

Tonight, er today and tonight, not much happening, I went out riding before. Brian and I had some pancakes for breakfast. Played some XBox this afternoon, and tonight, I think we're just staying in and having a quiet movie night which is perfect.

I've also been talking with a couple of the therapeutic riding and horse rescue places up here, so if I can do a little work for them, because having zero income will kick my ass eventually haha. Anyways, I hope everyone had a nice weekend!

This is going to be a pretty quick and maybe short post, who knows. Brian is coming over in a couple minutes so we can have some BBQ time! Hehe. I dunno if it'll be the last one of the season but surely one of. I love BBQs! :) Such yummy food hehe. I think tonight we're doing some steak and chicken and corn on the cob. I'd love to get some ribs too though.

What else, ever since I quit my job, or I dunno if you'd say that but the business was over, I've been riding like as much as I can. I spent like 12-14 hours out there with the horses, it's so much fun. I go on trail rides that last for hours on end, I just get lost out in the woods, and just enjoy the beautiful state that I live in. I really love living here. Sometimes I even bring Kiara along which she loves!

We created a new social networking site called RocketShipz (http://rocketshipz.com) and it's a bit different then these LJ based websites. Check it out, I'd love to see a couple more people on there and if you don't sign up, pass it along to your friends. :)

I really want to get more into PHP coding, maybe...I really want to work on Confessh.us and get more features and things built-in. Plus PHP is a really neat language. I also need to finish my CCNA studies up. I'm like 4-5 chapters from completing the book and I really need to do it now before I forget everything I've learned. I think tomorrow, I will actually pick it up again and get it done :) Chris will be happy/proud of me :)

I've started playing Wolfenstein since I got my Xbox 360 hacked up to the latest firmware. It's awesome :) vaporizing people is excellent.

Anyways, gotta run now. have a lovely day peepz xoxoxox

 I've been so busy as of late. I've been at horse shows, and then Brian and I finally took our vacation to Montreal. it was so much fun, although I wish it hadn't taken us so long to do it haha. Then when I got back I arranged to have my Internet which resulted in my stuff being offline for 3-4 days...haha I had to get my new Palm Pre tethered up so I could do some work lol.

Hrmm, what else. our movie rental application is pretty much done. Our completion date is the 22nd, which also happens to be MY BIRTHDAY! :D Hehe

I got a bunch of new music today and I got season 3 of The IT Crowd. I'm watching the first episode right now, and it's so funny. I love this TV series haha. As for new music, I think there's like 5-6 new bands that I got that I really enjoy! The new caliban album is really awesome, but the new Thrice album is pretty crap...at least compared to their other ones.

Anyways, I am going to continue watching these episodes. I can't get enough of it!! :)

 Today was crazy! I ran a mile in the morning, then went on a two hour trail ride. Then I went mountain biking which wasn't supposed to be too crazy. We ended up going a lot further, like 12 miles hahaha. I was SO dead afterwards. I just came home, Brian had some eats ready fortunately. I took a shower and passed out for like an hour.

Found out the Prestige version of Modern Warfare 2 is going to be $150 which is nice, but then when you realize they've included NVGs for that price, you also realize how shitty they must be hahaha. I would have preferred some figurines or something. Maybe an assault rifle...

So as usual Chris and I played some Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare. I leveled up a couple times. At level 27 now ^__^! So that was my day. Tomorrow it's back to work, I have a feeling I might be very sore haha.

I think tonight, I might start a new anime series or watch some Japanese movie or something. Hope everyone had a nice day! xoxoxo

Work has been super busy lately. And of course when I get home the last thing I want to do is to sit down at a computer and write in here...haha, sorry little Scribbld, I do love you though hehehe.

So yeah, I've been really happy as of late. I'm doing really well in my class, although it can get a bit frustrating at times. Like this week we had 2 exams, which I wasn't much of a fan of, but I guess it's all part of the college "experience". Busting ass! Haha. I guess I had better get used to it too, considering I'll be upping myself to like 3-4 classes in the fall. At least I hope I can, I just have to make sure they're doing classes which I need/want. I didn't get any Cisco work done this week which made me a bit sad. I've just been so busy with other things. Brian and I have made plans to actually visit Montreal next weekend instead of Massachusetts. Which is awesome, finally we're going. I'm really excited!

