Sam Winchester (wayward_son) wrote,
@ 2011-05-14 21:42:00

Another Night, Another Bottle
Sam Winchester knows, deep down, that he's better than this, better than letting himself drown in self-pity and a cheap bottle of whiskey, but he doesn't care right now. He doesn't care that his brother, Dean, would want him to find a way to move on with his life and get out from under the cloud hanging over him, but Sam doesn't care about that, either.

Dean is dead, and much of Sam's purpose in life went with him. Dean was the one who'd first gotten Sam into hunting, into this life of moving from place to place and helping where they could. He'd been happy in law school, leaving this all behind, before Dean came asking for his help. Every time Sam needed his brother, Dean was there to help, there to encourage him.

But when Dean needed him, Sam couldn't come through for his brother.

He takes another drink, letting the alcohol burn as it runs down his throat. The drinking dulls the pain somewhat, keeping his guilt from eating him alive completely...

...at least, until the whiskey runs out again.

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	wayward_son 2011-05-15 03:22 am UTC (link)
	He couldn't let her take the Impala. Dean would haunt him until the End of Days if he let her take the Impala. Sam was so sick of demons messing with him, controlling his life, but he didn't have a choice at this moment. He had to play along and Ruby knew it. "Bitch." he mutters, and follows her out of the bar. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 03:28 am UTC (link)
	"Yeah, yeah, I'm a bitch, I know." Ruby rolled her eyes, walking to the Impala and sliding into the driver's seat. She waited for Sam to get in the car before starting the car. "You're staying at the King's Arms Motel, right?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 03:31 am UTC (link)
	"Of course I am. You already knew that, though. Just...be careful." Sam says, sliding into the passenger seat and leaning his head back. He could barely keep his eyes open just now. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 03:48 am UTC (link)
	Ruby would drive Sam to his motel, letting him pass out. When she got him there, she shook him awake. "Yeah...not caring you in. Up and at 'em Sasquatch." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 03:51 am UTC (link)
	Sam looks at Ruby with bleary eyes. "Damn, I wasn't dreaming. You're still here." he sighs, and opens his door, pulling himself from the car. He heads up the stairs, then opens the door to his room. He leaves it open in case she plans to come inside. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 03:58 am UTC (link)
	"If it was a dream, we'd probably end up having sex, right?" She cracked a small smirk at him before following him inside. She took a look around the room. "Damn this place is a mess, Sam," she said. "When's the last time you did laundry?" She sniffed the air. "Or bathed?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:01 am UTC (link)
	"Just what I need. The demon-chick telling me how much my life sucks." Sam snarks, picking up a few empty beer cans and emptied whiskey bottles. "I could use a shower anyway. If you'd rather not stay, I get it." Sam says, heading to the bathroom. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:04 am UTC (link)
	"Poor baby," Ruby said, sitting down on the bed. "Want me to break out the violins for you?" "Need help scrubbing your back?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:08 am UTC (link)
	Sam rolls his eyes as he walks away and enters the bathroom. "Yes, why don't you take off your clothes and come join me, because the only thing I need more than a hangover is sex with you." he says sarcastically, closing the door. He strips down and turns on the shower, wondering if his life is going to get any crazier than it is now. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:16 am UTC (link)
	Ruby smirked, getting up and opening the door to the bathroom. She glanced over him, taking in every inch of his body with her eyes, impressed with what she saw. "You're curious," she said. "I know you are. I've seen the way you look at me when you think I don't notice. So what's stopping you, Sam? Afraid of 'going there'? With a demon?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:19 am UTC (link)
	Sam doesn't say anything for a minute, taking a deep breath, but it becomes obvious to Ruby /very/ quickly what Sam is thinking. "I know what you're trying to do, but it won't work, Ruby. I'm onto you." Sam says, hoping his voice sounds a lot more steady to her than it does to him. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:22 am UTC (link)
	"And what would that be, Sam? Maybe I'm just as curious as you." She stepped a bit closer to him. "There's no one else in here, remember? You weren't comfortable with me 'sharing' a body with someone else. There's just me in here. And it's nice and warm." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-15 04:30 am UTC (link)

If Dean was here, he could talk Sam out of this. If Dean was here, he'd be able to resist Ruby, to tell her where she could take her mind games and teasing.

