Wow, busy busy busy as of late. Monday I had like 4 consulting appointments, yesterday I had tons of office work to do and some repairs, data transfers and setups to complete. On Monday evening I went out to dinner with Brian and his parents, that was nice, I like them and they seem to like me...although I've known them since I was little, haha, so it's nothing really new. Tuesday Brian made a picnic dinner and brought that up to Burlington along with a blanket and we just ate and layed out on the waterfront. Super romantic and made me totally the happiest girl ever, especially after busting ass all day long, that was exactly what I needed. After that we went and saw Pixar's UP which I thought was outstanding.

I am not sure about myself lately though. Pretty much anything makes me burst into tears. For example, the short before the movie, the one with the storks and the clouds, I started crying because the poor cloud kept fucking up and I dunno?!?! What the hell is wrong with me haha. It was so cute and sad. And then during the main movie I got all teary eyed and stuff haha. It could just be because it's that time of the month pretty much, either that or I've got some really weird emotional problems going on lol. Oh well...

After we got home last night, I checked a couple things on the web, and then Brian and I just fell asleep watching Spirited Away. I was sooooo tired.

Today, not much is happening. Just at the office working on a couple in-house things, as well as some repairs and finishing a data transfer or two from old to new machines. Today was supposed to be really crappy weather, but it's been really nice the entire day so I think I'll take advantage of that and go out riding. Brian said he was making dinner for us tonight, which is awesome. I think I've seriously got the most amazing boyfriend in the whole entire world!! I guess after riding, we'll have dinner, maybe play some Mario Kart, watch a movie and just sleep. I've got some homework to get done for class, so I'll fit that in there somewhere. I've gotta find some lunch at some point too, I might just do Quiznos. I hope everyone is well!! xoxox

Hello all. Sorry about the lack of updates. I've just got so much going on, when I actually have a free second, I don't feel like writing really. I launched my new blog at, http://www.withinmorgan.com - it's going to be a bit of personal (although nothing like this) and techy I think. I dunno, just fun stuff. There's really only one article up there at the moment, but there's going to be lots more to come. raf , Jenny and I are kind of building this little blog network. It's really cool. So what else. I've been major emo because of all the winter and darkness and all. It's killing me. I am so glad spring is only a month or so away. I will be much better.

ltdan and I are just about to start studying for our CCNA. That's going to be a lot of fun. I am really excited. I love networking. It's probably one of my favorite computer subjects. I really like networking & security. So yeah!

Hrmm, so what else. Today was really nice, so I spent a bunch of time outside with Kiara. She looooves the snow, but then and again, what husky doesn't?!

Been playing a lot of Dead Space too. Just trying to finish up the game. Just started chapter 8. It's a really great game even though I get scared of just about everything. Very gross too hehe. I think once that is done, I might try to finish up some more of DiRT too. I really like that game, the other night I was driving the STi and the WRX. I looove those cars.

Today...besides playing outside, I watch Role Model and I thought it was hilarious. I recommend anyone who hasn't seen it to see it, that and Sex Drive, both hilarious movies! Tonight I am going to be playing some Aegis Wing with raf , ltdan and Jenny. I am sure it's going to be a lot of fun!

Grrr...I hate when people add me on Twitter but leave their updates protected, then I have no idea what the person is like and I don't end up adding them.

Well what else. I might go start reading the CCNA book (its enormous - 900+ pages) so I can get a bit of a head start hehe. I hope everyone has a lovely weekend!

Today I played a massive amount of Call of Duty 4. raf played with me.  realhorrorshow joined too! We all had a ton of fun. At one point it was 4 on 1, it was a bit silly. We definitely had a bunch of good rounds. I went 41 and 14 at one point. I definitely had a good day!

In the morning I got the VMWare version of Scribbld (also known as DramaJournal) booted up. I would eventually like to open a real DramaJournal, although I think it would be the development version of Scribbld, but it would still be live. So I got some of those LJ only layouts working. It wasn't as much as I thought it would be. Basically you just snag the CSS file and the images associated with the theme, drop them in the right folders and then you're good to go.

Chatted a bit with Andrew today, I guess things are going well. It does feel a bit awkward but I guess things will work themselves out.

I told Raf about my dream, was a bit odd haha. I love having weird dreams like that though. Dreaming is so much fun.

Tonight Brian is coming over, actually he should be here any minute. We're just going to have dinner, watch movies and snuggle. Sounds like a good night to me :)!