I got the new Alexisonfire album and it's pretty good, although I think I like their older stuff more. Same with the new Taking Back Sunday. Oh well, it's not that I hate it, I just like the older stuff more. I think Brian and I and a couple friends are seeing Boys Like Girls next week, which will be awesome.

This upcoming week we've got a buncha appointments scheduled and things to do, so I expect to not be around very much.

Today Brian and I took the AR out and shot a ton, I think we went through about 500-600 rounds which is awesome. She's still performing wonderfully (as she should) hehe. Gotta clean her up in a little. I figured I would just sit down and relax a little. Brian's doing up some BBQ chicken and burgers now, yummmeh!

Tonight, not much going on, I might hop on Xbox for a little bit, if anyone's down for some Call of Duty 4 let me know :)

Hope everyone has a nice weekend and week! <3 xoxox

Wow, busy busy busy as of late. Monday I had like 4 consulting appointments, yesterday I had tons of office work to do and some repairs, data transfers and setups to complete. On Monday evening I went out to dinner with Brian and his parents, that was nice, I like them and they seem to like me...although I've known them since I was little, haha, so it's nothing really new. Tuesday Brian made a picnic dinner and brought that up to Burlington along with a blanket and we just ate and layed out on the waterfront. Super romantic and made me totally the happiest girl ever, especially after busting ass all day long, that was exactly what I needed. After that we went and saw Pixar's UP which I thought was outstanding.

I am not sure about myself lately though. Pretty much anything makes me burst into tears. For example, the short before the movie, the one with the storks and the clouds, I started crying because the poor cloud kept fucking up and I dunno?!?! What the hell is wrong with me haha. It was so cute and sad. And then during the main movie I got all teary eyed and stuff haha. It could just be because it's that time of the month pretty much, either that or I've got some really weird emotional problems going on lol. Oh well...

After we got home last night, I checked a couple things on the web, and then Brian and I just fell asleep watching Spirited Away. I was sooooo tired.

Today, not much is happening. Just at the office working on a couple in-house things, as well as some repairs and finishing a data transfer or two from old to new machines. Today was supposed to be really crappy weather, but it's been really nice the entire day so I think I'll take advantage of that and go out riding. Brian said he was making dinner for us tonight, which is awesome. I think I've seriously got the most amazing boyfriend in the whole entire world!! I guess after riding, we'll have dinner, maybe play some Mario Kart, watch a movie and just sleep. I've got some homework to get done for class, so I'll fit that in there somewhere. I've gotta find some lunch at some point too, I might just do Quiznos. I hope everyone is well!! xoxox

 So yesterday was super busy. So was Friday. I can't even really remember the last time I've updated so I might talk about some things I've already talked about haha.

Thursday and Friday were really busy days for me. Thursday, I had a couple consulting appointments in the morning, and then worked at the office for the rest of the day. Had a bunch of repairs to finish, and a couple data transfers, and at one point I had an Xserve setup. On Friday, I just had a bunch of work at the office. Both days went by really quickly. Friday night I proceeded to get intoxicated and play GTAIV with a friend. Tons of fun, although I think I passed out pretty quickly lol. Oops. I did buy myself another 500GB hard drive since SOMEONE stole mine to be used elsewhere haha.

I found out that It-Leaked is back online, which makes me SUPER happy! I was missing my music source haha. I finally got myself caught up on CCNA stuff and this week I'll be starting chapter 8 as planned. Hehe. I love this stuff, although not so much the logical stuff, I like putting the stuff together and doing hands on and all. Thanks to ltdan, I have access to a full CCNA/Cisco lab hehe.

Yesterday, ltdan and I spent like a bazillion hours getting the new database server online. The longest bit was me creating a new bootable USB stick. Note to people, NEVER USE THE UBUNTU/LINUX VERSION OF UNETBOOTIN! It's shit!! Hahaha. I used the Windows version after like 6 hours and it booted the server first try hahaha. So we got the base server install going. I figured out the front panel lights, so now there's one extra pretty light. Hehe And it's blueee!!

I think one of our RAID sets might have just died...we really need to get those extra drives so we can start using the new server as a file storage place. I am hoping we could sell like 10 permanent accounts here or maybe on Death Note...

Today, I've got some school work to get done. I got a 98% on my quiz last week. I'm relatively proud of myself for that hehe. The class is pretty cool, although not what I would normally choose to study. It is required for my degree, so I might as well as make the best of it and learn what I can.