Dean would never be in this situation. He'd find a way to outsmart her or something.

But I'm not Dean and I never will be.

Sam's lips touch Ruby's and he kisses her lightly at first, before pulling her closer to him.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:33 am UTC (link)
	Ruby kissed him, pressing her hands on his bare chest as he pulled her closer to him. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:37 am UTC (link)
	The moment he started kissing her, Sam found that he couldn't stop, even though a little voice in his head told him he needed to. He began pulling off Ruby's jacket, tossing it on the floor, still kissing her heatedly. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:40 am UTC (link)
	Ruby kissed him hungrily, pushing him up against the wall. Her hands roamed, exploring his entire body. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:44 am UTC (link)
	His hands do the same, tugging at her shirt, pulling it up over her head. He bites her lip, moaning as her hands roam his body. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:49 am UTC (link)
	She stepped back to help him out of her shirt, her lips leaving his for a second, before going back to his, kissing him with more fierceness as her tongue fights its way into her mouth. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:54 am UTC (link)
	"We're wasting water..." Sam manages to say before their tongues are dueling once again. He unhooks her bra and slips it off, throwing it on the floor. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:57 am UTC (link)
	"Right. Because we're eco-friendly and everything." Ruby kicked off her shoes and socks, before unbuttoning her jeans and pulling them off, followed by her underwear. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-15 05:02 am UTC (link)

Sam really tries to remember that this is /not/ Ruby, that this is the body of someone who had a real life and goals before now, and that she's being used by a demon.

Even with that fresh in his mind, he opens the shower curtain steps inside, pulling Ruby with him. His lips seek out hers, and now he kisses her deeply. He tells himself he'll make her pay for this somehow, but he knows he won't.

Instead, he simply bites her lip as he grabs her ass in both of his hands, squeezing hard.

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witchesrwhores
2011-05-15 05:10 am UTC (link)

Actually, Ruby was sure that if this girl had goals, it was getting out of her coma. She'd show Sam the doctor's reports that proved that she was a vegetable again if she had to.

She kissed him, sighing at the sensation of the water trickling down her skin. After spending all that time in Hell after Lilith sent her back, the warm shower felt as close to heaven as Ruby would ever get.

She smirked as he grabbed her ass, her hand trailing down his chest and below his waist.

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wayward_son
2011-05-15 05:19 am UTC (link)

He's spent the last month of his life in a hell of his own making, hating himself for being weak, hating Dean for leaving him and hating Ruby for...what? Being there? Ellen, Jo and Bobby had all called and he'd hadn't picked up for any of them. A couple of times, he thought he saw one of them following him, but he always managed to slip away before they could talk to him.

Ruby found him wherever he ran, no matter how well he hid himself. She'd found him again tonight, when all he'd wanted to do was drink himself to death. If she hadn't found him, he would have tried to drive his car into a ditch somewhere.

Her hands on his body felt good, better than anything he'd felt in a long, long time. Between that and the hot water, Sam did something he hadn't done in weeks: he relaxed and let his guard down.

God, please, don't let me regret this.

He kisses Ruby's shoulder, wanting her to sigh for him again, wanting her to remember what it's like to be human, since she was, once. He wants her to remember what she's missed as he hardens between them.

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witchesrwhores
2011-05-15 05:31 am UTC (link)

She a mission she had to do, she knew that. She was chosen to find Sam Winchester for a reason, so that he live to his destiny. ...But unlike most of her kind, there was still that part of Ruby that still remembered what it was like to be human, like she had told Sam that first time they met. Like she had told Dean when he asked her why she was bothering helping them.

And right now, she was feeling more than she should allow for Sam, and letting her personal feelings get in the way. But she didn't care.

Ruby sighed again as he kissed her shoulder, moaning his name softly as the hand that slipped below his waist began to stroke his hardened length furiously.

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wayward_son
2011-05-15 05:42 am UTC (link)

Sam groans as she strokes him, his eyes rolling back as he moans in her ear. He encourages her to keep going as his breath catches, pushing her back against the wall of the shower.

He reaches down to life her leg up to his waist then lowers himself so that he can push himself upward, just inside her nether lips, before stopping.

"This...is just once, Ruby. Only once." Sam says, trying to keep his wits about him.