Sam Winchester (wayward_son) wrote,
@ 2011-05-14 21:42:00

Another Night, Another Bottle
Sam Winchester knows, deep down, that he's better than this, better than letting himself drown in self-pity and a cheap bottle of whiskey, but he doesn't care right now. He doesn't care that his brother, Dean, would want him to find a way to move on with his life and get out from under the cloud hanging over him, but Sam doesn't care about that, either.

Dean is dead, and much of Sam's purpose in life went with him. Dean was the one who'd first gotten Sam into hunting, into this life of moving from place to place and helping where they could. He'd been happy in law school, leaving this all behind, before Dean came asking for his help. Every time Sam needed his brother, Dean was there to help, there to encourage him.

But when Dean needed him, Sam couldn't come through for his brother.

He takes another drink, letting the alcohol burn as it runs down his throat. The drinking dulls the pain somewhat, keeping his guilt from eating him alive completely...

...at least, until the whiskey runs out again.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 02:21 am UTC (link)
	Ruby had been on Sam's tail for a few days now. He'd been trying to ditch her since she last found him, but she never gave up easy. And by now, he should know that if she wanted to find him, she /would/. Ruby approached the bar, walking up to where he was sitting and casually taking the stool next to him. "I'll have what he's having," she said to the bartender. (Reply to this)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-15 02:25 am UTC (link)

Sam didn't even have to look to know who was next to him. He knew Ruby's voice as well as he knew Dean's or his own. What he couldn't figure out was why she was still following him after he'd told her he wasn't buying what she was selling.

"I thought I was pretty clear last time you found me, Ruby. Not interested in whatever you have to say." Sam says, downing his drink and pouring himself another from the bottle.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 02:26 am UTC (link)
	"Can't I simply be concerned for your well-being?" She asked, a hint of sarcasm in her voice. "I'm offended, Sam. It's like you don't think I even care." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 02:37 am UTC (link)
	"Please, Ruby. I don't really have the patience for demon-humor, tonight. What do you want?" he asks, taking another drink as the bartender comes back with a second bottle of whiskey and a glass for Ruby. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 02:40 am UTC (link)
	"What I want is for you stop sitting around here feeling sorry for yourself," Ruby said. "I know, losing Dean was hard for you, but good God this is pathetic." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 02:48 am UTC (link)
	"/You/ don't know anything about me, Ruby. You don't know what it's like to lose someone you love. You don't even know what love /is/, being what you are." Sam says angrily. "If you did, you wouldn't be all over me like this." he says, getting up from his stool...and nearly falling over. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 02:56 am UTC (link)
	Ruby moved to support him, grabbing a hold of him to steady him. "You really think I'd be here if I didn't care in some way, Sam? I could have killed you back there in that hotel room, remember?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 03:00 am UTC (link)
	"Maybe this is God telling you to fix your mistake." Sam says, not in any shape to fight her off, though he's still considering doing so. "I just...I need to get out of here. Just get me to my car." he says sullenly. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 03:05 am UTC (link)
	"You are in no shape to drive, Sam," Ruby said. "And do you really think Dean would want you totaling the Impala?" Without hesitation, she reached into his pocket and grabbed his keys. "I'm driving." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 03:12 am UTC (link)
	"Dean would rather I total it than let /you/ drive." he says, trying to reach for his keys, and failing. Miserably. "You could just let me do what I want and call it even. You're not losing anything out of the deal." Sam says. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 03:20 am UTC (link)
	"I can drag your ass out of here," she said. "I have no problem doing so." She began to walk out of the bar. "So either, you come with me...or I drive off and strand your drunk ass here. Your call." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 03:22 am UTC (link)
	He couldn't let her take the Impala. Dean would haunt him until the End of Days if he let her take the Impala. Sam was so sick of demons messing with him, controlling his life, but he didn't have a choice at this moment. He had to play along and Ruby knew it. "Bitch." he mutters, and follows her out of the bar. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 03:28 am UTC (link)
	"Yeah, yeah, I'm a bitch, I know." Ruby rolled her eyes, walking to the Impala and sliding into the driver's seat. She waited for Sam to get in the car before starting the car. "You're staying at the King's Arms Motel, right?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 03:31 am UTC (link)
	"Of course I am. You already knew that, though. Just...be careful." Sam says, sliding into the passenger seat and leaning his head back. He could barely keep his eyes open just now. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 03:48 am UTC (link)
	Ruby would drive Sam to his motel, letting him pass out. When she got him there, she shook him awake. "Yeah...not caring you in. Up and at 'em Sasquatch." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 03:51 am UTC (link)
	Sam looks at Ruby with bleary eyes. "Damn, I wasn't dreaming. You're still here." he sighs, and opens his door, pulling himself from the car. He heads up the stairs, then opens the door to his room. He leaves it open in case she plans to come inside. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 03:58 am UTC (link)
	"If it was a dream, we'd probably end up having sex, right?" She cracked a small smirk at him before following him inside. She took a look around the room. "Damn this place is a mess, Sam," she said. "When's the last time you did laundry?" She sniffed the air. "Or bathed?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:01 am UTC (link)
	"Just what I need. The demon-chick telling me how much my life sucks." Sam snarks, picking up a few empty beer cans and emptied whiskey bottles. "I could use a shower anyway. If you'd rather not stay, I get it." Sam says, heading to the bathroom. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:04 am UTC (link)
	"Poor baby," Ruby said, sitting down on the bed. "Want me to break out the violins for you?" "Need help scrubbing your back?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:08 am UTC (link)
	Sam rolls his eyes as he walks away and enters the bathroom. "Yes, why don't you take off your clothes and come join me, because the only thing I need more than a hangover is sex with you." he says sarcastically, closing the door. He strips down and turns on the shower, wondering if his life is going to get any crazier than it is now. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:16 am UTC (link)
	Ruby smirked, getting up and opening the door to the bathroom. She glanced over him, taking in every inch of his body with her eyes, impressed with what she saw. "You're curious," she said. "I know you are. I've seen the way you look at me when you think I don't notice. So what's stopping you, Sam? Afraid of 'going there'? With a demon?" (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	wayward_son 2011-05-15 04:19 am UTC (link)
	Sam doesn't say anything for a minute, taking a deep breath, but it becomes obvious to Ruby /very/ quickly what Sam is thinking. "I know what you're trying to do, but it won't work, Ruby. I'm onto you." Sam says, hoping his voice sounds a lot more steady to her than it does to him. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:22 am UTC (link)
	"And what would that be, Sam? Maybe I'm just as curious as you." She stepped a bit closer to him. "There's no one else in here, remember? You weren't comfortable with me 'sharing' a body with someone else. There's just me in here. And it's nice and warm." (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)

wayward_son
2011-05-15 04:30 am UTC (link)

If Dean was here, he could talk Sam out of this. If Dean was here, he'd be able to resist Ruby, to tell her where she could take her mind games and teasing.

Dean would never be in this situation. He'd find a way to outsmart her or something.

But I'm not Dean and I never will be.

Sam's lips touch Ruby's and he kisses her lightly at first, before pulling her closer to him.

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	witchesrwhores 2011-05-15 04:33 am UTC (link)
	Ruby kissed him, pressing her hands on his bare chest as he pulled her closer to him. (Reply to this)(Parent)(Thread)