I need to get out to work the horses some, and then I think Brian and I are going out to dinner and to see Terminator. I wouldn't mind seeing Wolverine too. I hope everyone has a lovely day!

 This is kind of a test entry. I think jimmy  got cross posting working, but we'll see when  submit this entry.

I was so busy today, I barely had time to grab a glass of water or sit down for a second. I have like 8-9 repairs that I needed to get through. I had to finish up an Xserve from the previous night and then I had some web work to do. 4:30pm has never come quicker haha After work, I went to the barn and played with my horses. I always have fun with that. Then I BBQ'd some chicken and it was amazing. Brian came over and ate with me, and then he headed home for a bit. I got my Cisco stuff worked on. I finally finished the section about EIGRP, and tomorrow hopefully I can finish the rest of the chapter. Then Friday and the weekend, I'll do questions and stuff.

I finally had time to log into my Fundamentals in Nutrition class tonight. To be honest the website is pretty ghetto. Looks like it was made in 1995 haha. But whatever, it's the content that really matters. I did really well on my practice quizzes (average of 95% or so) hehe. I love taking classes and learning, this is so much fun! Tomorrow we've got a quiz, I'm pretty sure I am ready! :) I can't wait to start Japanese class in July! SO EXCITED!!!

Anyways, I just noticed that there's an issue with the entry box on this site too (as well as Scribbld). I have a feeling it's my web browser though. I wish Google would hurry up and release Chrome for Mac already!

Well, that's about it from me, time to get some sleep!

Oh and also, I think we're going to start selling some permanent accounts, about 10 of them on Scribbld. So keep your eyes peeled! :)

OH anddddd. I finally got my Xbox back from Microsoft, and the Faceplate USB cover was busted off...so I called and a really nice lady offered to ship me a new faceplate...I'll blog it on WithinMorgan.com tomorrow or something...whenever I get time. Hehe.

The horse show last week was amazing. I know I didn't write anything or tweet very much, but that's what happens when you've got a lot of things to do haha. I definitely had an awesome time. There were a couple photographers theres, so I'll see if I can find some pics of me and I'll post them up.

So a little drama happened. My ex-boyfriend, Brian, who I kind of still like came down and surprised me. He brought flowers and horsey stuff and was there each morning and all day when I was riding, and when I wasn't we hung out. So the issue is he wants to get back together with me and I want to also, but I'm so afraid he's going to pull another I'm busy with school and exams and breakup with me again. On Friday night we had a good long talk, basically he broke up with me because he thought he wasn't giving me the amount of time and attention he thought I deserved and thought I deserved to be with someone a lot better then him. That was because he was all stressed out over his finals and exams and such...I dunno, if it was me that made him think that or something. I don't know, but I was really happy with him and I totally understood he had a lot going on, so I was trying to be as not needy and clingy as possible. I dunno, I think we both had some bad communication on both our parts. So he ended up spending the nights in my room, but I made him sleep on the floor, I didn't think we were at the sleeping in the same bed yet...if that even ever happens...I really don't know what to do...I like him a lot, I just don't like how he broke it off, without even talking to me first you know...I don't know what will happen to us...we'll see...

So I got home this morning around 10 or so...kind of just hung out for a bit. Talked with raf  and ltdan  and then I took a nap. I had a dream that I was Baird from GoW and that I had a chainsaw dual with someone who was "playing" Marcus. Weird I know...then I had a dream about me fingering myself?! Dunno where that came from, but it happened haha.

Just chatting with Chris now. I think my parents are coming over, and we're doing some BBQing in a little bit. Yum!!

One of my summer classes starts tomorrow. I'm really excited...even though it is online. I tried logging in today, but the class still isn't showing up. Hopefully it does by tomorrow. Haha. Japanese class starts in July. I'm really psyched for that one.

So, jimmy  found out that Dreamwidth is OS. So we're looking to set that up. Maybe start a new invite-only, special, elitist journaling site with that. It'll be pretty private if we do get it running...we're installing a couple servers too run it on at the moment, only testing. If we like it we'll go live with it. We're also actively working on fixing the polls in the RTE and getting rename tokens working!

I hope everyone had a wonderful past week and a lovely weekend...and have a wonderful upcoming week!!

xooxx

Been really busy the last couple of days working on Confessh.us and it's definitely been a lot of fun, but of course frustrating. Mostly frustrating because I don't really know enough PHP to build an actual functioning ANYTHING with it. But the odd thing is we're really getting a lot done regardless of me not "knowing" PHP. We've actually really only got like 3 large pieces of the website to go, the user page, tagging and something else, but now I've forgotten haha. I am hoping to have a usable site done within the next week or so. Then I'll open it to beta testing! I'm very excited!

