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Characters: Jenny and Ella.
Setting: Sunday, at the mall food court.
Content: SFW and adorable.
Summary: Ella has decided to take her sister out and see what's up with her. Boy scouting is clearly the way to do this. Jenny not sure if want, and HEART TO HEART BONDING ENSUES.


When Jenny had caught wind of this plan, she had done everything in her power to make it happen as painlessly as possible.

She wasn't sure when or where Ella had caught onto her, but her sister knew something was up. Somewhere else along the line, Ella had decided that spending a whole day at the mall looking at boys was the way to solve whatever was up with her. Jenny had at least gotten fair warning, they had been talking about doing this for a few days now, Jenny's stomach knotting up worse and worse with each passing mention. She didn't want to turn her sister down, but she wasn't exactly thrilled about the prospect of wasting a whole afternoon scoping for dudes. She could be doing homework, or watching television, reading a book, something productive. Why couldn't Ella want to go to the library together, or sit down and watch a movie?

Anything where she didn't have to try to keep it together and converse about who was fittest or sexiest or anything else.

Jenny had woken up extra early, easy to do with Ella sleeping in, and snuck off to shower and get dressed before Ella could pick out an outfit for her. She had already been mentioning how hot they were going to look; Jenny wasn't sure she was feeling in the mood for being hot at the mall.

Currently, she was just glad that they were finally taking a break, settling down in the food court on the upper floor. Jenny was currently standing in the Starbucks, waiting patiently for her drink, occasionally glancing back to where Ella was already seated.

They had to talk, she had decided, but she didn't know how. It wasn't something easy to just face and blurt out, even to her sister, whom she shared everything with.. well, everything before this. She knew Ella wouldn't judge her, they'd still be sisters, but there was something just holding her back.

She barely noticed when her drink was ready, eventually grabbing it and heading back to her table, sliding into the seat across from Ella. Her food from earlier was still in front of her, nuggets and ketchup, barely touched. She sipped at the frappucino, glancing back toward Starbucks.

"He was cute," she said, biting her lip briefly. "The guy at Starbucks? He gave me a medium even though I ordered a small."

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smella From: [info]smella Date: February 6th, 2011 09:49 pm (UTC) (Link)
They had been out all day and Ella still hadn't got to the bottom of what was eating Jenny. I mean, she'd had it rough recently witht he fit and everything but she seemed totally over that. What could be wrong, and more importantly why wasn't she sharing?

Ella had happily munched her way through her chicken nuggets and had bought some frozen yogurt which she was working on. She looked over at Jenny the exact same time that Jenny looked at her, a twin thing probably and she smiled. She had hoped to dress her twin herself, pick her something cute that she would feel cute in, but by the time she was up Jenny was already dressed. She'd settled with bullying her into buying some cute underwear between all the boy scoping.

Ella played with her necklace whilst waiting for Jenny to reappear, turning around and checking out the Starbucks guy when Jenny finally returned.

"Did you get his number?" She asked hopefully.
867_5309 From: [info]867_5309 Date: February 6th, 2011 10:02 pm (UTC) (Link)
"What? No?" Jenny replied, raising her eyebrows a little, glancing back toward the cafe. "Was I supposed to?" she added, a little sheepishly. She hadn't picked up a single number all day, and she was oddly fine with that. Even when they had talked to those guys for twenty minutes earlier in the arcade, she just hadn't been feeling it. They had been really cute and all, but it didn't seem to matter.

"You wanna go back and get it? You can probably pull it off," she joked, smiling over at her.

smella From: [info]smella Date: February 6th, 2011 10:07 pm (UTC) (Link)
"Oh yeah, I'll just change into your clothes here shall I?" Ella rolled her eyes and stole a sip of Jenny's drink before returning to her yogurt. Unlike Jen, she had picked up a few numbers and facebook addresses to look up later, but she wasn't that interested. She had cheer to think about and class and there just wasn't really time for boys.

Taking her sidekick out, Ella scrolled through all the new numbers she had gotten. Maybe she could convince Jenny to at least call one of them.

"Okay. What about that guy with the Bieber hair?"
867_5309 From: [info]867_5309 Date: February 6th, 2011 10:12 pm (UTC) (Link)
"Some of our friends can't tell us apart, you think he stands a chance? I bet we wouldn't even have to change, just go give him your number and see," Jenny suggested, putting both hands around her cup once Ella handed it back to her. "Get your own," she joked.

She watched Ella scrolling through numbers, and felt her stomach clench uncomfortably again. "What guy with the Bieber hair? The one from A&F?? No thanks. You go ahead."
smella From: [info]smella Date: February 6th, 2011 10:16 pm (UTC) (Link)
"Nah, he wasn't my type" she breezed. "Delete" she decided, erasing him from her phone. Setting her spoon down she looked at the list again.

