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User:desiired (15726)
Name:lauren ashley ♥
Location:Pike Creek ♥, Delaware, United States
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nineteen . fuck everything .

no matter how you chop it; screw it; mix it, theres only one me. i got everything i need & i ain't fuckin it up for nobody. real talk. to say i'm complicated is an understatement at its best. i'm whimsical, i harbor no talents & i have no real conscious on where i want to go in life. i'm good for loving which i give inconsistently, whining, & false attempts in blending in. money is my passion & to me is like crack; i have to have it, it's the only thing in my life that i constantly crave. i need to be reminded that i'm cared about 24/7, & that i'm loved even more. i absolutely adore my best friends & without them i wouldn't be here today; that's a promise. my family is my everything & more; that's a given. without all the people in my life, i would be nothing - they kept me together when i felt like i was doing nothing but falling apart & i'll be forever grateful. i'm far from a bitch; unless you make me into one. i have a sailors mouth & a hustlers mentality. i'm very independent & rely on myself for everything. my boyfriend is my everything, & i mean it. i live fully in the moment & i never look back. i'm the kind of person that will try anything once without hesitation; it's the kid in me. i refuse to ever grow up, i will always be the person twirling in circles on the pavement. i believe in karma so much it becomes a burden in my everyday life. when i meet you every insecurity i have ever had runs through my brain at that exact second & i won't talk because of it. i've gone through a lot of moments where i had no idea who i was or who i was trying to be; but i'm figuring myself out, finally. don't ask my why i do the things i do, cause frankly, i don't know the answer. i contradict myself everyday & i'm the biggest hypocrite i know. i sought strength from things i shouldn't have & been places i should have ran from; but that's all the past & i've learned from it all. i have a huge fear i will wake up one day with regrets & missed chances, so i do it all. i find my happiness in the simplest things & i'm thankful everyday that i'm alive. i'm unlike every girl you'll ever meet & even after reading all of this, you still don't even know half of me. [;
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