So that's pretty much what I spent yesterday doing. I worked on it from when I woke up until about 12-1pm. Then I got mad because I was having so many issues with sessions and stuff, that I was so close to just scrapping the project. ltdan  got mad at me and I think I went off to work on some other web code, Laconica, which is quite cool. But then I was like, I can't let him down, or myself, so I started working on the code again. And we worked until like 12am and got SO much done, to the point where we're only needing like 3 pieces left. He's working on tagging. It's definitely the hardest if not the hardest piece of the whole site haha. I am hoping that he's learning from it too. I've definitely learned a lot during this project. I really like it.

Today, not much is going on, chatted with ltdan this morning. Had some breakfast and then just watched some TV and took a nap. I think I am going to head outside though, I might take a nice walk with the dog, or go play with the horses. I hope everyone has had a lovely weekend! Enjoy the last few hours!

 These past couple days, I've been really busy working on that new web project, and I'm finally ready to share a bit about it. basically it's a confessions website where people can go and submit confessions (they can be done anonymously, but you must make an account to submit them). Then people can "like" or even comment on them. You can check it out here:

http://confessh.us

You can see some of the mockups I've been working on by looking at this Flickr set. So pretty much we've got down the idea of what is it and how we want it to work. Now we've just got t get started on coding it up...which is going to be rather interesting since I don't know a whole lot about PHP and MySQL. It'll definitely be a BIG learning project haha.

Right now, there's not much to do other then sign up to get notified when we need beta testing :) But definitely sign up!

Other then that, I've been really busy with the boyfriend and stuff. Had a really nice weekend helping ltdan get OS X installed on his Dell Mini. We probably spent like 24+ hours total trying to get his working. Mine worked in about 45 minutes haha And 95% of that time was waiting for it to install itself haha. I actually wrote about it and took some pictures on WithinMorgan.com so check it out! :)

Yesterday, I finished up some repairs I had and also finished up the 2 scripts needed for Confessh.us. Got home, worked on getting of my written labs or chapter 3 CCNA done. Then I completely finished the last script for Confessh,us and then ltdan and I did our study/review session. I got so angry at one question, but then I figured it out after like 30 minutes of hell. Haha. After that, I worked on Confessh.us some more, and chatted with a couple friends.

I got my 2GB RAM chip in this morning for my Dell Mini netbook, so after I finish this entry I'll install it and the netbook will be much happier :) So that's about all that's going on with me, sorry about not checking/commenting on friends stuff, I've been ridiculously busy! I hope everyone is well!!

xoxox

 Been super busy as usual. Haha, what's new...I've started working on a new web project which will pretty much be built form the ground up. This requires me learning some PHP and MySQL, actually probably a fair amount since it'll be dealing with pulling and inserting lots of data. But I am hoping it shouldn't be too complicated. I have a feeling when we're done a bunch of you might actually like using this new website. I can't get into too much right now, but as we get something more solid working, I'll definitely toss out some beta invites. So that's pretty much what I've been upto for that past 3 days. It's funny because I came up with the idea in a dream when Iw as riding the bus home from work. It's kind of crazy the thing sI can dream up LOL. So once I got home, I told ltdan immediately and we started working on it. Right now, most of the site page mockups are done, and I'm starting to work on psuedo code for them.

Yesterday I got my Dell Mini which made me very excited. I have been waiting like 3 weeks or so for it. It's really cute. I am definitely not liking the keyboard as much as my HP Mini though. THe HP is far better, but the Dell works with OS X a lot better (audio works for one). ltdan and I started working on getting OS X installed on them last night around 10pm or so. We were going to start earlier but Brian stopped by and I couldn't turn him away haha. So I hung with Brian for a couple hours, then he had to head out and so then I contacted the Lt.

Mine pretty much finished up with no issues. I did have WiFi on first, second or even third boot but after installing the DellEFI tools it all worked fine including audio which made me extremely happy. So while I was getting my Mini setup in OS X I started helping him, burning CDs/DVDs getting the tools and such. We ended up staying up until about 4am working on it, cause he didn't have an external DVD drive, so we had to go the route of the bootable USB drive which pretty much didn't work for many various reasons. So when I got into bed, I pretty much fell asleep instantly.