"Ooh, what about the guy who we thought was on Maury last week? He seemed nice."
867_5309 From: [info]867_5309 Date: February 6th, 2011 10:20 pm (UTC) (Link)
Jenny smiled a little, watching her sister filtering through the phone. Even if it wasn't the ideal circumstance, she was glad to be here with her. It felt sometimes lately like they were growing apart, and that terrified Jenny. Regardless of anyone else in her life, she didn't know what she'd do without Ella. It was a scary thought.

"Huh? Oh, he had really pretty eyes," she agreed, leaning over a bit to look at the phone. "Text him and ask him what he's doing?"

She didn't really care, but if she just turned down every single dude, that would be rude. Ella was trying, after all.
smella From: [info]smella Date: February 6th, 2011 10:27 pm (UTC) (Link)
Ella beamed proudly at a successful find and immediately set about texting the kid. If Jenny changed her mind she'd just have to take him for herself.

"So.." her eyes darted up to Jenny's face quickly and then back down again. "Have I taken your mind off it? It being whatever is bothering you."
867_5309 From: [info]867_5309 Date: February 6th, 2011 10:34 pm (UTC) (Link)
Jenny had known this would be coming eventually, but she did her best to feign pure confusion. "What do you mean? Nothing's bothering me. I'm fine, just not that hungry," she explained, motioning down to the remaining nuggets in front of her. Maybe she could throw her off the trail, but she highly doubted it. This was Ella, after all, not just anybody. She could probably already tell she was lying.

"Really, I'm fine. I guess I'm just.. thinking about other stuff. Like, school and stuff, I mean. We still haven't done that project. I said I wasn't going to be your partner again if you don't help," she warned, hoping to change the subject if nothing else.
smella From: [info]smella Date: February 6th, 2011 10:46 pm (UTC) (Link)
"Jen" Ella whined, pouting into her yogurt. "Stop lying to me. I'm your sister!"

The change of subject wouldn't fly with Ella, besides that project could wait. Instead she just fixed Jenny with an unamused stare.
867_5309 From: [info]867_5309 Date: February 6th, 2011 10:57 pm (UTC) (Link)
Damn, there was just no escaping her. Jenny tried to avoid direct eye-contact, sipping on the frappucino, and shrugging her shoulders casually. "I'm not even lying! I just.. I dunno. I don't really want a boyfriend right now? I guess? Sorry, I should have said something earlier," she managed, hoping it would fly. It was the best explanation she could offer.

"I'm glad I came though, I'm having fun, I'm just not.. into the dudes so much today."
smella From: [info]smella Date: February 6th, 2011 11:04 pm (UTC) (Link)
Ella pouted and felt she hadn't reached the bottom of this. Putting on her detectives hat, metaphorically, she scrutinised her sister.

"Is it Charlie? Is he being an ass? 'Cuz I seriously have like, no problems in hexing him."
867_5309 From: [info]867_5309 Date: February 6th, 2011 11:14 pm (UTC) (Link)
Jenny nearly choked on her drink, grinning around the straw at the other blonde. "Well, I don't know when he's not being an ass, but it's not him. I hung out with him a few days ago, and it was.. actually surprisingly chill. We went out to dinner sort of, but not even like that, before you suggest it!"

Leaning back into her chair, she looked at her sister closely. "It's not boy problems at all, if that's what you think.. like, far from boys."
smella From: [info]smella Date: February 6th, 2011 11:20 pm (UTC) (Link)
"It better not be like that" Ella sniffed, although she was relieved. Charlie may be dumb but she didn't much fancy doing a duel with him.

What else was there but boys? She bit her lip frustratedly. "Have people been giving you shit about the dance? 'Cuz don't even listen to them! Or are you mad I snuck you out for Sam's party? You didn't have to come! I thought you had fun!"
867_5309 From: [info]867_5309 Date: February 6th, 2011 11:26 pm (UTC) (Link)
"No!" Jenny replied quickly, putting her hands up defensively. "I'm really glad we went to Sam's, I had a really good time. I thought I wouldn't at first, but it was.. actually awesome. Before mom found out, I mean, but she seems like she might be over that now. She's acting more like herself now that we have miles between us," she mused, shaking her head a bit.

"Also, people seem like they've kind of forgot the dance, which I can live with, so it's not that either. I'm actually.. not even upset about anything. I'm really happy. But it's complicated. Does that make sense?"

She was glanced around them briefly, as if making sure no one was sitting too close. It was busy, but the closest people were two tables away, and the majority of people seemed too absorbed in themselves to notice the twins. Which was fine by Jenny.
smella From: [info]smella Date: February 6th, 2011 11:34 pm (UTC) (Link)
Ella was satisfied with her first answer and smiled proudly. "I do have some great ideas and like, that vein on mom's head has totally disappeared now so she can't be angry. I checked when we Skyped yesterday."

She was so relieved to know that Jen was happy, but also completely confused. "How can it be complicated to be happy?" The question was a bit too philosophical and she chewed her spoon thoughtfully.

