Sam Winchester (wayward_son) wrote,
@ 2011-05-14 21:42:00

Another Night, Another Bottle
Sam Winchester knows, deep down, that he's better than this, better than letting himself drown in self-pity and a cheap bottle of whiskey, but he doesn't care right now. He doesn't care that his brother, Dean, would want him to find a way to move on with his life and get out from under the cloud hanging over him, but Sam doesn't care about that, either.

Dean is dead, and much of Sam's purpose in life went with him. Dean was the one who'd first gotten Sam into hunting, into this life of moving from place to place and helping where they could. He'd been happy in law school, leaving this all behind, before Dean came asking for his help. Every time Sam needed his brother, Dean was there to help, there to encourage him.

But when Dean needed him, Sam couldn't come through for his brother.

He takes another drink, letting the alcohol burn as it runs down his throat. The drinking dulls the pain somewhat, keeping his guilt from eating him alive completely...

...at least, until the whiskey runs out again.

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	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:19 am UTC (link)
	Sam doesn't say anything for a minute, taking a deep breath, but it becomes obvious to Ruby /very/ quickly what Sam is thinking. "I know what you're trying to do, but it won't work, Ruby. I'm onto you." Sam says, hoping his voice sounds a lot more steady to her than it does to him. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:22 am UTC (link)
	"And what would that be, Sam? Maybe I'm just as curious as you." She stepped a bit closer to him. "There's no one else in here, remember? You weren't comfortable with me 'sharing' a body with someone else. There's just me in here. And it's nice and warm." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-15 04:30 am UTC (link)

If Dean was here, he could talk Sam out of this. If Dean was here, he'd be able to resist Ruby, to tell her where she could take her mind games and teasing.

Dean would never be in this situation. He'd find a way to outsmart her or something.

But I'm not Dean and I never will be.

Sam's lips touch Ruby's and he kisses her lightly at first, before pulling her closer to him.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:33 am UTC (link)
	Ruby kissed him, pressing her hands on his bare chest as he pulled her closer to him. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:37 am UTC (link)
	The moment he started kissing her, Sam found that he couldn't stop, even though a little voice in his head told him he needed to. He began pulling off Ruby's jacket, tossing it on the floor, still kissing her heatedly. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:40 am UTC (link)
	Ruby kissed him hungrily, pushing him up against the wall. Her hands roamed, exploring his entire body. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:44 am UTC (link)
	His hands do the same, tugging at her shirt, pulling it up over her head. He bites her lip, moaning as her hands roam his body. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:49 am UTC (link)
	She stepped back to help him out of her shirt, her lips leaving his for a second, before going back to his, kissing him with more fierceness as her tongue fights its way into her mouth. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:54 am UTC (link)
	"We're wasting water..." Sam manages to say before their tongues are dueling once again. He unhooks her bra and slips it off, throwing it on the floor. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:57 am UTC (link)
	"Right. Because we're eco-friendly and everything." Ruby kicked off her shoes and socks, before unbuttoning her jeans and pulling them off, followed by her underwear. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-15 05:02 am UTC (link)

Sam really tries to remember that this is /not/ Ruby, that this is the body of someone who had a real life and goals before now, and that she's being used by a demon.

Even with that fresh in his mind, he opens the shower curtain steps inside, pulling Ruby with him. His lips seek out hers, and now he kisses her deeply. He tells himself he'll make her pay for this somehow, but he knows he won't.

Instead, he simply bites her lip as he grabs her ass in both of his hands, squeezing hard.

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witchesrwhores
2011-05-15 05:10 am UTC (link)

Actually, Ruby was sure that if this girl had goals, it was getting out of her coma. She'd show Sam the doctor's reports that proved that she was a vegetable again if she had to.

She kissed him, sighing at the sensation of the water trickling down her skin. After spending all that time in Hell after Lilith sent her back, the warm shower felt as close to heaven as Ruby would ever get.

She smirked as he grabbed her ass, her hand trailing down his chest and below his waist.

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wayward_son
2011-05-15 05:19 am UTC (link)

He's spent the last month of his life in a hell of his own making, hating himself for being weak, hating Dean for leaving him and hating Ruby for...what? Being there? Ellen, Jo and Bobby had all called and he'd hadn't picked up for any of them. A couple of times, he thought he saw one of them following him, but he always managed to slip away before they could talk to him.

Ruby found him wherever he ran, no matter how well he hid himself. She'd found him again tonight, when all he'd wanted to do was drink himself to death. If she hadn't found him, he would have tried to drive his car into a ditch somewhere.