I also talked to raf  last night. I guess it went well, I can't really tell anymore. Some days are good, some days are eeh. But yeah, I love him lots and I suppose that's all that really matters. Not sure if I want to or can say much more about it in this public entry haha

Woke up this morning around 10am. Took a shower and started working some more on the web project. Finished the mockups this morning and started my psuedo code. ltdan and I are now working on getting OS X on his Mini again now. I'm just trying to help as much as I can, I think we might actually get it today. I definitely understand how frustrating it can be to not get something work, that should be really easy to do. Even last night I was getting frustrated since my WiFi and audio weren't working the way I thought they would.

Not much else is going on today, I might go for a run or something, cause it's really nice (although chilly) out. I'm converting some TV episodes and movies right now too, so I'll probably watch those this afternoon and evening. Just relaxing and chillen' out today. I might get some CCNA work done, but that will definitely be later tonight, I do not have the brain energy to work on something like that (especially with the chapter we're on right now, VLSMs & Subnetting) right now :P

Have a lovely weekend everyone xoxox

Wow, am I happy that it's the weekend. Yesterday, I didn't really do much, I think I left my room maybe a total of 5 times haha. I just sat around, played with web stuff, TeHGeekGirl.com, Photoshop, chatted with friends and watched TV shows and movies. I started watching the second season of Hani Yori Dango. I get so addicted to that stuff that I can't just watch one episode at a time haha. I am on like episode 5 now. It's so good haha. I just wish that Makino would tell Tsukasa how she really felt cause he just came out and told her how she feels. Every time they see each other though she just yells at him and stuff. I really think they should just be together as much as I love Rui, I dunno haha, its hard.

Anyways, I also finally got my hands on this erotic film that I've been trying to get ever since Violet Blue mentioned it on her (now defunct) podcast a couple years ago. I dunno why I didn't get it sooner, I guess I searched for it but came up empty handed so I just forgot about it. It's actually not as great as I thought it was. It's kind of like a little interview and then they have sex, for what reason I don't know haha. I guess it turned me on a little bit, but it was unusual.

So after that, I think I watched a couple more episodes of Hana Yori Dango. It's funny cause I am actually starting to understand some of the words and phrases. I love it. I love Japanese. I'm working on my writing right now. I love writing Japanese, it's so much fun! I've really just got to get it all down, at least hiragana. I'm up to ma, mi, mu, me, mo. So that's...like...30 characters or so. I also need to just work on basic dialog.

I've also been busy with my CCNA (Cisco Certified Network Associate), every time I type in Cisco, I type in Circa, as in Circa Survive haha. Bad habit. But this past week ltdan  and I had our first study/review session and I think I did pretty well. I love how I can actually understand most of this Cisco stuff, it amazes me. But I guess when you love something you will actually put in the time to learn it and hopefully become relatively proficient in it. Unfortunately there was a bit of a "fiasco" on Thursday where ltdan  didn't show up at all during the day, so I freaked out and every was like oh his phone is probably dead and he's busy but I was like noooooo, maybe something happened to him, so basically I was a wreck the entire day...of course, guess what it was...he was busy and his phone was out of battery. So yeah, I felt like a complete moron to say the least! So yeah, we didn't have our study/review night...cause I hadn't done my labs...and get this, he did have them done, so that made it even worse haha. I did finish my labs that were due on that night though.

So yeah that's what I've been up to. Last night ltdan and I played Horde Mode in Gears of War 2. I wrote a little blurb about it on www.WithinMorgan.com so you can check that out if you're bored or something. After that I watched a bit of Hana Yori Dango and then passed out.

Woke up this morning, a bit later then usual. Had a bit of chat with Chris and then we went our ways for the day. I headed out to the barn, Brian showed up with some warm tea which was so nice of him. He's really the greatest boyfriend hehe. Then he helped me with a few chores and then he had to go do some homework and stuff. He can never do it at my house cause we always end up fooling around LOL So he gets nothing done. I think he'll be coming over tonight though for some dinner and then back up to Burlington for him. He's so cuuute. Hehehe.