"It makes absolutely totally no sense."
867_5309 From: [info]867_5309 Date: February 6th, 2011 11:42 pm (UTC) (Link)
"She does look a lot less haggard this month. She was like a wild woman over Christmas, I've never seen her so crazy.. was she like that when we were little? I don't remember her acting like that when I used to fit back then. I really don't think she was ever that nuts," Jenny mused, watching Ella chew at the spoon.

"I don't know how to explain it, that's why it's complicated. I'm happy, but I know that.. uhm, well. Some people wouldn't want me to be happy. It's hard to explain, see?"

It was, of course, only hard to explain because she was avoiding the actual issue. If she could just blurt it out, explaining would be no problem. But she wasn't sure she was ready for that. Maybe Ella would guess right eventually and put her out of her misery. "I met somebody at Sam's party. Sort of. You could say."
smella From: [info]smella Date: February 6th, 2011 11:51 pm (UTC) (Link)
"We were so small, she probably didn't want to scare us. It's been forever since it last happened, she probably didn't have time to take it in." Ella shrugged, hoping that was an accurate explanation.

She raised her eyebrows and made cooing noises when Jenny revealed her secret, leaning forward with a gleeful expression.

"Why didn't you tell me? What's he like?"
867_5309 From: [info]867_5309 Date: February 7th, 2011 12:00 am (UTC) (Link)
"She scared me more this time than ever before. I felt like Rapunzel, like trapped in a tower for the whole break," Jenny replied, pouting. She understood somewhat where their mother was coming from, but it didn't make it any easier to deal with.

She tensed up slightly as her sister leaned forward, glancing away for a moment. "I didn't know if you'd be cool with it," Jenny offered lamely, not a hundred percent meaning it. "He's.. really smart. Like, really smart.. maybe too smart. He doesn't know when to not act smart in front of people, but it's kind of cute. And he's really nice, despite that. To me, anyway. He's, uhm, got a sister and a brother.. he's in Sonnier," she explained, trailing off. "You know him."

She paused again. "Sort of."
smella From: [info]smella Date: February 7th, 2011 12:04 am (UTC) (Link)
"At least Dad gave you free run of Netflix" Ella consoled.

At that description Ella was stumped. "Everyone is Sonnier is too smart" she moaned, it was impossible to choose. "I know everyong" she whined dramatically.

"Just tell me!"
867_5309 From: [info]867_5309 Date: February 7th, 2011 12:27 am (UTC) (Link)
Jenny knew she couldn't avoid it for much longer. She had been hoping that the details would appease her sister into dropping the subject, but that hadn't been the case. She had, of course, left out the most important detail of all anyway.

"I'll tell you, but you can't tell mom or dad," she finally relented, lowering her voice. "I'll tell them later."
smella From: [info]smella Date: February 7th, 2011 12:30 am (UTC) (Link)
"Cross my heart" she said, doing the action. It was a solemn vow. They could take an unbreakable vow but that might be a bit dramatic.
867_5309 From: [info]867_5309 Date: February 7th, 2011 12:37 am (UTC) (Link)
Jenny glanced to her left, and then to her right. No one had moved closer, there was still no one paying attention to them. She had no reason to not just say it, especially after the things she had said on New Years. Hadn't she told Sera that she was sick of hiding, sick of worrying about what everyone else thought of her? And she was sick of it, she was sick of all of that shit.

But didn't make it any easier to just say this, even if saying it would lift a weight off of her chest.

"The one thing I sort of left out," the blonde began, fiddling with her straw for a moment, before looking up at Ella with a sheepish little smile. "Is that he is actually kind of a she."
smella From: [info]smella Date: February 7th, 2011 12:42 am (UTC) (Link)
Ella wrinkled her nose and thought for a moment. A girl? Why would you want to have a girlfriend, they probably cried more than boys and took up all the room in bed. But..

"That's the big secret? You've had me worried for weeks over that?" She was almost offended. "Why would I care if it's a girl!"
867_5309 From: [info]867_5309 Date: February 7th, 2011 12:51 am (UTC) (Link)
"I didn't think you'd care! It wasn't about that, I knew you'd be.. you know, you're you. You've always loved me no matter what, it was just.."

Jenny trailed off again, glancing over her shoulder, before returning her attention to Ella. "It's kind of weird, don't you think? I didn't know how to say it. How do you just tell someone that you think you might be-- you know? I never even knew gay people until we came to school. Does that make sense? Sort of?"

She sighed a little, rubbing her hands briefly over her face and sighing. "I'm really sorry, El.. seriously, I didn't know how to say it, that's all. If it makes you feel any better, I didn't tell anybody before I told you? I told I told her nobody could know until you knew. I hated not telling you the truth.. it's just still weirding me out. It's nothing something that you can just.. read a book about and be good at."
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