Back to work next week. I think it'll be nice though. As much as I enjoying playing 12 hours of COD4 a day, I think I could do with a little bit of work.

Hope everyone is well xoxox

I've had this page open since like 9:30am and I've written nothing. I keep getting distracted....

So this morning I finally got my cast off and now I've got a soft one, I think it's air or something. I wasn't paying attention. Made it to work around 9:30am and continued working on the Mac Pro I was pulling apart for login board replacement yesterday. Hrmm, maybe before I talk about today, I should talk about yesterday :)

Yesterday...work was work, spent a bunch time playing on AP and hanging out with the very cool and very nice people on there. Made a couple new friends so I was happy about that. raf was at some learning about XML thing all day, so we didn't chat at all, it sucked. I missed him so much. He always does the best job in making my day fly by! Went home around 4:30...slept on the bus (as usual). Got back on AP, hit 1000+ posts hehe, then Brian came over.

I wanted to watch Kung Foo Panda with him, but I ended up not having it. I thought I did, but I think the copy I had got NUKED, so I ended up deleting it. I did download a new copy though, but I obviously didn't have it in time. We ended up watching The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian, a movie I love.

So, Brian, I suppose I should tell you a bit about him huh?! He's my brothers friend, I've known him for a while, I guess he's my friend too, but he's probably more my brothers friend who I've always kind of liked. He's 19, I think almost 20. He's a grade above my brother, but they've always been buddies. He came over on Thanksgiving, it was actually the first time I'd seen him in a while....we're all so busy! We kind of just hung out, caught up and stuff, and then the other night, Monday, he saw my Twitter (stalker???) and he brought me some hot chocolate while I was working at the barn. Cutest and best thing ever.

So anyways, he came over last night. We watched a movie, he didn't really try anything, which I thought was cute too. I mean he put his arm around me and I snuggled a bit closer to him, but that's about it...well, sorta...he did kiss me good night, but I don't know if it was like kiss as a friend just cause, or if it meant anything, I don't know what I want it to be...I really don't...I am so confused about boys sometimes...he also texted me when he got home saying he had a really fun time. I did too. I had actually wanted him to spend the night, but he had class in the morning...

I sometimes get that butterfly feeling about him, but I dunno :P We'll see!


Ok, so today...yeah, went to the doctors, got rid of my hard cast, it's amazing!!! Got to work, been working on a Mac Pro pretty much all morning. Finished it though, returning some phone calls now. Playing on AP too, although it's pretty quiet...I am sure this afternoon it'll come back alive!! I'm going to work horses tonight, that will be fun, maybe call Brian at some point see if he's doing anything tonight, I hope he doesn't get sick of me haha

I actually got to play some Dead Space on Monday. I made it a bit into Chapter 2, I am so slow at video games...well most of the time hehe Definitely a wicked awesome game though, I really like it. I think I might buy that Scorpion Suit on Marketplace. Not much else has been going on...oh I did a bunch of work on You Are The Scene, Dave is a really great guy. 

Just chatting with Jason now, and slowly posting on AP...thinking about getting some lunch at some point...yummy!

"decemberunderground is a time and a place. It is where the cold can huddle together in darkness and isolation. It is a community of those detached and disillusioned who flee to love, like winter, in the recesses below the rest of the world." -Davey Havok

I don't know why I am awake at this god awful hour. I am a bit hungry, but I have no intention of getting something to eat. So yesterday I worked a bit more on the seakretz project, but just a little. Then I fixed my MX records cause it was screwing up all my email. Stupid Laconica haha hrmm, chatted with raf  a lot. I was going to take a nap, and I did for like 30 minutes then Katie called and told me she had just broken up with her boyfriend of like 3 years...so I went over to her place and we kind of just talked and I made an attempt to make her feel a bit better. Then we both learned that this girl who has a sister in my brother class and who herself was 1 grade below us hung/hanged? herself the other night. Definitely not cool and it didn't help the mood. Then I went to the barn only to find out JP had a nice big bloody cut above his eye. So I spent a bunch of time fixing that lol. I didn't call the vet cause it's wasn't all that bad, just bloody, not too deep, fortunately.

So I finally made it home around 6 or 7pm. Pretty much spent the night talking to friends. I reg'd on AbsolutePunk, it's really fun. People there are nice, maybe a bit crazy, but nice nonetheless. Tons of pointless threads but whatever it's fun!! Spent some time discussing Autobots, the Decepticons and Megan Fox with Chris LOL. I need to syndicate his blog here.

