Sam Winchester (wayward_son) wrote,
@ 2011-05-14 21:42:00

Another Night, Another Bottle
Sam Winchester knows, deep down, that he's better than this, better than letting himself drown in self-pity and a cheap bottle of whiskey, but he doesn't care right now. He doesn't care that his brother, Dean, would want him to find a way to move on with his life and get out from under the cloud hanging over him, but Sam doesn't care about that, either.

Dean is dead, and much of Sam's purpose in life went with him. Dean was the one who'd first gotten Sam into hunting, into this life of moving from place to place and helping where they could. He'd been happy in law school, leaving this all behind, before Dean came asking for his help. Every time Sam needed his brother, Dean was there to help, there to encourage him.

But when Dean needed him, Sam couldn't come through for his brother.

He takes another drink, letting the alcohol burn as it runs down his throat. The drinking dulls the pain somewhat, keeping his guilt from eating him alive completely...

...at least, until the whiskey runs out again.

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wayward_son
2011-05-15 05:42 am UTC (link)

Sam groans as she strokes him, his eyes rolling back as he moans in her ear. He encourages her to keep going as his breath catches, pushing her back against the wall of the shower.

He reaches down to life her leg up to his waist then lowers himself so that he can push himself upward, just inside her nether lips, before stopping.

"This...is just once, Ruby. Only once." Sam says, trying to keep his wits about him.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 05:47 am UTC (link)
	Ruby continued to stroke him until he pushed her against the shower wall and started to enter her, her breath catching. Sure, she's had sex before...but it's been a really long time. Several hundred years too long. "Whatever you say, Sam..." She said, her eyes rolling back. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-15 05:56 am UTC (link)

She didn't believe him. He would just have to prove her wrong...after they were done.

Sam didn't plan to be done for quite some time.

His hips move slowly at first, pushing up and into Ruby and letting her get accustomed to the feel of him, as he lifted her up from the floor. The water washes over them as Sam's pace quickens, moving her up and down upon him as he groans beneath her.

"Ruby...oh, Ruby....damn it..."

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witchesrwhores
2011-05-15 06:01 am UTC (link)

Ruby moaned sharply as he started moving in her, loving the sensation of him in her. She certainly didn't want him to finish anytime soon...and would be disappointed if he did.

Slowly, but picking up her pace as he picked up his, Ruby began to move her hips up and down, bouncing on him with ease, as she wrapped both of her legs around his waist to maintain her balance.

"Damnit Sam...feels so good..."

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	wayward_son 2011-05-15 06:12 am UTC (link)
	His fingertips dig into her skin as she bounces upon him, and Sam kisses her while she speaks, intent on keeping their mutual moans trapped between them. He should have known a demon would be /this/ good. He told her that this would never happen again, but he was already looking forward to the next time. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 02:58 pm UTC (link)
	Ruby kissed him hungrily as they moved together, her nails grazing against the skin on his back. Even if it did never happen again, even though she was hoping that it would, she knew she was never going to forget them together like this. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-15 04:51 pm UTC (link)

Sam wasn't sure how long they moved against each other, and after a time, he was no longer sure where he ended and Ruby began, and vice-versa. He only knew how they felt together, and the sensations drew him further and further to the point of no return, her name issuing from his lips like the lyrics to a song.

That song suddenly becomes a guttural set of moans and grunts as he spends himself inside of her, as she moves up and down upon him.

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witchesrwhores
2011-05-15 05:30 pm UTC (link)

Ruby just shut her eyes, listening to the sounds that they made and the water rushing on them, and enjoying the sensations of them moving together. She didn't say anything, except to occasionally say his name, or how good he felt.

Him spending himself inside of her sent her over the edge, as she moaned loudly, tightening around him as she was overtaken by pure passion and bliss. She kissed him hungrily as they finished together.

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wayward_son
2011-05-15 05:48 pm UTC (link)

Sam simply holds her for a moment, not moving as they kiss, before he relaxes, letting her back down to the floor.

Now that the alcohol and the lust are out of his system, Sam realizes just what he's done and he feels worse than he did before. The sex was /great/ and he wasn't regretting that.

He regretted using Ruby to satisfy himself.

"I shouldn't...I shouldn't have treated you like that." Sam says, turning away from her to finish showering.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 06:22 pm UTC (link)
	"It's okay, Sam," Ruby said, stepping back a little. "It really is." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 06:50 pm UTC (link)
	He does turn around again, this time to kiss her softly. "I'm sorry about how I treated you earlier. Thanks for coming after me." Sam says, using his washcloth to soap her back. "Were you still interested in helping with the whole back-scrubbing thing?" he asks. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 08:47 pm UTC (link)
	Ruby found herself returning the kiss, smiling softly at him. "You were drinking yourself to death, Sam," Ruby said. "I couldn't let you do that." He was no good to her dead. She grinned. "Yes, yes I am." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 08:48 pm UTC (link)
	"All right. Turn around then." Sam says, proceeding to wash Ruby's back. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 09:11 pm UTC (link)
	Ruby turned around, sighing as he washed her back. "I think I missed showers almost as much as I missed french fries when I was back in hell," she said. "Almost." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 09:15 pm UTC (link)
	"We could get some french fries next, if you want." Sam says. "I'm pretty hungry, now that I think on it." he says, his stomach rumbling on cue. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	"I'm game for french fries," she said. "Unsalted, of course. Or pizza. Damn, I missed fried food." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 09:24 pm UTC (link)
	"Don't tell me you count calories? I thought you demon-types had insurance against that sort of thing?" Sam asks, looking over Ruby's new body. It seemed to have all sorts of surprises hidden in it... Focus, Sam. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 09:29 pm UTC (link)
	"Salt and I don't mix well, remember? Demon and all that? Sure, I could get salted fries...if I wanted my intestines to burn." The noticing of her body doesn't go unnoticed. "It's nice, isn't it?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-15 09:34 pm UTC (link)

"You have to ask, considering what we just did?" Sam asks,a small smirk coming to his face. Considering what he'd like to do /again/.

"Unsalted fries and pizza. Dean would go for something like that." Sam says, quietly.

His brother ate the worst, most fattening things, though he was healthy as a horse. They used to have arguments about it. Dean wasn't big on health food, but Sam was. Right now, though, a pizza sounded good, if only because it reminded him of his brother.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 09:44 pm UTC (link)
	"Maybe I just wanted to hear you say something again," Ruby said, smirking at him. "We can eat healthy if you want," Ruby said, noticing his change in mannerisms. "We don't need something battered in grease and fat." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 09:46 pm UTC (link)
	"No, pizza and fries is good. I'm fine with it." Sam says, reaching around to wash Ruby's stomach. "Life is short. Can't spend it worrying about dying, right?" he asks. Yeah, he was going to need a drink after this. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 10:01 pm UTC (link)
	She stepped a little closer to him. "No you can't," she said. "Sometimes there's worse things to worry about than death." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	"You're right." he says, looking down at her. "Can't love life too much. Everyone dies." he says, starting to wash his hair. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	"Even demons," Ruby said, sighing at the feel of his hands in her hair. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 10:17 pm UTC (link)
	"You ever wonder what it'll be like when you die?" he asks, massaging her scalp. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)