Tonight, nothing much going on. Chris and I might work some more on the hard drive I killed, which had SOME VERY IMPORTANT files on it. I did this on Friday night I believe. Most importantly it had mine, emilie 's and raf 's Warcraft characters on it. I mean I've got a backup from like November or so, but it's too old. I am really hoping Chris and I can recover it, or I am going to cry. I might play some Xbox later on, I'm starting to get a bit hungry, so I'm going to head off, make some tea and a snack and then work on a bit more Japanese, and chat with raf obviously <3

Hello all. Sorry about the lack of updates. I've just got so much going on, when I actually have a free second, I don't feel like writing really. I launched my new blog at, http://www.withinmorgan.com - it's going to be a bit of personal (although nothing like this) and techy I think. I dunno, just fun stuff. There's really only one article up there at the moment, but there's going to be lots more to come. raf , Jenny and I are kind of building this little blog network. It's really cool. So what else. I've been major emo because of all the winter and darkness and all. It's killing me. I am so glad spring is only a month or so away. I will be much better.

ltdan and I are just about to start studying for our CCNA. That's going to be a lot of fun. I am really excited. I love networking. It's probably one of my favorite computer subjects. I really like networking & security. So yeah!

Hrmm, so what else. Today was really nice, so I spent a bunch of time outside with Kiara. She looooves the snow, but then and again, what husky doesn't?!

Been playing a lot of Dead Space too. Just trying to finish up the game. Just started chapter 8. It's a really great game even though I get scared of just about everything. Very gross too hehe. I think once that is done, I might try to finish up some more of DiRT too. I really like that game, the other night I was driving the STi and the WRX. I looove those cars.

Today...besides playing outside, I watch Role Model and I thought it was hilarious. I recommend anyone who hasn't seen it to see it, that and Sex Drive, both hilarious movies! Tonight I am going to be playing some Aegis Wing with raf , ltdan and Jenny. I am sure it's going to be a lot of fun!

Grrr...I hate when people add me on Twitter but leave their updates protected, then I have no idea what the person is like and I don't end up adding them.

Well what else. I might go start reading the CCNA book (its enormous - 900+ pages) so I can get a bit of a head start hehe. I hope everyone has a lovely weekend!

Hi all,

I must apologize for not commenting so much. I've been reading almost if not all of your entries. I'll definitely try to keep up with commenting though. It looks like most of you are all doing quite well, and I'm happy about that! Life's too short to be sad.

I've been rather flakey as of late though and I know. I've just been dealing with some personal issues mostly. This whole winter thing makes me depressed. It's been happening for years now though, probably since the beginning of high school. I guess I should be used to it by now, but I'm not. Every winter I just so sad and down about everything regardless of whether or not it's a happy thing or not. It's terrible and I hate it. I know I've actually read about it and I know I'm not the only one who experiences it. I know they even put some people on meds. I don't think I want to do that though. I'm not one for remedying things by drugs. But maybe I should, if it would really help me that is.

I've also been having some relationship troubles, but I believe most of that is really cleared up. I think Brian and I just rushed into the relationship without really getting to know each other. I mean, I have known him for years, but never like this. We just we like oh, I like you and you like me, let's be boyfriend/girlfriend and that was that. It's all cool now though, and we're totally happy with each other. I think going out and down to MA these past few weekends have been so good for us. We really got to just be away from things, away from people, and with each other. Plus, we got to see some really great bands, Funeral for a Friend and Every Time I Die, both bands we highly enjoy.

Speaking of music, anyone heard the new Thursday album? Amazing?! YES/YES!!! Haha I love it soooo much, it's like the only thing I was listening to on my iPod today. Also the new Lamb of God album is quite good too!

Hrmm, so I've been really busy with work too, and riding. I've got to start getting the horses in shape for this coming show season and what better time to start then now haha. I've been slowly working my way to hitting or looping in CoD4 again before my LIVE account expires. I think I am going to be relived when it does though. I can finally start to work on my other games that I've not touched. I've got games from 04 that are still in their shrink wrap lol. It sucks, I am so bad at video games. I find one that I really like and that's all I end up playing lol So I guess I'll be finishing Star Fox Adventures as one of the first ones...then we'll go from there. I'll be working on finishing games that I've started but never finished first, then I'll start games that I never touched. I am really excited haha.I'd also like to start reading more books. So I've got a lot going on hehe.

Oh, iPhone is finally available here in Vermont, not like it means a lot to me, but finally after like 2.5 years, it's available up here haha. That also means we've got AT&T up here, very cool! :) I've had my iPhone since day 1...so I guess I had my 2.5 years of being cool...

Not sure if I've got anything useful left to say. Hope all is well with every one else!