Hrmm, I eventually ended up going to bed around 1am. I was so tired, so I am a bit confused as to why I am not tired at all right now lol. Today (Monday) is pretty much unscheduled. I don't really have much going on, I'll probably chat with Raf in the AM, and then figure something to do in the afternoon since he'll be in a meeting. Tonight, no idea either, I'll probably go to work the horses since I didn't get to yesterday.

I also joined some music website, it looks pretty cool. The guy is nice :) He's in MA, so that's pretty close to me.

I definitely see either a nice warm bath or a nice warm shower in my near future though! It's soooo cold. Currently it's 14 degrees. Yuck! I'm going to have to actually break out my winter jacket, eeep!! Oh and hi to my new friend -- thisismatt .

Alright well I am going to try to get some sleep. It was nice and warm/cozy hehe If not I'll watch a movie or some TV/anime shows.

xooxmorgan

eric sent this to me the other day...

i'm pretty much giving up on typing decently for the moment. my arm/wrist is killing me, i'm still taking the drugs from the hospital but after a bit nothing matters.

yesterday was decent. i spent a buncha time watching raf on skype but i tended to get distracted with some work i had to do. rode the bus home, i think some guy a business guy sat next to me, a bit too close for comfort.

got home, went to the barn. got 2 girls helping me. was able to call my old riding instructor/friend and she got em for me. i pay em like 15$ a day they're like only 12 so they're in that omg horses & ponys yay phaze so it's great. they're good workers.

after barn, i took a nice hot bath, tried to watch hancock but fell asleep.

had promised ltdan i would play cod4 last night, but that obviously did not happen, so i told him we would play tonight...i suck at 360 at the moment. i have to put the controller down and then play cause i cant really hold it in my one hand lol.

today - chatted with raf a bit but he left me to hang with the guys. i am getting some work done but mostly just relaxing. i have a consulting appointment tomorow, should be easy though. cant wait for raf to get home.

hmm i htink thats about is for now. hope u all have a nice daya!

Today was rather interesting. I had a lot of work to do, and I didn't really take any breaks or anything so while I was working on this PowerBook I ended up falling asleep, right on top of it. I woke up about 2 hours later, maybe around 3PM, and I just said screw it and stopped working for the day. I went out and did some horsey stuff, and then I came back and I've been chatting online and ganking the Equestrian Olympics for the past 6-7 hours haha

Boyfriend is leaving tomorrow again, I think we're going to break up. It's just not working out, and I think it'll be better if we just go our own ways and we do our own things. It's going to better both of us, and we'll definitely still be friends, but I just don't think either of us, can really make it happen, we can't make the commitment, so rather then have it work really poorly, we'll just be good friends. I think that's how it shall happen.

Hrm, so what else....raf is working on a dev server for Scribbld. Wicked nice of him, I don't really understand why he's doing that, I mean "just for fun" too. At least he's not doing moodthemes like I made Andrew J. do haha. I still have to put in 10 themes still and we've got to finish up the FAQs...definitely a rainey day project.

So I thought about buying some of those decals you see on the rally cars for my 2.5RS. Make it looks something like the car in DiRT. I haven't played that game in so long, I think I shall pick it up again soon. I love video games, especially the ones you start playing, and then when you look at the clock you realize 6 hours have gone by...*cough* World of Warcraft *cough* Spore...it's fabulous. I love it cuase it frees my mind and I can go into a completely new world, where I don't have to worry about stupid shit. The only thing that matters is if I complete my quests or if I go fishing, or hunting, or whatever...

Also I've noticed that Windows people like to blog about broken applications, things the OS should be and how to hack some application because it never works the right way , while Mac people blog about all these wonderful things you can do within the OS, or these really amazing applications and such. Maybe I am subscribed to the wrong blogs...

I've got a few new movies (Incredible Hulk and Batman: Dark Night) so I think I shall either try to watch something and not fall asleep too quickly or I can wait until tomorrow...I think it's time for sleep though, I am dying.

It's a really nice day, I've already gone out for a ride, just getting back in. I'll be taking the other 2 for a ride this afternoon, I've just got a consulting appointment to get done this morning/afternoon and then I am free!!

Stayed up WAAAAY to late last night chatting with raf, but it was fun hehe I did wake up a bit later than I normally do, oh well.

Not much else to say at the moment, I'm converting episodes of Angry Beavers so I can watch them. I finally got Swordfish too haha