Sam Winchester (wayward_son) wrote,
@ 2011-05-14 21:42:00

Another Night, Another Bottle
Sam Winchester knows, deep down, that he's better than this, better than letting himself drown in self-pity and a cheap bottle of whiskey, but he doesn't care right now. He doesn't care that his brother, Dean, would want him to find a way to move on with his life and get out from under the cloud hanging over him, but Sam doesn't care about that, either.

Dean is dead, and much of Sam's purpose in life went with him. Dean was the one who'd first gotten Sam into hunting, into this life of moving from place to place and helping where they could. He'd been happy in law school, leaving this all behind, before Dean came asking for his help. Every time Sam needed his brother, Dean was there to help, there to encourage him.

But when Dean needed him, Sam couldn't come through for his brother.

He takes another drink, letting the alcohol burn as it runs down his throat. The drinking dulls the pain somewhat, keeping his guilt from eating him alive completely...

...at least, until the whiskey runs out again.

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wayward_son
2011-05-15 04:51 pm UTC (link)

Sam wasn't sure how long they moved against each other, and after a time, he was no longer sure where he ended and Ruby began, and vice-versa. He only knew how they felt together, and the sensations drew him further and further to the point of no return, her name issuing from his lips like the lyrics to a song.

That song suddenly becomes a guttural set of moans and grunts as he spends himself inside of her, as she moves up and down upon him.

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witchesrwhores
2011-05-15 05:30 pm UTC (link)

Ruby just shut her eyes, listening to the sounds that they made and the water rushing on them, and enjoying the sensations of them moving together. She didn't say anything, except to occasionally say his name, or how good he felt.

Him spending himself inside of her sent her over the edge, as she moaned loudly, tightening around him as she was overtaken by pure passion and bliss. She kissed him hungrily as they finished together.

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wayward_son
2011-05-15 05:48 pm UTC (link)

Sam simply holds her for a moment, not moving as they kiss, before he relaxes, letting her back down to the floor.

Now that the alcohol and the lust are out of his system, Sam realizes just what he's done and he feels worse than he did before. The sex was /great/ and he wasn't regretting that.

He regretted using Ruby to satisfy himself.

"I shouldn't...I shouldn't have treated you like that." Sam says, turning away from her to finish showering.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 06:22 pm UTC (link)
	"It's okay, Sam," Ruby said, stepping back a little. "It really is." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 06:50 pm UTC (link)
	He does turn around again, this time to kiss her softly. "I'm sorry about how I treated you earlier. Thanks for coming after me." Sam says, using his washcloth to soap her back. "Were you still interested in helping with the whole back-scrubbing thing?" he asks. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 08:47 pm UTC (link)
	Ruby found herself returning the kiss, smiling softly at him. "You were drinking yourself to death, Sam," Ruby said. "I couldn't let you do that." He was no good to her dead. She grinned. "Yes, yes I am." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 08:48 pm UTC (link)
	"All right. Turn around then." Sam says, proceeding to wash Ruby's back. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 09:11 pm UTC (link)
	Ruby turned around, sighing as he washed her back. "I think I missed showers almost as much as I missed french fries when I was back in hell," she said. "Almost." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 09:15 pm UTC (link)
	"We could get some french fries next, if you want." Sam says. "I'm pretty hungry, now that I think on it." he says, his stomach rumbling on cue. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	"I'm game for french fries," she said. "Unsalted, of course. Or pizza. Damn, I missed fried food." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 09:24 pm UTC (link)
	"Don't tell me you count calories? I thought you demon-types had insurance against that sort of thing?" Sam asks, looking over Ruby's new body. It seemed to have all sorts of surprises hidden in it... Focus, Sam. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 09:29 pm UTC (link)
	"Salt and I don't mix well, remember? Demon and all that? Sure, I could get salted fries...if I wanted my intestines to burn." The noticing of her body doesn't go unnoticed. "It's nice, isn't it?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-15 09:34 pm UTC (link)

"You have to ask, considering what we just did?" Sam asks,a small smirk coming to his face. Considering what he'd like to do /again/.

"Unsalted fries and pizza. Dean would go for something like that." Sam says, quietly.

His brother ate the worst, most fattening things, though he was healthy as a horse. They used to have arguments about it. Dean wasn't big on health food, but Sam was. Right now, though, a pizza sounded good, if only because it reminded him of his brother.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 09:44 pm UTC (link)
	"Maybe I just wanted to hear you say something again," Ruby said, smirking at him. "We can eat healthy if you want," Ruby said, noticing his change in mannerisms. "We don't need something battered in grease and fat." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 09:46 pm UTC (link)
	"No, pizza and fries is good. I'm fine with it." Sam says, reaching around to wash Ruby's stomach. "Life is short. Can't spend it worrying about dying, right?" he asks. Yeah, he was going to need a drink after this. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 10:01 pm UTC (link)
	She stepped a little closer to him. "No you can't," she said. "Sometimes there's worse things to worry about than death." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	"You're right." he says, looking down at her. "Can't love life too much. Everyone dies." he says, starting to wash his hair. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	"Even demons," Ruby said, sighing at the feel of his hands in her hair. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 10:17 pm UTC (link)
	"You ever wonder what it'll be like when you die?" he asks, massaging her scalp. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 10:24 pm UTC (link)
	"Sometimes," she said. "I don't know what happens when demons die. Obviously heaven's not in the picture for me... but I don't know if I'd just go back to hell, as I haven't run into any of the demons I've killed. Maybe I'll just cease to exist." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 10:30 pm UTC (link)
	"Does that scare you?" he asks. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 10:39 pm UTC (link)
	There was a long pause. "It terrifies me." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 10:43 pm UTC (link)
	Sam tilts Ruby's face up to look at him. "You're not going anywhere. Just so you know." he says, kissing her again. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 10:48 pm UTC (link)
	"A lot of people you know would say otherwise, Sam." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 11:05 pm UTC (link)
	"They're not here. It's just us." Sam whispers, kissing her neck. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)