Her hands on his body felt good, better than anything he'd felt in a long, long time. Between that and the hot water, Sam did something he hadn't done in weeks: he relaxed and let his guard down.

God, please, don't let me regret this.

He kisses Ruby's shoulder, wanting her to sigh for him again, wanting her to remember what it's like to be human, since she was, once. He wants her to remember what she's missed as he hardens between them.

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witchesrwhores
2011-05-15 05:31 am UTC (link)

She a mission she had to do, she knew that. She was chosen to find Sam Winchester for a reason, so that he live to his destiny. ...But unlike most of her kind, there was still that part of Ruby that still remembered what it was like to be human, like she had told Sam that first time they met. Like she had told Dean when he asked her why she was bothering helping them.

And right now, she was feeling more than she should allow for Sam, and letting her personal feelings get in the way. But she didn't care.

Ruby sighed again as he kissed her shoulder, moaning his name softly as the hand that slipped below his waist began to stroke his hardened length furiously.

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wayward_son
2011-05-15 05:42 am UTC (link)

Sam groans as she strokes him, his eyes rolling back as he moans in her ear. He encourages her to keep going as his breath catches, pushing her back against the wall of the shower.

He reaches down to life her leg up to his waist then lowers himself so that he can push himself upward, just inside her nether lips, before stopping.

"This...is just once, Ruby. Only once." Sam says, trying to keep his wits about him.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 05:47 am UTC (link)
	Ruby continued to stroke him until he pushed her against the shower wall and started to enter her, her breath catching. Sure, she's had sex before...but it's been a really long time. Several hundred years too long. "Whatever you say, Sam..." She said, her eyes rolling back. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-15 05:56 am UTC (link)

She didn't believe him. He would just have to prove her wrong...after they were done.

Sam didn't plan to be done for quite some time.

His hips move slowly at first, pushing up and into Ruby and letting her get accustomed to the feel of him, as he lifted her up from the floor. The water washes over them as Sam's pace quickens, moving her up and down upon him as he groans beneath her.

"Ruby...oh, Ruby....damn it..."

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witchesrwhores
2011-05-15 06:01 am UTC (link)

Ruby moaned sharply as he started moving in her, loving the sensation of him in her. She certainly didn't want him to finish anytime soon...and would be disappointed if he did.

Slowly, but picking up her pace as he picked up his, Ruby began to move her hips up and down, bouncing on him with ease, as she wrapped both of her legs around his waist to maintain her balance.

"Damnit Sam...feels so good..."

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	wayward_son 2011-05-15 06:12 am UTC (link)
	His fingertips dig into her skin as she bounces upon him, and Sam kisses her while she speaks, intent on keeping their mutual moans trapped between them. He should have known a demon would be /this/ good. He told her that this would never happen again, but he was already looking forward to the next time. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 02:58 pm UTC (link)
	Ruby kissed him hungrily as they moved together, her nails grazing against the skin on his back. Even if it did never happen again, even though she was hoping that it would, she knew she was never going to forget them together like this. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-15 04:51 pm UTC (link)

Sam wasn't sure how long they moved against each other, and after a time, he was no longer sure where he ended and Ruby began, and vice-versa. He only knew how they felt together, and the sensations drew him further and further to the point of no return, her name issuing from his lips like the lyrics to a song.

That song suddenly becomes a guttural set of moans and grunts as he spends himself inside of her, as she moves up and down upon him.

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witchesrwhores
2011-05-15 05:30 pm UTC (link)

Ruby just shut her eyes, listening to the sounds that they made and the water rushing on them, and enjoying the sensations of them moving together. She didn't say anything, except to occasionally say his name, or how good he felt.

Him spending himself inside of her sent her over the edge, as she moaned loudly, tightening around him as she was overtaken by pure passion and bliss. She kissed him hungrily as they finished together.

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wayward_son
2011-05-15 05:48 pm UTC (link)

Sam simply holds her for a moment, not moving as they kiss, before he relaxes, letting her back down to the floor.

Now that the alcohol and the lust are out of his system, Sam realizes just what he's done and he feels worse than he did before. The sex was /great/ and he wasn't regretting that.

He regretted using Ruby to satisfy himself.

"I shouldn't...I shouldn't have treated you like that." Sam says, turning away from her to finish showering.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 06:22 pm UTC (link)
	"It's okay, Sam," Ruby said, stepping back a little. "It really is." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 06:50 pm UTC (link)
	He does turn around again, this time to kiss her softly. "I'm sorry about how I treated you earlier. Thanks for coming after me." Sam says, using his washcloth to soap her back. "Were you still interested in helping with the whole back-scrubbing thing?" he asks. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)